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Niall's Pov:

I kept my promise to Zayn and I stayed with him until the end when he needed me. Seeing him broken was like a dagger being shoved straight into my heart by a ruthless murder, Never stopping or even caring to think of the pain. A few days had passed since then and although he was still sometimes quiet he still managed to smile his beautiful smile for me and that was truly enough. I'd been bringing his homework round for him since he didn't want to come school, Louis was supposed to do it but I doubt he would, This was Louis after all he cared more for going out and getting laid then making sure Zayn was ok. This made me physically sick how can you claim to care about your friend but when it came down to it not be there for them when they need you the most, Even Harry was there for Zayn, Which surprised me abit if I'm being honest.

It was Wednesday and Zayn still wasn't back in school at least that's what I thought, I knew he needed time but he couldn't just throw his education away like this. I had been texting him but again he started to not reply, Every Wednesday I would go to the music room and practice my guitar skills it was the only place I could get peace and quiet. Normally nobody was in there so I was shocked when I saw someone was sitting in there, I was even more shocked when I realized it was Zayn.

"Zayn?" I asked closing the door quietly behind me. He looked up from the piano chair and smiled at me warmly.

"Hey Ni". He replied softly moving along the little piano bench and patting the spot next to him. I walked over to the seat and sat next to him looking at the notepad in front of me it had scribbles all over it, Crossings out it looked like a song. 

"What are you doing here? I didn't think you was in school today?" I said.

"I came but, I don't know I couldn't find the strength to go to classes, Be asked constant questions over and over, Giving an answer that I don't want to reply. So I came here instead". Zayn replied.

"At least you made it here you have the strength inside Zayn don't forget it" I said smiling at him. "What's this anyway?" I added pointing to his book.

"Oh you know just little lyrics, I write when I find the right inspiration" Zayn said going to close the book.

"Sing me something, Please?" I asked him. He looked hesitant at first but he shrugged his shoulders and opened his mouth beginning to sing. 

'(The song is called Hear You Me)

There's no one in town I know

You gave us some place to go.

I never said thank you for that.

I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now,

so lucky, so strong, so proud?

I never said thank you for that,

now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

Now what would you think of me now,

so lucky, so strong, so proud?

I never said thank you for that,

now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

And if you were with me tonight,

I'd sing to you just one more time.

A song for a heart so big,

god couldn't let it live.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

Zayn finished singing the song so beautifully, He had the voice of an absolute angel! He took a deep breath and looked at me.

"Zayn that was so beautiful" I said.

"Thank you Ni" That was all Zayn said before he hugged me. We stood there hugging forgetting the whole world.

"I love you Zayn" 

"I love you more Ni" Zayn embraced me even tighter, How could this have happened, How could I end up falling in love with the person who until a few weeks ago I thought hated me. We pulled apart and Zayn quickly looked around before planting a soft and simple kiss on my lips. He then wrapped his arms around my neck and pulled me into his chest holding me closer then he ever has.

"What the fuck is this!" We both sprung apart looking in the direction of the door there stood Louis. "Zayn why the fuck are you hugging this fag?" I expected Zayn to defend me the way he did against that drunken man, But he didn't, He didn't do a thing. I can honestly say my world shattered right then and there, He was ashamed of me. 

"Zayn for fuck sake answer me!" Louis shouted. Zayn looked up and replied those four words that ripped my heart in half.

"Nothing, Nothing at all". He didn't even look at me, All I wanted to do was cry, But I had to be strong I wouldn't give them the satisfaction of seeing me hurting. 

"Why was you hugging him then?" Louis asked I tried to leave but Louis pushed me back."I don't think so Horan you ain't going no where!" 

"Don't you dare touch him!" I heard someone shout but it wasn't who I wanted, It wasn't Zayn it was Harry. I looked up and he was glaring at Zayn who was standing there with his head down. 

"Stay out of it curly this has nothing to do with you". Louis said shooting daggers in Harry's direction. 

"Touch my friend and it makes it my business Tomlinson." Harry replied pushing past Louis, He walked straight up to me and helped me up, Harry took one look at my face and saw the tears threatening to spill over my eyes. "Not in here you don't come on Nialler". Harry pulled me out the room leaving Zayn and Louis to it. 

Harry took me straight to the boys bathroom the minute we was inside I exploded, I slid down the wall crying. I knew he wasn't ready for us to go public and I respected that but he said he would never do anything to hurt me again, Yet that's exactly what he's done. 

"He-he-he's a-ashamed of m-me" I cried out. Harry shook his head and sat down beside me putting his arm around my shoulder. 

"Nialler hes a prat, If he can't see how amazing you really are, And he won't fight for you then he's a coward. He's not worth any of those tears" Harry said trying his best to comfort me. I knew Harry was right deep down but how was I supposed to face all this? I gave Zayn everything I lost my virginity to him for god sake, How could he hurt me like this?

Zayns Pov:

Why couldn't I just fucking say something! What was I so damn scared of! Niall's probably breaking in half right now all because of me not having the guts to fight for him! Louis kept on and on about what was happening with us, Why I was with Ni, I just told him to lay off and it was none of his business, Why couldn't I just be honest and admit I was inlove with Ni, Losing my friends would be a small price to pay if I got to hold him in my arms. I'd give anything to be able to do that again.

"Zayn will you tell me what was going on?" Louis asked softly which kind of surprised me.

"Just leave it Lou, Please just leave it" I bolted out the room, I had to find Ni, The minute I reached the bottom step of the corridor Niall and Harry came walking out the bathroom, He looked so broken I did that to him I hurt my Niall. 

"Ni, Please let me explain please!" But he just ignored me he looked up at me and I saw the sadness in his eyes, He looked as though someone had ripped his soul from his chest, That someone was me. "Ni, please." I chocked on my words.

"He dosen't want to talk to you just back off" Harry said glaring at me. He left with my Niall in his arms, This ain't how it's supposed to be, It's supposed to be me holding him not Harry!. I began walking I don't know how but I ended up outside Liam's house, He was the only one I could speak to, The only one who would understand. I knocked on his door waiting for him to open it.

"Zayn hey ma- Zayn what- what's happened?" Liam said seeing the sadness in my eyes.

"I made a stupid mistake Liam". I replied trying not to cry, Liam guided me into his house and closed the door we sat on his couch and I told him everything.

"Oh Zayn, I don't know what to say" Liam said upon hearing my story.

"I've messed everything up Li, I've lost him" I broke down crying in Liam's arms. I've pushed away Niall my Niall. All because of some stupid words that wouldn't leave my mouth, Word's I couldn't say. 

"If you really love him Zayn you will fight for him" Was all Liam said before he sat comforting me for the long hours I sat crying.

Liam was right if I wanted Niall's forgiveness I had to fight for it, I just wasn't sure how I was supposed to do that.