Chapter Sixteen

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Nialls Pov:

I ran what else could I do? It was all to much, To much emotion for me to deal with, Why was he doing this? Why now? Questions raced through my mind at the speed of light, And Harry he knew he must have! So why didn't he tell me?! I should feel happy, So why the hell do I feel so betrayed.

"Niall! Niall hold up! Niall please stop!" I heard Zayn shout every single bone in my body was telling me to keep running but my heart was telling me to stop, So I did. 

"When the fuck did you get so fast at running!" Zayn panted out, Trying to catch his breath. I never replied to him I didn't know what I was supposed to say "Niall please, Talk to me" He breathed out.

"What do you want me to say eh Zayn? What do you want me to do?" I replied, Trying to hold back the tears.

"I want you back Ni, All this time without you has killed every inch of me, Your the air I breathe Ni, Without you I can't live, I know it sounds over dramatic and stupid but it's the truth. You wanted honesty from me and this is what you've gotten, I was a coward Nialler I know that now, You made me who I am, You made me see loves not just about having someone fit on your arm, Or having stupid meaningless sex that means absolutely nothing, It's not about money, Being over powered, It's about understanding the person your with being willing to lay your life on the line for them and I'd do it for you Ni, I just embarrassed myself infront of the whole school for you" Zayn said looking deeply into my eyes, I searched his eyes for any hint of a lie, But I found nothing, Nothing but honesty and love. I couldn't be weak not again.

"Is that it?" I replied harshly.

"Ni" He barley whispered out, Trying hard not to let the tears fall from his eyes.

"What was you expecting Zayn, To sing that song, Speak those words and I would fall back into your arms the way I did before" Tears began to fall down my face "I trusted you, I trusted you not to hurt me, Yet you took my trust and you smashed it into a million and one pieces so why can't I hate you! I should hate you but I don't!" I began hitting Zayn repeatedly in the chest "Why can't I hate you, Why do I keep on loving you!" I broke down crying into Zayn's chest. Zayn took me into his arms and just held me, Exactly how he used to.

"You can't hate me, Because you love me Ni, The same way I love you" Zayn replied holding me close to his chest, He could make me cry, He can be the reason tears leave my eyes, But he's always the one to make it stop. 

"I love you Zayn, But i can't-i-i- can't get hurt, Not again" I sobbed out, This hurt it really hurt. 

"Ni, I was strong enough to take the risk to win you back, Please take the risk for me, I know I hurt you when I promised I never would, I can't take that broken promise back but I can tell you I'd never purposely hurt you ever again, And I will do everything I can to protect you" Zayn said.

"What about your friends?" I replied I knew they hated me.

"I've come out as gay to them Ni, If you don't believe me ask Harry, He helped me with all of this, Niall please forgive me, I will do whatever you want me to just please, I need you, I can't be without you Ni" Zayn expressed. 

I knew he was telling the truth, Here he was holding onto me pratically on his knee's begging me to take him back, I took a hold of his hand and pulled him to his feet so he was eye level with me.

"Zayn Malik I love you and I'd do anything you asked me to" I replied, He looked at me with high hopes "Of course I will take you back, Honestly Zayn I never truly left you not really anyway" I replied smiling at the beautiful boy infront of me. 

A massive grin broke across Zayn's face and before I knew it he was on his feet arms around me and I was being spun in the air just like the movies, I'd almost forgotten how amazing it felt to be in his embrace, To have his strong muscular arms around me, Zayn put me back on the ground and we looked eachother deeply in the eyes, Before we leaned in and our lips connected. Everytime our lips touch it never fails to send chills through my body. We held eachother as if a strong tornado was coming our way and the only thing we had to hang onto was eachother. 

If the whole world stopped I wouldn't care because I had Zayn back, All the pain was a small price to pay, To be in his arms once again was the worlds greatest gift.


Zayn's Pov:

I did it, I actually did it. I never thought I'd be lucky enough to hold him in my arms again, Let alone feel his soft pink lips against my own. We left the school behind after I made it clear to everyone that we was together and nothing or no one was going to break us apart. Once we entered Niall's house, We went out into the garden.

"Dance with me?" I asked?

"What? Here?" Niall asked confused.

"Yeah Ni, Right here" I replied smiling at him.

"But Zayn there's no music" Niall replied laughing.

"Who needs music?" I said smiling, I pulled him into my arms and began dancing with him, I hummed a soft gentle tune in Nialls ear, He closed his eyes smiling. 

"I missed this" He said leaning his head into the crook of my neck.

"Me too Ni, Me too, I thought I'd never be able to hold you ever again, I promise you I will never take you for granted ever again" Niall turned his head slightly and began kissing my neck gently. That night we made love not rough or dominate, Not dirty, Not lustful, Just slow and gentle peeling eachothers clothes away from the others body, Gentle touches, Gentle kisses against eachothers skin, Holding eachother close, Making sure every bit of our skin touched, We swallowed eachothers moans gently, After we was done we laid awake breathing lightly, Sweat glistening all over both our bodies.

"I love you Niall Horan" I said gently kissing Niall.

"I love you too Zayn Malik" Niall replied falling asleep on my chest, With only our bodies and a thin blanket to keep us warm. 

I knew the next biggest obstacle would be telling our parents, I also knew his wouldn't be easy, But running now wasn't an option for me. I had Niall my Niall I wasn't going to risk losing him again, We would face whatever obstacles there were together, Exactly how it should have been from the very start. Just me and my Niall. 

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