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Niall's Pov:

I want to reach out for him. Seeing the hurt and pain in his eyes makes me want to hold him, But I can't. I can't do that. Zayn's full of so much confusion right now. He's lost but I can't be the one to guide him through this. I can't be there for him because I know my feelings will just get in the way. They'll drag me back down again and I can't go back to where I was. If I help him, I'll want more. I'll always want more from him. I know how selfish that sounds, But I have to be honest. Being away from him no matter how much it hurts it's the best thing for both of us. I watched on as Zayn entered the school building, Demi was stood with us waiting to be called in for our exam, A sigh fell from her lips. 

"What's up Demi?" Harry asked. 

"Zayn" She replied. "Somethings going on with him. He's being completely different with me" 

"Different? What'd you mean different?" Liam questioned.

"Just different. Ignoring my calls. Being short answered with me, He's being rude. Just not acting like himself" She explained.

"Maybe it's the exam stress" Harry suggested, Demi shook her head. 

"No, It's more then that" She mumbled, I looked over at Zayn to see him leaning against the wall, His eyes were fixed on me. 

"Hey Zayn, Come here!" Liam yelled, Zayn looked away from me, Seconds later he walked over. 

"What's up?" Zayn asked.

"You ready for this exam?" Liam questioned, Zayn shrugged.

"Suppose so" He replied.

"I erm called you the other night, You didn't answer" Demi said.

"Was busy" Zayn mumbled.

"Doing what?" Demi asked, Zayn looked up at her.

"What are you my mother? It's none of your business what I was doing" Zayn spat before walking off, Demi sighed.

"See what I mean" She whispered, Liam placed his arm around her. 

"We'd like all mobile phones switched off before you enter the exam hall. Once inside place your bags at the back of the hall and find a available seat" I heard one of the exam staff yell, I sighed before following the rest of the guys into the hall.

My mind was focused on Zayn during the whole exam. I glanced back at him every now and then to find him stabbing the table with his pen. I knew I had to speak with him. He couldn't go on like this, He can't treat Demi like she's a piece of shit, Especially when she's done nothing to deserve it. Once the exam ended I made my way out the hall, Zayn had already left. I made my excuses before heading to Zayn's house. I didn't know what I was going to say. I didn't know what was going to happen, But he needed someone, I can't leave him like this. I arrived at Zayn's house after a twenty minute walk, I took a deep breath before knocking on the door, Once that was done I took a step back. 

"Niall?" Zayn questioned when he opened the frontdoor. 

"Can I come in?" I asked, Zayn quickly nodded before standing aside. 

"What're you doing here?" 

"We need to talk" I stated.

"Thought you didn't wanna talk" Zayn mumbled.

"I don't want to, But I can't bite my tongue while you treat people like shit" Zayn rolled his eyes. "The way you spoke to Demi was horrible Zayn" I stated.

"It's down to me how I treat my girlfriend" Zayn said, I rolled my eyes. 

"So you wanna treat her like shit? She dosen't deserve that Zayn" I commented.

"Well it's your fault" Zayn snapped. 

"My fault? How's it my fault?" I questioned.

"Because you won't get out my fucking head!" Zayn yelled. "No matter what I do your there! Your there all the bloody time! When I'm studying, Watching TV, Listening to music, Sleeping, Your always there Niall!" Zayn exclaimed. "I can't get you out my mind and I don't know why"

"You do know why, You just won't admit it" I mumbled, Zayn looked up at me.

"I didn't want this to happen. I didn't ask for this to happen" He chocked out, I scoffed.

"You think I did? I didn't want this anymore then you do But it's happened nothings going to change that" Zayn looked down. "Zayn you can't pretend we didn't have sex. You can't pretend that you didn't want it, Because you did. You kissed me first Zayn, I gave you the chance to stop but you didn't"

"Because I didn't want to" Zayn whispered, I moved to stand infront of him.

"I know all this is scary Zayn, But it's happening you can't control what your heart wants anymore then you control the weather. Holding it all inside just makes it worse, You need to be honest with yourself Zayn. What do you want? I mean really Zayn, No lying, No pretending. What do you want?" I asked, Zayn looked up at me with lost eyes, He mumbled something but I didn't hear it. "Say it again but clearer" I said.

"I said you" He whispered. "All I can think of is you, What we shared together. I want you" Zayn exclaimed as he reached out a shaky hand, I was frozen on the spot. For so long I wanted to hear those words leave his lips. If someone placed a microphone infront of my chest, You'd be able to hear my heart pounding fast. "I'm scared Niall, I'm so scared" He chocked out, I wrapped my arms around him, Seeing hurt in his eyes crumbled me. 

"Don't be scared of how you feel" Zayn wrapped his arms around me. "Just listen to your heart" I said, Zayn looked up at me with a questioning gaze. 

"It's telling me you. It's saying I want you" Zayn exclaimed.

"Only say that if you mean it Zayn" I pleaded, Zayn took a deep breath. 

"I want you Niall" He whispered, I lost all control after those words left his lips, I forgot about everyone and everything as our lips slotted together perfectly.