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Niall's Pov:

I feel broken. I feel like there's just nothing left inside me, No emotion, No feeling, There's just nothing. Everyone knows, The whole school knows I'm gay and nobodys been understanding about it. I have the support of Cher and the boys, But not even they can stop all the comments, They can't stop the hate messages on facebook, Messages telling me to die, Telling me I don't belong, The worst thing in all this? It confirmed what I fear the most, Zayn really has left me, He really has just walked out my life. Before when people said harsh things he'd always be the first one to defend me, He'd stand infront of me, Never let anybody hurt me, Now he's just not here. Demi's been really understanding, She's texted me, Stuck up for me, Defended me on facebook, She's been her normal loving, Caring self, But if she knew the full story I'm afraid she wouldn't be as supportive of me. How did this become my life? 

"Niall if anyone says anything to you tell us alright?" Louis stated as we all sat around eating lunch, I was about to reply before I saw Zayn and Demi walking towards our table, My heart froze, Was he gonna sit down with us? The hopefulness in my heart fell when Zayn walked straight past us, Demi sighed before smiling warmly at me.

"Niall you alright babe?" She asked, I slowly nodded my head. "He'll come around, Just give him some time" She said. 

"Don't defend him Demi, He's being a complete prick and you know it" Cher said, Demi sighed. 

"I'll speak to him" She stated before walking away, I quickly stood up from my seat, The bell then rang signalling lunch was over. 

"Niall remember what I said" Louis said, I looked over at him.

"I don't care what people say anymore, Nothing changes the fact I'm a dirty faggot" I mumbled before turning and walking away. 

"Niall! Niall wait up!" Harry stated as he ran after me.

"Cover for me in PE? I'm not in the mood for all the back against the wall comments" I exclaimed, Harry nodded his head. 

"It'll get better Ni, It dosen't seem like it right now but it will" Harry said, I sighed.

"You dunno that Haz, You haven't gone through this" This it'll never get better.

I knew he was angry, I knew he said it was better if we went our separate ways, But I never thought he'd do this to me. How could he? He just stood there and did nothing. He watched on as Jay and his friends pinned me against the wall, He looked on as they kicked and punched me, I pleaded with him to help me, But he just looked down and walked away, He walked away like I was a nobody.

"Your a dirty faggot"

"Go on Jay beat it outta him"

"Get the gay right out of him"

"You don't belong in this world"

"Zayn, Zayn please, Zayn help me!"

"He's like us Horan! Wants nothing to do with you and your disgusting habits"

"Niall! Get the fuck away from him Oh god Niall what happened?"

Tears filled my eyes as the memories of what happened less then half hour ago filled my mind. He left me there, Zayn left me there to get beaten up, He walked away from me.

"Niall you need to go see a doctor" Harry exclaimed.

"Don't wanna see a doctor, Just wanna go home" I mumbled, Harry sighed as he pulled up infront of my house.

"You need help getting in?" He asked, I shook my head before undoing my seatbelt, I then opened the car door. "Hey Ni" I turned around to look at him. "It won't always be like this you know, It'll get better" Harry tried assuring me. 

"You don't know that Haz, See you tomorrow" I mumbled before slamming the door closed, I then slowly limped up to my frontdoor. 

"Niall where've you been? Greg called he said things are going really well for him and he'll be home to visit as soon as h- Oh my god Niall! Niall what happened? Who did this?!" My mum exclaimed the moment she saw me, I said nothing to her, I only shook my head as tears fell from my eyes. "Niall you need to tell me who did this to you" She stated, I shook my head again.

"Why'd this happen to me mum?" I cried out. "Why do people hate me so much?" Tears fell. "I don't wanna be here anymore, I wanna go home" I chocked out.

"Niall we are home" She said softly, I shook my head before looking up at her. 

"I mean home mum, Home with dad, I wanna go back home back to Ireland" I cried out before collapsing in my mums arms, I wanna run, I wanna run far away from all this, And I don't wanna look back.