Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story, Really hope you like it, Leave me your feedback.

Niall's Pov:

My hearts pounding, My palms are sweating. The look in Cher's eyes showed me that she wasn't messing around. She's got something on her mind and she'll never let it go. She's like a burning angry fire, You'll only make the flames worse if you try and control them. I took a deep breath before following her into the living room. She was stood there with her arms crossed and fire burning in her eyes. Why's she here? What's going on? She's supposed to be out with the boys and Demi, What if somethings happened? Wait if something happened she wouldn't be here by herself. 

"You erm want a drink?" I asked, Cher shook her head.

"No, I wanna talk now sit down" She stated, I gulped. Earlier at school she looked at me funny when I left. What if she knows? Does she hate me? Is she here to tell me to stay away from them all? Cher must have noticed the fear in my eyes because the fire in hers began to soften. "Niall sit down so we can talk, Please" She said calmly.

"Can't it wait? I've got loads of homework to do" I mumbled, Cher shook her head.

"No it can't this is important" She replied.

"Alright, Can we talk upstairs? My mum she'll be home soon" I informed her, Cher nodded her head before following me out the living room, We made our way up the stairs. Cher closed my bedroom door before pulling off her jacket.

"So erm, What's up?" I asked.

"That's what I'm here to ask you" She stated, I lowered my head. "Niall somethings bothering you, The boys they haven't noticed because let's face it they ain't really bright, But I have. I know there's something upsetting you" She exclaimed.

"I'm fine Cher, Honest I'm just fucked with all these exams and revision and coursework" I lied, Cher sighed.

"I'm sitting the same amount of exams, I have the same amount of coursework and I don't look like I've been kicked full force in the gut" She said.

"I'm just tired" I mumbled, Cher sighed once again before making her way over to me.

"Niall, You can't lie to me. I know somethings bothering you, Something your not telling anyone" I could feel tears filling my eyes. "Niall please is there something wrong?" She questioned, I slowly nodded my head. "You wanna talk about it?" She asked, I shook my head.

"I can't" I whispered.

"Yes you can, Niall whatever it is you can tell me, You can talk to me about anything in this world and I'll listen, You know I will" She exclaimed.

"I can't" I shook my head. "I can't tell you or anybody, You, You'd hate me" I cried out, Cher quickly threw her arms around me.

"Don't, Don't say that! Niall how can you for one second think that? Whatever it is, You and me we'll sort it ok? You can trust me, If you want it to stay between us it will, I promise" She stated, Everything inside me was shattering, Everything I've been holding inside is crumbling right before my eyes.

"I-I-s-s-cared" I chocked out.

"Scared about what?" She asked, I looked up at her with tears pouring down my face.

"I-I-m-g-g-a-a-ay" I cried out, Cher's eyes widened. "Cher please, Please, Don't, Don't hate me, Cher please, I'm scared, I'm so scared Cher. I hate myself, I hate myself for feeling like this, I hate what I am. I'm a freak" I exclaimed, Cher shook her head before taking my face in her hands.

"Don't say that! Don't you ever say that! I don't ever wanna hear you saying that infront of me! Your not a freak Niall!" She stated.

"I-I-I-m-n-n-ot-no-rmal" I stuttered,

"Niall you listen to me and you listen good ok?" Cher stared straight at me, I slowly nodded. "You are not a freak ok? And there is nothing wrong with you. Being gay there's nothing wrong with it. Niall I know how scared you must be right now, But I also know you telling me that right now it took alot of guts. Your so brave and strong Niall. I promise you it's gonna be ok, No matter what nothings gonna change. Your still Niall, Your still the same guy deep inside. Your still our baby Niall and we all love you" Cher exclaimed as she pulled me against her chest, I wrapped my arms around her. 

"I'm scared Cher, I don't wanna be like this, I never wanted this, I didn't agree to this" I chocked out, Cher kissed the top of my head.

"Niall being gay isin't a choice you just make. You don't wake up one morning and just decide that you like lads. Being gay it's who you are, It's deep inside of you" Cher said calmly, I continued to cry into her chest.

"I thought, I thought you'd hate me, The lads they'll, They'll all hate me" I chocked, Cher shook her head.

"No, No they won't, Niall they love you just like I do" Cher said. I sobbed quietly. "Niall I'm gonna ask you something ok? You don't have to answer now if you don't want to, And no matter what the answer is I'm here for you ok?" Cher questioned, I nodded my head. "I saw the way you were with Zayn this morning, And I saw the look in your eyes when you saw him with Demi. Niall do you have feelings for Zayn?" I said nothing, I only continued to cry. I heard Cher sigh deeply as she ran her fingers through my hair. "Shh it's ok, It's alright, I'm here, I'm here for you, Your not on your own anymore" Cher whispered, I waited a few moments before slowly raising my head, I looked Cher directly in the eyes.

"I don't have feelings for Zayn Cher" Cher nodded. "I'm inlove with him, I'm inlove with him Cher and I dunno what to do" I exclaimed as more tears fell from my eyes, Cher said nothing, She only did what I needed her to do, She pulled me against her chest and wrapped her arms around me. She was the one I needed to blurt everything out to, The one I needed to hold me close. She was the one who told me what I needed to hear.

"It's alright Niall, It's gonna be alright".