Chapter Four
Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story, Really hope you like it, Leave me your feedback.
Niall's Pov:
It's hard to believe that it's been a whole month since I started talking to BradfordBadBoi honestly to me it feels like much longer. We've become so close and I've told him everything about my self harm and having no confidence in myself it's crazy how much a stranger can impact your life. Harry's even become supportive of the whole situation which shocked me quite abit. He read one of our conversation's the other day I've never been more embarrassed since he's been constantly teasing me about having a tiny crush on this dude, Which is completely insane, Right?
I never really thought that talking to a stranger can make me a little more proud of myself but it has. BradfordBadBoi's kind words and deep quotes have gone deep into my soul and stayed there. For the first time in a long time I'm happy and I don't think anything can change that or so I thought anyway. Talking to him just feels so right I can't explain it or put it into words how much he's helped me. God what am I doing! I'm supposed to be changing for gym class not sitting here daydreaming about him get outta my head boy! I get changed in the school toilets, Not very hygienic I know but I'm not comfortable with everyone seeing my body. Not to mention the various different bruises I have on me. I couldn't wait for this class to be over then I could go home and talk to him I couldn't wait. See today is our last day before half term so I can talk to him for as long as I like for two whole weeks!
Gym was the most painful experience of my entire life! First I got paired with bloody Zayn make my life hell Malik! to do warm ups he didn't even take it slow I mean really he must have known I was already in agony. Then we played dodge ball the popular crowd threw balls at me left right and center. It ended with me being smacked in the face full force with a ball I fell backwards over a bench face first on the floor, Nose pouring with blood just a typical day for me. Harry bolted over to me from the sidelines and so did our P.E teacher. Harry helped me up and asked if I was ok I glared at him as if saying 'What the hell do you think?!', The teacher examined my nose and told me to head straight up to the nurses office but wait! It get's better Zayn had to take me just my luck.
The walk to the nurses office was silent Zayn didn't even bother slowing down for me he just mumbled the harsh 'Hurry up idiot' comments. Once inside the nurses office she gave me some tissue and told me to wait there while she went to get a band-aid, Zayn had to stay with me which he didn't exactly like and neither did I to be perfectly honest. He stood as far away from me as he could like I was a deadly disease. The room was so silent I could practically hear both our breathing I decided I had to ask what his problem was with me I had to be brave come on Niall you can do this!
"Um can I ask something?" I said timidly.
Zayn glared at me rolling his eyes "It's a free country ain't it"
"I suppose so. I wanted to know why you hate me so much?" I replied shocked that the words even managed to leave my lips.
"What?" He stated.
"Please don't ask me to say it again" I exclaimed.
"I-I-I don't know, Your just an easy target I suppose bit of fun". Zayn replied shrugging his shoulders. This really did annoy me how could he find this fun!
"Fun,fun?! You think beating me up is fun! You get bored so you beat up on me because it's all your good at!" I snapped regretting it instantly as Zayn looked me straight in the eyes, Staring deep into my very soul, I shuddered at the feeling. Zayn was just about to retaliate when the nurse came back band-aid in hand at that moment Zayn stormed out the room, The nurse didn't question this and I was rather grateful.
"Nialler are you sure you don't want a lift home, You really don't look to good mate" Harry said at our lockers once school was over.
"I'm sure the fresh air will do me good Haz." I mumbled back if I'm being honest all I wanted was to be alone.
"Alright mate, Have a good break I'll give you a shout tonight see if your alright" Harry smiled his friendly smile and hugged me before walking out of school leaving me to my fate that I never knew was coming.
The minute I was inside my house I ran straight up the stairs into my bedroom turned on my laptop and got changed while it loaded up. Great just as I thought more bruises right now I could be labeled the human bruise, No exaggeration I'm covered in them! I grinned almost instantly when I logged onto the chatroom and saw a message from BradfordBadBoi it was sent an hour ago Damn it! I knew I should have gotten Harry to drop me off! I opened the message and read it.
Vas Happenin mr IrishLepruchan! I'm going to be on late tonight got a family dinner boring! Come save me! Make sure your on later otherwise I will cry, Jokes but still be on!
I couldn't help but smile at this message I had butterfly's deep in the pit of my stomach a feeling I've never had before, Speaking of stomach I'm hungry better go eat something before I die of starvation.
Note to self never leave the chatroom open without posting a be right back message I came on to a chat that looked pretty much like this.
VasHappenin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IrishLeprchuan answer!
Oh come on it's been one whole day message me tease!
IrishLecprchuan I'm going to steal your pot of gold and hide it if you don't reply, Bad joke I know aha
I've decided I'm going to spam your chat log as a punishment instead aha
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Stop!! I can't take the spam anymore!!
Wooooooooo it worked aha
Are you always this hyper active?
That depends
On?
The situation aha
What situation are we in now?
The my family bored me to death so talking to you has got to be the highlight of my whole day
I feel special
So you should! How was your day?
Er terrible stuck up teachers, Popular kids who can't seem to get over themselves the usual shit.
That's the worst thing with the popular crowd but I find they surround themselves in so much hype that sometimes there just misunderstood.
You think?
Well no not really but they cant be made of stone right?
That's a debatable question
Aha fair point, All I'm saying is I think they must do what they do for a reason other then there stuck up there own asses looking for any excuse to make themselves feel better.
I suppose your right.
How did the family dinner go?
Er! Don't get me started on that my dad wouldn't understand that I don't want to take over the family business if I had it tattooed across my forehead!
My father always told me he would support anything I decided to do as long as I was happy in the situation then he would be proud.
Wish my dad was like that hes a complete arse half the time.
Just keep talking to him about it maybe he will see things from your point of view?
That's like saying the titanic wasn't a complete and utter wreck, It's never in a million years going to happen.
I think he would be proud of you if he just took the time of day to understand your situation.
Maybe so., But for now all I can do is swim in my dreams of make believe even though I would probably drown, Being able to swim would help aha
Haha!
Is it crazy that I want to hear your laugh?
Not at all
I want us to meet I know it's not what we agreed but I want us to, What you think of that?
Well I don't know I'm scared you wont be as accepting of me once we meet
That would never happen! Meet me tomorrow at Tong high school, I have to go so see you there
-BradfordBadBoi has logged out-
To say I was speechless is an understatement I was completely lost for words he actually wanted to meet me. I called Harry and discussed the situation with him and he thought it would be a great idea he even suggest he would tag along to be on the safe side, But I said no I knew I could trust this guy. Little did I know when tomorrow came I was going to get the biggest shock of my whole life so far, Something I could never have prepared myself for.
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