Sometimes idk I just feel so weak and lonely I mean Ik I'm not but it just feels like that and it's like I want to be happy obviously and ig I am but there's also this dark cloud of hate and sadness inside of me that just won't let me be happy it's like I'm happy but I'm also not, and every little thing either makes me extremely mad or like I'm gonna cry, and idk what to do about it, people say it gets better and Ik it does but what do I do? How long does it take? Because I am trying with all my might to stay positive and Ik it's ok to not be ok but I'm so scared to tell my parents how I'm feeling because I'm just so worried they'll look at me different, like I'm fragile which ig I am but that's besides the point I just want my life to be normal but I feel like I can never be happy, Ik the day will come when I finally get over this dark patch but I just don't know how much longer I can hold on I'm trying so so hard but I cant hang on forever

Idk who I am as a person all I know is life goes on people and things change and they move on and there's pretty much nothing you can do other than live your life, that's the thing, life so weird it can go in so many directions and it's not really up to you how your life plays out you just kinda have to roll with it, everything happens for a reason, I'm not sure I believe that, the thing is things do happen for no reason, I don't know if I believe in fate I believe that that you live your life and it plays out and you just go with it, it's kinda hard to explain basically you can change your story, who you are, but it's not gonna hide the truth, that you are who you are and no amount of acting and clothes and makeup is gonna change that you are who you are because that's how you were made and you should be proud that you ever got the opportunity to live even if you hate it, it's the fact that your even here at all that makes it all worth the pain and suffering, because you know at the end of the dark tunnel you'll find happiness and you'll be yourself and live life to the fullest

Your the only one in the way of your life so are you gonna sit there moping about someone's who doesn't like you or are you gonna do the things you love and have fun doing it? Because that's what life's about, doing the things you love and being with the people you love, you may not be famous or as rich as some people but that doesn't matter because you can make a difference no matter who you are

START A FRICKIN REVOLUTION