Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story. Really hope you like it. Leave me your feedback.

Niall's Pov:

A empty bed. A empty bed is what I awoke to. I remember everything clearly in my mind. I know exactly what happened. It wasn't a dream, I know it wasn't. Zayn he came round, He came round and ruined everything. I was finally moving on, I was finally learning to be without him. I found the strength to do what I needed to, Then he just comes walking back into my life like he never left. He questioned me as if I owed him answers, I owed him nothing, But I couldn't tell him to leave, I saw the look on his face. Something wasn't right with him, Something was troubling him. He told he wanted me back in his life, Then he kissed me. I pleaded with him, I pleaded him not to do it if he didn't mean it, He only nodded his head and kissed my lips again. We slept together, We had sex on this very bed and I know Zayn loved every second of it. It wasn't a dream, I know it wasn't. I didn't know what to expect when I woke up, But my heart still dropped a little when I saw he was gone. I took a deep breath . I couldn't let this get to me. I couldn't go back to how I was. I can't and I won't. As I made my way back into my bedroom after a shower. I checked my phone, I had a message from Zayn, It contained one simple word. 'Sorry' No explanation, Just a sorry. 

Sorry? What the hell does sorry mean? Sorry for everything I put you through? Sorry for kissing you? Sorry that we had sex. I texted Zayn back but got no reply, He's still a coward. I didn't bother texting him again, I wanted answers but I wouldn't chase him for them. I just can't be bothered anymore. Todays my first day back at school since I accepted who I was. I took a deep breath before pushing the doors open and entering the school. I kept my head held high. I have nothing to be ashamed of. I am who I am, If people can't accept that then that's not my problem.

"Niall!" Cher rushed over to me. "Your back!" She exclaimed before jumping into my arms, I chuckled as we stood there embracing tightly.

"Yeah got back yesterday" I replied before releasing my hold on her. 

"Nice of you to let us know mate" Louis joked before pulling me into a hug. "You alright?" He whispered, I nodded my head. 

"Yeah. Sorry mate I was gonna give you both a call but something came up" I commented.

"Niall" I heard Liam's voice, I turned around to see him stood there with Harry. "It's good to have you back mate" I smiled before hugging them both. 

"Good to be back" I replied as Harry and I pulled away. 

"Oh look who's back" I rolled my eyes at the sound of Cal's voice. "Wouldn't hug him if I was you boys might turn you" Cal spat.

"Back off Cal" Cher warned him.

"It's alright Cher. If people can turn gay just by touching me then you guys are fucked, Had your hands all over me last term" I commented with a smirk, Anger filled Cal's eyes. 

"That beating we gave you made no difference did it? Your still not normal" Cal joked, I smiled.

"If by normal you mean me being me, And being me means I'm gay, So yeah it made me normal Cal, It didn't make a fucking difference! I'm the same person I was I just prefer guys to girls." I spat, Cal balled his hand into a fist. "Go on then hit me! Cause if you think it'll make me straight your more stupid then you look! Lets get one thing straight, And this goes out to all of you so listen up. I'm gay. No matter how many beatings you give me, No matter how many times you call me queer or a poof, I'll still be gay! If you think you can become gay by touching me like it's some sort of cold that can be spread you need to start paying attention in class. If your all to stupid to realize love isin't about gender then that's your problem. I'm gay and I'm fucking proud of it!" I yelled, Cher and Louis smiled. 

"Well then if your so sure of yourself one more bashing won't hurt will  it?" Cal asked with a smirk he then walked towards me, Cher, Louis, Harry and Liam stood tall beside me. 

"Don't fucking touch him Cal" I heard Zayn's voice, Everyone in the hall turned around, Zayn and Demi were walking towards us. "You lay a finger on him your dead, That goes for every single one of you!" Zayn yelled.

"Your on his side now Malik? You hated him last term" Cal stated.

"I was wrong. Niall's my bestfriend so if anyone has a problem with him they have a problem with me too" Zayn spat, I rolled my eyes when I saw Zayn link his fingers in with Demi's. I walked straight up to him.

"I don't need your help. I don't need a thing from you" I said before walking away. 

"Niall come on. Niall please can we just talk?!" Zayn exclaimed as he chased me up the stairs, I rolled my eyes before pushing the door open and marching into a empty classroom.

"Talk? You wanna talk? You could have talked this morning but you didn't, Did you Zayn?" I yelled.

"Keep your voice down!" Zayn pleaded.

"Why? Afraid someones gonna hear us? Afraid I'm gonna let it slip that you fucking kissed me!" I spat, Zayn pushed a chair over. 

"I didn't! I didn't kiss you!" Zayn chocked out, I scoffed.

"Oh I'm sorry you shoving your tongue down my throat wasn't a kiss was it?" I questioned, Zayn sighed.

"Look, Niall I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't, I didin't know what I was doing"

"Then you shouldn't have come round mine!" I exclaimed, Zayn looked down.

"I'm not, I'm not gay Niall, I'm not gay" Zayn whispered, I scoffed once again.

"Your not gay? So what was last night about then? Some kind of fucked up experiment? Your pathetic Zayn and you know what, I actually feel sorry for you" Zayn looked up at me. "You say you aren't gay yet you kissed me, You kissed me over and over again. Our lips wern't apart for more then two minutes! You laid underneath me holding me close to your body" Zayn looked up at me. "We had sex and you loved every second of it!" I stated, Zayn shook his head before quickly looking away from me, I chuckled before rolling my eyes, I went to leave the room.

"Wh-Where are you going?" Zayn chocked out.

"Away from you" I said.

"Do-Don't please, Niall please, I-I want you, I want you in my life. I- I want my bestfriend back" 

"What do you think Zayn? You think you can stand up for me and were cool again? You ignored me. I told you I loved you and you walked away from me. Then you come back in my life like you never left. You feel something for me I know you do, We had sex last night Zayn whether you wanna admit it or not we did! Do you really think we can ever be just best friends again? We'll never be the same after that" I walked towards the door. I then said the words that would have shattered my heart months ago. "If you can't admit what you are, You stay away from me. Stay away for both of our sakes"