I just found out I'm being homeschooled this year

Because of Corona and because they don't have the cure or whatever yet, parents were given the option to send your kid to school or be homeschooled and my parents picked, well you already know

I'm fucking upset and I would rant about it and tell you I want to kill mused because I already want doing well and now I won't see my friends anymore it's like every time it gets even a little better things come crashing down again and it fucking hurts it's like the walls are caving in and I'm stuck left to die and I feel abandoned and forgotten, I would tell you that, but I don't want to