Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story. Really hope you like it. Leave me your feedback.

Niall's Pov:

Whatever idiotic bastard came up with morning sickness I could swing for him! Why does morning sickness have to be apart of pregnancy? Honestly what's the need for it? Why can't I be one of those lucky people who don't suffer with morning sickness? Every morning before the sun comes up you can guarantee I'll be in the bathroom emptying my stomach, Even when it feels completely empty. Everytime I run to the bathroom I'm waking people up, But they've all been amazing about it, Including Zayn. He'll come into the bathroom, Rub my back and take care of me. Once I'm done he'll send me straight back to bed and if he dosen't have a job to do he'll let me lay on him. Laying my head on his chest helps me sleep. I'm not sure why, Maybe it's like a comfort to me or the baby? Or maybe it's because when I'm in his arms I feel like nothing can touch me. In less then an hour and a half I have my first scan. Honestly I don't know what to expect. I mean I know the basics, But will the doctors look at me funny? Will they be freaked out by the whole thing? Will I be able to survive the car journey without wanting to vomit? I looked down at my phone and saw it was about time we started heading off. Liam wanted us to leave early incase I did start feeling sick or there was loads of traffic. I climbed off Zayn's bed and placed my phone in my jeans pocket. I then grabbed his hoodie and slid it on. Once it was zipped up I walked out the room and made my way downstairs. 

"Hey buddy how you feeling?" Louis asked when I walked into the sitting room. 

"Alright. Morning sickness has passed for the day, I think" I replied.

"Were gonna take some bags just incase. There anything else you want for the journey?" Liam asked. 

"Water and toffees" I said. "Where's Zayn?" I asked. 

"In his study think his dad gave him a call" Louis informed me. 

"I'm gonna go get him" Louis nodded his head before standing up. 

"Meet us at the car" He said as I exited the room. I made my way down the hall to where Zayn's study was. The door was open slightly and I could hear Zayn speaking. 

"No dad you listen to me! It's mine and Niall's baby not yours! You don't get a say in how we raise our child! My baby isin't growing up with the same expectations I had alright? The baby will be whatever it wants to be" I stood there listening to every word he spoke. "I don't want this life for my kid don't you get that? This life it's no fucking life! I hope to god my child is nothing like me! I hope the babys like Niall in every possible way" I slowly closed my eyes. I wish Zayn would see he's worth more then he thinks. "Just stay out of things that don't concern you alright? I don't give a damn about the family name. My kid is gonna have the one thing I didn't have, A choice to be whoever it wants to be if you don't like that then that's just to fucking bad" Zayn then went quiet, I assume he'd hung up on his dad. A few seconds later I knocked on the door and pushed it open more. 

"Are you alright?" I asked, Zayn looked up at me and smiled warmly. 

"Yeah. Did you em hear any of that?" He questioned, I slowly nodded my head. "How much?" 

"Last few minutes" I replied, Zayn sighed. "Listen after the scan maybe we can go get some food? You talk I'll listen?" I suggested, Zayn smiled. 

"Yeah, Yeah I'd like that". 

The scan wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. The doctors didn't look at me any different. The nurse did a physical examination before she got me to lay down and pull up my shirt. The gel she placed on my stomach was cold, But she told me as the months went on I'd get used to it. Zayn was by my side the whole time. He held my hand tightly. Even though we only saw a little dot on the screen Zayn, Liam and Louis all insisted on getting pictures, Something about them wanting to build up an album. Once we left the doctors Louis and Liam went off to do a job. Zayn and I then drove to the local pizza place. We ordered our food and waited for it to be cooked. Once it was we paid and left driving back to Zayn's. We decided to eat out in the kitchen, The weather wasn't to great today. 

"So what was all that about with your dad?" I asked before taking a bite of the pizza. 

"He knows about the pregnancy. You want ketchup?" I nodded my head and Zayn went over to the cupboard. "He thinks he can tell me how to raise my baby. If we have a boy all he can think about is them taking over the family business, Keeping the Malik name alive. He dosen't understand that I don't want that. I don't want this life for our baby" Zayn grabbed the ketchup and brought it over to the table. "I don't want him or her growing up knowing what lifes gonna be like. I want them to have a choice you know? A choice to be whatever they wanna be. Whether that's a doctor, A teacher, A tattoo artist, A vet, Anything but this. I don't want them being like me" Zayn explained. 

"I heard you say that to your dad. That you hope the baby isin't like you. What did you mean by that?" I questioned, Zayn chuckled. 

"Because look at me Ni" Zayn looked directly at me. "The only thing I'm good for is being a criminal" I shook my head. 

"I don't believe that. If our baby is anything like you are I'll be the proudest father on this planet. Wanna know why?" Zayn slowly nodded his head. "Because on the inside and out you Zayn Malik are amazing. You've got a heart as big as the sun. Your always there, You don't see what other people see and I wish to god that you would" I stood up and took the seat next to Zayn. "You don't see what I see. You deserve to be happy Zayn, Why can't you see that? Your gonna be an amazing father because the only thing this baby needs from you, Is love. Love that your full of" I exclaimed. "Stop being afraid to let someone in" I pleaded with him, Zayn looked me straight in the eyes and I felt something deep in the pit of my stomach.

"My dad brought so much pain and danger to the people he loved the most, I can't do that" Zayn whispered, I slowly leaned forward and pressed my lips against Zayn's he kissed me back straight away. "I can't give you what you want Ni, No matter how much I want too, I'll never be good enough for you" Zayn whispered against my lips, I kissed him again before pulling away.

"Everyone deserves love Zayn. You may not trust yourself but I trust you. When your ready to let me in I'll be there" I placed my hand on my stomach. "We both will. You aren't your father Zayn, You never have been and you never will be. Your more of a man then he can ever be" I slowly got to my feet when I heard the frontdoor opening and closing. I then walked out the room and bumped straight into Liam. 

"We've got the inbetweeners movie, Shit loads of crisps, Chocolate and toffees as you requested sir" Liam teased, I chuckled.

"Brilliant. I need a shower then we'll watch it. There's pizza in the kitchen" I replied before exiting the room. A sigh slipped from my lips as I walked up the stairs. Why can't Zayn see what I see?