now, some already know this, but i'm not a fan of mcr (anymore).
i havent considered myself a fan in like,, over a year.
like, i never listen to their music. if i do its because it comes on shuffle a blue moon but thats always from bullets or weapons.

this may seem surprising considering i'm still writing frerard. maybe. idk if its surprising.

anyway

the reason i'm still writing and reading purely frerard is because to me the frank and gerard i'm reading about are not real. they're just characters that happen to look like f and g that also has the same names.
i dont think frank and gerard are romantically nor sexually invovled, though i am 99% sure they had something going on earlier. by earlier i mean 10 years ago. maybe they did maybe they didnt. most likely did.

but thats besides the point.
they are nothing but characters that happen to be identical of the real life frank gerard. that sounds weird but idk how else to explain it.

the thing is, mcr open the door to so much more music to me and to a whole new world and is the reason i have most of the friends i have and so much more, so i basically owe them my life (which is why i'm planning on getting an mcr themed tattoo), its just that bow i listen to other music that i find more pleasing, and since mcr arent together any more there isnt really much music by them to listen to (i need new music okay). tho that doesnt mean i want them to get back, i'd probably super sad if they did because fiatc is the loml i love frank iero and fiatch so much im so far up franks ass that i can breath thru his mouth ANYWAY.

thats basically all i think.
this was stupid tbh.
this isnt me going "im COOL bcus im not and MCR FAN NO MORE. COoooOL."

but dw im not planning on leaving. yet. idk how long i'll stay here. its been 4 years already lool.

ok bye