Chapter Eight

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Niall's Pov:

I can't believe he's done this to me. How could he do this? How could he walk away and just cut me out his life like I'm nothing? He promised me, He promised no matter what he'd always be there for me, But he lied. He's walked away from me when I've needed him the most. I know he's angry but he didn't have to do this, He could have said he needs a break from being around me, I could have understood that, But leaving me forever, I just, I don't understand. I've been calling Zayn non stop but I always get the same thing, His voicemail. I'll see him today at school, He can't just ignored me, I mean my friends are his friends, So he can't just blank me, Can he? I'd never dreaded the journey to school so much before. My heads going all over the place, I don't know what's gonna happen, I hate not knowing. 

"Niall! Niall! Niall why haven't you been answering my calls?" Cher stated as I climbed out my car.

"Sorry, I erm, I've been busy" I mumbled, Cher grabbed hold of my arm. 

"What's happened?" She asked. 

"It dosen't matter" I replied.

"Oh it matters, Niall somethings happened and you need to tell me what it is" Cher stated, I sighed.

"What's going on?" Louis voice filled my ears, I looked up to see him approaching us. 

"Somethings wrong with Niall" Cher replied.

"It's about Zayn ain't it?" Louis asked, I looked away straight away. 

"Do you know something I don't?" Cher asked.

"Zayn rang me the other night, Said he's got alot of shit on his mind and he dosen't know what to do about it, I knew it was about you so I told him to man up and sort it out" Louis informed us, I chuckled.

"He sorted it" I mumbled, Cher and Louis looked at me confused. "He came around my house, Started questioning me making it sound like I did all this on purpose, I broke down because I couldn't take it, Zayn hugged me and held me so close to him. For those few moments I felt like he could love me the way I love him" I exclaimed. "But he can't, He never could, He can't handle that I'm gay, He walked out on me, Told me it'd be better for the both of us if we kept our distance" I chocked out, Cher instantly threw her arms around me and Louis gently patted my back.

"Spineless fucking coward" Louis spat. 

"Just leave it, Please" I whispered before quickly walking away. I walked into school with my head low. I walked past people mumbling a sorry when I bumped into somebody. People were staring at me, Gossiping. 

"Hey Horan is it true?" 

"What a freak" 

"Backs against the lockers boys" 

"Your disgusting" 

"Zayn did you know about him being a dirty little faggot?" My head instantly shot up, Zayn was stood there with his arm around Demi, She had a look of horror on her face, Zayn just couldn't bare to look at me.

"Hey watch your mouth!" Demi stated.

"Didin't you know Demi? Niall's a little gay boy, Heard him myself in the car park. Zayn mate I'd keep your distance if I was you" Dom teased cruelly, The hallway was full of people staring and laughing at me.

"Not gonna say anything Horan? Gay boy woo" 

"You got five seconds to back off before I plaster your face all over this floor" Louis voice echoed off the walls. 

"Niall babe come here" Cher said, I quickly moved towards her and she wrapped her arms around me tightly.

"Tomlinson don't tell me your a queer aswell" Dom spat, Louis shook his head.

"The correct word is gay, Not that I expect someone with your brain capability to know that. You all think it's so funny laughing at him don't you? You think his sexuality changes who he is? Your all pathetic and if anyone has a problem with him you come and see me" Louis spat. 

"You see us aswell" I heard Liam speak, Harry was stood beside him nodding his head in agreement. I looked over to Zayn, Part of me hoping that he'd stand beside me too, But he just kept his head down not saying a word.

"I wanna get outta here" I mumbled, Cher slowly nodded her head. 

"Louis come on they aren't worth it" Cher said.

"What's wrong Niall you gonna run away? Cry like a little girl?" Dom teased. 

"Why don't you just leave him alone?!" Demi stated. 

"Cher come on we'll get him outta here" Harry said, Cher nodded and we began pushing our way through the crowd. As we walked past Zayn Demi placed her hand on my shoulder giving it a gentle squeeze, But Zayn he did nothing. 

"Your a spineless coward Zayn" Cher spat as we walked past Zayn, He looked up at her but still said nothing, He really must hate me.

"Wait so you knew about this and you didn't tell us?" Harry exclaimed.

"Wasn't down to us to tell you" Louis said as we made our way into an empty classroom.

"How long?" Liam asked.

"We'll tell you everything later alright" Louis stated.

"Niall what's going on with you and Zayn? Why didn't he defend you? Normally we have to hold him back so he dosen't kick the shit outta whoever said something" Harry questioned.

"Because he's a fucking prat that's why" Cher spat, I shook my head before quickly running from the room. "Niall" I heard Cher call my name but I didn't turn around. I ran past classrooms, Downstairs, I pushed through doors with tears streaming down my face, Footsteps were echoing behind me. 

"Niall wait, Niall please" Cher pleaded as she chased after me, I reached the school gate and Cher grabbed hold of my arm. "Niall stop!" She exclaimed.

"I can't be here Cher! Everyones laughing at me" I chocked out, Cher pulled me against her. 

"You can't just run away either. None of them are worth this. If there all to stupid to realize love isin't based on gender then they don't know a thing" Cher stated, Tears were streaming down my face. "If you run away your letting them win. All this, It'll pass Niall it'll be ok, I promise" Cher exclaimed, I shook my head. 

"It won't be ok though will it? Everyday I'll come here and everyday they'll be pushing at me, Shoving me around, Making me feel worse about myself. Being gay it's caused me nothing but trouble Cher!" I stated, Cher looked at me with soft eyes. "I hate this, People hate me because of this! Zayn hates me. I hate what I am, I wish I was dead" I chocked out, Cher shook her head and grabbed hold of my face. 

"Don't say that, Don't you ever say that!" Cher stated.

"Why'd this happen to me Cher? Why me?" I chocked out, Cher sighed while holding me close to her.

"Why not you? Niall being gay dosen't change who you are on the inside. Your still Niall, The Niall we all know and love. I can't make people understand that, If I could I would. Niall the one thing I know is this will get better, I know right now it dosen't seem like it, But I promise you it will" I looked up at Cher. "You have so many people who love you and who'll stand by you. You aren't alone, You never were" Cher said. 

"I'm scared Cher, I'm so scared" I exclaimed.

"I know you are, I know Niall, I'm here ok? I know I'm not Zayn but I'll do whatever I can to help you through this, I promise" Cher stated. Her words touched my heart, She cares, She always has, But losing Zayn hasn't made this any easier. She can support me with being gay, She can stand up for me, Argue back when someone says hurtful things, But she can't take away the pain inside my heart, Zayn's the only person who can do that, But he dosen't care anymore.

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