Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story. Really hope you like it. Leave me your feedback

Just a few more chapters to go until the end. 

Niall's Pov:

"I just don't understand it. Am I that much of an idiot? He keeps hurting me and hurting me and I keep falling for it. I keep believing that he wants to change and he wants to be with me. He said he loves me but he dosen't" 

"How do you know he dosen't?" Jay asked.

"Because if he did he would have told her about us" I mumbled before dropping down on my bed. 

"Niall I'm not defending him. He's fucked you around alot and he's hurt you, But we both know how difficult it is to come out but neither of us had a girlfriend to think about" Jay said, I sighed.

"I know all that. I've tried to be understanding but the longer he leaves it the worse it's gonna get. I don't wanna hurt Demi anymore then Zayn does but she'll get hurt in the end anyway. It seems like he wants to keep things a secret. What would better, Zayn telling her? Or her finding us in bed together?" I replied.

"Fair point. Listen Niall the best thing you can do is prove to Zayn you can be without him. Right now it seems to me that he knows you'll always coming running. Show him that you won't let him take advantage of you and if he wants to be with you he's the one that has to fight" Jay suggested. 

"Yeah, I think I will thanks Jay" I said.

"No problem mate. Listen I'm in the area later seeing Harry how about I drop round?" I nodded my head. 

"Yeah sounds good mate" I replied. 

"See you then Niall" 

"See you" I said before hanging up the phone.

Tough love. That's exactly what Zayn needs. Jay was right when he said Zayn knows I'll always be there, I'll always open my arms when he needs comfort. We have to much history for me not to, But he needs to know he can't take advantage of me anymore. I won't let him. Zayn's been calling me none stop. Leaving texts and voicemails, He's rang the house phone so many times asking for me. How can he do this? He's still with her yet he won't just quit. I groaned as my phone rang once again and Zayn's name popped up on it. I knew I'd have to talk to him eventually so I answered the phone. 

"What'd you want Zayn?" I asked.

"For you to listen to me. Niall please don't hang up the phone just listen to what I have to say, After that if you don't wanna know then I'll leave you alone if that's what you want, But I need you to listen to me, Niall I love you, If you love me in return you'll listen" Zayn exclaimed, I sighed. 

"I'm tried of listening to you Zayn. I've been listening, I've heard you say nothing but shit. You made me promises Zayn and you didn't follow through with them. What are you expecting me to wait around forever? Me to fight for you? Because I have. I've fought for you so many times. I've gotten my hopes up and sat back while they crashed back down, I can't do it anymore. The fact of the matter is Zayn if you want me you'll fight for me" I explained. 

"I have. Niall I told you I wanna be with you" Zayn said his voice was broken. 

"For so long I wanted to hear those words leave your mouth" Tears filled my eyes. "But now they have no meaning. The words you speak are empty. They aren't enough anymore. You know what I want and if you mean what you say you'll do what you need to do, But I won't fight for you anymore because you aren't fighting for me in return" I stated before hanging up the phone, I sat down at the table in the kitchen and rested my head on it as more tears fell from my eyes. I'm sick of crying. I'm sick of everything. The sound of my doorbell ringing made me lift my head from the table, I sighed before standing up and walking to it. I slowly opened the door and Jay was stood there, The second he saw my face he pulled me into a tight hug. 

"What happened?" He asked, I shook my head. "Hey come on" Jay made me look at him. "Whatever it is you can tell me" He said. 

"I spoke to Zayn" I mumbled. "He called me asked me to listen to what he had to say" 

"And did you?" He questioned, I shook my head. 

"No. No because I knew what he'd say. I've heard it all before. He'll tell me he wants to be with me that he promises he'll tell her when the times right, But that time won't ever come and I'll be left in the dark being his little secret" I said, Jay leaned against the door frame. 

"So telling him he needs to fight for you didn't go to well?" I shook my head. 

"I didn't really give him time to reply, I said my bit then hung up" I replied, Jay chuckled. "Why does it have to hurt? People make love sound so easy" I exclaimed. 

"Loves anything but easy. Lifes not like a film, In a film loves made out to be this perfect thing, With hardly any drama getting in the way. Love can be hard and it can hurt, But the one thing I do know is, If two people are meant to be together and two people love eachother nothings gonna stand in the way. No amount of drama can stop them coming out the other end hand in hand" Jay explained. 

"Do you think Zayn and I can do that?" I asked as I looked up at him, Jay smiled at me.

"What I think dosen't matter. What really matters is if you believe it" He said, I sighed. 

"I wish I never fell for him" I mumbled, Jay wrapped his arms around me and held me close to him, I instantly wrapped my arms around his waist and leaned into his touch. 

"Whatever happens Niall just remember you don't deserve to be second best. Never settle for someone who won't do all the things you would do for them y-"

"Hey what the hell do you think your doing get your hands off him!" Jay's body was pulled away from mine and a fist instantly collided with his face, Jay fell to the floor. 

"Zayn!" I yelled as I shoved his body away. "What're you doing?!" I exclaimed, Zayn had pure anger in his eyes mixed with jealousy. 

"You stay away from him you hear me! You stay away from my fucking boyfriend!".