Heya guys here's the first chapter of the story, I really hope you like it, Leave me your feedback.

Zayn's Pov:

I'm not a bad person, Not really anyway. When I was a kid I'll be honest and say when I sat down to plan my future, It looked nothing like this. My names Zayn Malik. Alot of people know my name, Actually scratch that, All the bad people in the world know my name. They knew what I'd become before I did. Why? Family. See all the men in my family are bad guys, I suppose that's why I'm one. I'm a criminal basically, And no it's not the kind your thinking of. I've never killed anyone and I never would, But I do fight, I do sell drugs and when people can't pay up or they fall behind on payments, I have to teach them a lesson. What I do, I don't do it for fun, I do it to survive, It's business nothing more. People they fear me, They know I'm not a person to be messed with, However there are some people, People who go against me, Fellow drug dealers, Heck sometimes even clients who've inhaled a little to much crack. They think they can out do me, Or hurt me, I don't scare easy. I never have and I never will. I'll call everyones bluff because I know, I know nobody has the guts to do me wrong. 

It's easy for me to sit here and say I have no fears, I care about nothing, If it was said, It'd be a lie. I'm not made of stone, I do have feelings and I do care about people. There's three things that mean more to me then my own life, Three things I'd die for without a second thought. I'd do anything, Be anything for them. Everything I do is for them. First it's my family, I'll always do anything I can for them. If they need something they know I'll get it, If someones bothering them, They know I'll sort it. I make sure they have food everyday. I make sure they know nobody will ever hurt them. Second is my gang, That's what were called anyway. To me those lads are like my family. All of them are the brothers I wish I had. I look out for them they look out for me. We have eachothers back no matter what. I'd never ask them to do anything they don't feel comfy with, I'd never force them to do something they don't feel right doing, If they stand beside me it's because they want to, Not because they've been forced. The third thing is Niall, Niall is, Well he's my Niall. He's my deepest and closest friend. I've known him since we were just little kids. When we were younger I saw him on the playground being bullied, Nobody was helping him or paying attention, I got sick of watching it, So I went up to them shoved them to the floor and told the to back off. Ever since that day Niall and I have been friends, And as we've grown so has our friendship, And so has my need to protect him. He treats me the way he always has, I've done things, I've changed, Niall he's remained true to me. Whenever I'm in trouble or I'm pissed off at somebody, Niall's the only person that can calm me down, He's the only one I'll listen to. He can calm me down just by smiling. He's my Niall and I'm his Zayn. I'd do anything for him and he knows it. Without him I don't know what I'd do. If I ever had to be without him, It'd be like a part of me is just gone. 

"Well how much does he owe?" Louis asked as he dropped down on the couch. 

"Two fifty" I replied as I took a drag of my cigarette.

"Right so what we gonna do?" He questioned.

"Give him a warning and a week to pay up, If he dosen't we take him for a ride" I said calmly.

"I'll deliver the message personally" Liam stated, I nodded my head in satisfaction.

"Erm Zi, I was wondering could I have the night off? It's mine and Mel's anniversary tonight" Josh informed me, I nodded my head.

"Yeah no worries mate, Need any cash?" I asked, Josh shook his head before standing up.

"Nah all good mate, I'll see you tomorrow" He said.

"Have fun" Harry teased, Josh flipped him off before leaving the room. "Anyway what we gonna do about Trevor? He's been mouthing off again" Harry informed me, I shrugged my shoulders.

"He's always mouthing off, All mouth and no action, Ignore him" I replied.

"Agreed, Listen Zayn, Mack he paid us half of what he owes and he wants another load what you think?" Liam asked.

"Give him the load" I said as my phone began ringing from inside my pocket, I pulled it out and pressed answer. "Mum what's up?" I stated.

"Nothing sweetheart, I was just checking to make sure your still coming for Saff's birthday she can't wait to see you" She replied.

"Like I'd miss that, Keep her out my old room though that's where her present is, Oh mum Niall's swinging round later to pick up my laptop, When he gets there tell him I'll be round at about ten to pick him up, I got something to do first" I informed her, I heard my mum sigh at the other end of the line.

"You know I hate you doing this Zayn" She exclaimed.

"I know, I'll be alright mum you know I will" I said.

"You can say that all you like but I'm your mother, Zayn your not made of rock, And your definitely not unbreakable, And you certainly aren't unkillable" She stated, I sighed.

"Stop worrying alright, It's just a small pick up that's all" I tried assuring her.

"It's never just a small job Zayn, I just want you to be careful, Please be careful" She pleaded with me, I smiled.

"I will mum, Look I have to go, Kiss the girls goodnight for me alright? I'll see you soon, I love you" I said.

"Love you too sweetheart" She replied before hanging up the phone.

"What was that about?" Liam asked.

"My mum being my mum" I said, Liam nodded.

"Niall's coming down?" Harry questioned, I nodded my head. 

"Yeah he's crashing at mine for the weekend" I informed them. "Right listen you boys ready?" I stated before standing up, They all nodded as I put my jacket on. "Let's do this"