Chapter Twenty Three
Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story. I really hope you like it. Leave me your feedback. There's one more chapter to go!
Niall's Pov:
Zayn had finally accepted what he was. He'd finally opened up his heart and he wasn't lying to himself anymore. He wasn't trying to have the best of both worlds. He's still afraid. When you look him straight in the eyes you can see it, But he knows he's not alone, He never has been. He knows I'm here with him every step of the way. He wants to tell his mum about us. I know first hand telling your family is a massive deal. You always have the worry. The worry that they won't accept you, Or they'll hate you for it. Zayn's mum's like mine she wouldn't do anything like that. Sure she'd be shocked at first, But Trisha's heart it's so warm and loving she could never be capable of hate. After we've told Trisha I'm going to tell my mum about us. I told Zayn it'd be better if he stayed with his mum. When he comes out to her he'll need her comfort more then ever.
"Are you sure you wanna do this?" I asked as we made our way over to Zayn's house.
"Yeah. I can't exactly hide it from her and I don't exactly want to" Zayn replied, I smiled. "I just don't want her to hate me you know?" He mumbled, My smile faded straight away.
"Zayn" I grabbed hold of his hand causing him to stop walking. "Trisha would never hate you. She's your mum" I exclaimed.
"What did your mum do? When you told her?" He asked.
"She was shocked but deep down she knew I was still the little boy she raised and I always would be" I informed him, Zayn sighed. "Zayn we don't have to do this today if you aren't ready" Zayn quickly shook his head.
"I want to. I'm ready" He replied, I smiled slightly.
"Ok. If your sure".
Zayn's home was as welcoming as I remember it being. I haven't been here for a long time but everythings still the same. The moment you walk in the smell of home cooked food fills your nostrils. Zayn pulled off his coat and I repeated his actions.
"Zayn is that you?" Trisha called out from the kitchen.
"Yeah, Niall's here too" Zayn called out we then headed towards the kitchen.
"Niall sweetheart it's lovely to see you!" Trisha exclaimed, She quickly wiped her hands before making her way over to me. "How are you?" She asked as she pulled me into a hug, I quickly hugged her back.
"I'm good. How are you?" I replied.
"I'm well. Exams going good?" She questioned when we pulled away from the hug.
"I think so. I'm doing alot of revision and I'm answering all the questions in the exam so fingers crossed" I said.
"Well you can only do your best don't put to much pressure on yourself remember that" I smiled before nodding my head.
"You em still make that home made lemonade?" I asked with a smile on my face, Trisha laughed happily.
"In the fridge you know where the glasses are" Trisha said before making her way over to Zayn. As I poured myself a glass of lemonade she kissed Zayn on the cheek. "You boys sorted everything now?" I heard Trisha whisper to Zayn.
"Yeah" Zayn replied.
"Niall are you staying for dinner?" She asked when I took a seat next to Zayn.
"No sorry I can't next time though" Trisha nodded her head.
"Mum you need to sit down. I have something to tell you" Trisha examined Zayn for a moment before slowly nodding her head. She took the seat opposite us, Zayn took a deep breath and reached out for his mums hand. "Mum you know I love you so much. You know I only wanna make you proud of me and I'd never do anything to purposely hurt you" Zayn exclaimed.
"Of course I do" Trisha replied. I gently squeezed Zayn's knee underneath the table.
"You know Demi and I broke up. It wasn't because of exam stress" Zayn took a deep breath. "Mum you always told me to follow my heart no matter where it takes me I should always listen to it" Trisha nodded her head. "Demi and I drifted apart and it was because I fell inlove with somebody else. I wasn't expecting it to happen but I just couldn't help it. I don't want you to hate me for this" My eyes landed on Trisha she was taking everything in. "I don't want you to hate me for this, I just want you to understand" Zayn took a deep breath, He then let go of his mothers hand and took mine. "He was my bestfriend mum and I tried pushing him away, Denying how I felt and I'd never felt like such a asshole before. I love him mum, I hope you can understand and support that" Zayn explained, I gently squeezed his hand. Trisha shook her head before a smile formed on her face.
"Zayn you are my baby. You'll always be my baby. The only things in life I want for you is for you to be successful, Happy and to find someone who loves you. If the person who makes you happy is another male then I'm happy for you. I'm so proud of you sweetheart" Trisha exclaimed before standing up, I let go of Zayn's hand so he could stand up and hug his mum. I watched on with a smile on my face. When they pulled away Trisha turned to me. "Come here you" She said, I chuckled lightly before standing up and walking into her open arms, Trisha hugged me tightly while gently rubbing my back.
"I'll look after him, I promise" I assured her.
"I know you will" She whispered into my ear. I stayed at Zayn's for a few more hours before I informed them I had to leave. Trisha hugged me goodbye and Zayn walked me to the door.
"You sure you don't want me to come with you?" Zayn asked as I opened the frontdoor, I shook my head.
"No spend time with your mum" I replied, Zayn nodded his head. "I'm proud of you" I stated before pulling him into a hug, Zayn held me back tightly.
"I guess schools next" Zayn said, I pulled away from the hug slowly.
"You sure?" I asked, Zayn nodded his head before pulling me back into his arms once again.
"I love you. I love you so much" Zayn stated, I smiled instantly, I'd never smiled so big before.
"I love you too. I always have" I never thought this would happen. Now it has I couldn't be happier.
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