Chapter Six
Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story, Really hope you like it, Leave me your feedback.
This chapter is dedicated to Petrificurse
Niall's Pov:
Louis, Cher called Louis to come and get us. He arrived and saw the state I was in. He didn't question me about what happened, He only walked up to me, Placed his arm around me and guided me towards his car. I sat in the back with Cher in complete silence. What have I done? I've ruined everything. I've lost Zayn. He'll never speak to me again and it's all my fault. He must be so disgusted by me. Thoughts kept running through my mind, What's Zayn gonna do? Is he gonna try and speak to me? Is he gonna walk away? Is he gonna tell everyone? We arrived at Cher's not long after, The moment we were inside her house I made my way straight into the living room.
"Where's your parents?" Louis asked as he walked into the living room.
"Working late, Mum's shift don't finish until 6AM, Dad's away on business" Cher replied, Louis nodded. "Want a drink?" Cher asked, Louis nodded his head. "Niall?" She questioned, I slowly shook my head not bothering to look up, Cher sighed. "I'll be back in a minute" She said before leaving the room, I felt Louis drop down on the couch beside me.
"Niall what happened?" He asked, I shook my head. "Niall come on you ran away from the party, Zayn walked in with a face like thunder, Completely ignored Demi, Then Cher calls asking me to pick you guys up. Something happened" Louis stated.
"I can't tel you" I whispered, Louis sighed.
"Niall I'm your mate you can tell me anything" Louis said, I shook my head as more tears slid down my face.
"I can't Lou, You'll hate me, You'll hate me like Zayn does" I cried out, Louis wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close to him.
"Zayn dosen't hate you. Niall you've been bestfriends since you could talk, He'd never hate you. Whatever it is you guys will sort it out, I know you will. As for me I won't hate you, I never could. How could I hate someone as cute as you eh?" Louis teased, I smiled slightly as Cher walked into the room. "Come on Nialler tell me what's up I can try and help?" Louis said, I looked down and then back up, Cher smiled warmly at me.
"Tell him Ni, You told me and it went alright" Cher said with a reassuring voice, I looked at Louis before taking a deep breath.
"I'm gay" I whispered lightly, Louis smiled.
"And you think I'd hate you for that? What's wrong with being gay? Absolutely nothing! Your still Niall. Your still my brother from another mother" Louis stated with a happy smile, He then hugged me tightly. "Don't ever fell ashamed to admit something like that Niall. So what you like boys? Shit like that dosen't matter. Love isin't about gender, It's about what's in that heart of yours" Louis said as he gently poked over my heart.
"You don't hate me?" I asked.
"Never could. Anyone who hates you because of your sexuality is no friend of yours. And if anyones got a problem with you they have a problem with me too" He stated, I smiled warmly.
"See Ni I told you" Cher commented with a warm smile.
"Is that what you and Zayn were talking about?" Louis asked, I nodded my head. "Ni all you gotta do is sit down and talk to him about it, I'm sure he's worried about you" I shook my head.
"I haven't told you everything" I whispered, Louis raised his eyebrow.
"Alright?" He questioned.
"The reason I found out I was gay was because I, I started falling inlove with somebody, Somebody I shouldn't" I said, Louis nodded. "I knew there was, I knew there was no way he'd like me back. I kept it inside for as long as I could, I snapped. At first I felt so in control, I thought I could hold it all inside, But I couldn't" I explained with tears falling from my eyelids, Louis placed a hand on my knee.
"We all have a breaking point Nialler. Even the calmest person in this world" Louis pointed out, I nodded my head in understanding.
"When I finally snapped, I thought I had nobody. I was scared to be gay, I thought it was wrong and not normal. You see a film that make you think coming outs easy, But it's not. It's hard and it's confusing, You spend most of your time being afraid, Afraid of what people will say. That fear it takes you to a place inside your mind, A place where no one can reach out for you" I looked over at Cher and she smiled warmly at me. "When someone finally reached out a hand for me, I felt relieved, Like I didn't have to hide anymore. When I told Cher who I was inlove with she didn't freak out, She gave me the support I needed, Louis I need you to do the same" I exclaimed, Louis nodded.
"You can do this Ni" Cher said.
"I'm inlove with Zayn" Louis eyes widened and his head darted towards Cher, She slowly nodded.
"He's been inlove with him for years" Cher informed Louis.
"And Zayn knows?" Louis questioned, I slowly nodded. "And that's why he looked so shocked?" I nodded again, Louis continued to look at me with shocked eyes.
"You hate me now don't you? Just like Zayn" I mumbled, Louis quickly shook his head.
"No! Niall no. How can I hate you for falling inlove? It's not a crime and nobody deserves hate because of it" Louis exclaimed, I sighed.
"Zayn hates me" I whispered, Louis sighed before pulling me close to him.
"He dosen't hate you, Nialler he's just shocked. Give him a few days to process everything, It'll be alright Ni you'll see" Louis assured me, I heard his words but I wasn't sure if I believed them.
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