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Zayn's Pov:

A lump formed inside my throat, It wouldn't go away. My body was shaking and my heart was pounding. The ruthless wind was blowing as I stood in the bitter cold. Lower and lower, I watched on as if frozen on the spot. Maura and Bobby were crying, My mum and dad were sobbing together. My mum and Maura's hands were linked together. I watched on as my heart lowered with him, I couldn't save him, I couldn't protect him, I lost him, I lost him forever. His coffin, His coffin that held my beautiful cold, Motionless, Lifeless Niall was lowered to the bottom of the ground. Louis placed a arm around my shoulder, His lips were moving but I heard no words leave them. Maura looked over to me, Her eyes were filled with anger and hate, Bobby's were the exact same. They both hated me, They blamed me. People began leaving as Niall's coffin was covered with dirt. I couldn't take it any longer, I couldn't watch this anymore, I ran. I ran as fast as my legs would carry me. As I ran I heard her voice, I heard Maura's voice. 

"It's all your fault"

"You took my son from me"

"You aren't welcome here, Nobody wants you here"

"If it wasn't for you my son would still be alive"

"I hate you"

"Are you happy how? Haven't you caused enough misery"

"He'd still be alive if it wasn't for you"

"It should have been you"

"You claim to love him yet you just let him die" I then saw his face, I saw Niall's face.

"Why didn't you fight harder Zayn?"

"Why didn't you come for me?"

"I needed you Zayn, I was so scared"

"You wern't strong enough Zayn, You were never strong enough"

"Your were to weak Zayn, To weak to save me"

"You let go Zayn. Why'd you let go?" 

"Niall!" I screamed as I awoke with a jolt. My eyes scanned my surroundings, I realized I was in my bed, It was just a dream, Just a dream. My heart was thumping and sweat was pouring down my face. I rustled around underneath my sheets before finding Niall's hoodie, I quickly grabbed hold of it and held it closer to me, Tears fell from my eyelids. "Come back, Niall please come back" I whispered. It was still dark outside, I leaned over to my bed side table to check my phone, It was 4:47am, I found myself staring at my phone background for what felt like minutes. It was Niall and I, Four months ago at a friends party. As I leaned back in bed a knock sounded on my bedroom door. 

"Zayn? You alright?" Louis asked as he opened the door a little. "I heard you screaming" He said before entering my room.

"I had a dream" I whispered.

"About Niall?" He questioned, I nodded my head, Louis then sat beside me. " What happened in the dream?" He asked.

"He'd died" I mumbled with a croaky voice. "He'd died and it was his funeral. Maura and Bobby they didn't want me there, They said I wasn't welcome. I had to watch from a distance as they lowered his body into the cold ground. I could hear Maura's voice in my head telling me it was my fault, Telling me she hated me" I whispered, Louis sighed. "Then I heard his voice, I heard Niall's voice. He said, He said I gave up on him, He said I let him go, But I couldn't, I couldn't do that" I exclaimed. 

"Zayn it was just a dream, It wasn't real" Louis tried assuring me, I looked down. 

"I know" I mumbled. "Is it crazy that even though it was a nightmare, I didn't wanna wake up? I didn't wanna wake up because it's the only place I hear his voice now. No matter if it's a nightmare of not, I don't wanna wake up, Cause they feel so real, They make me feel like he's still here with me" I chocked out.

"You'll hear his voice again Zayn, But it'll be in reality this time" Louis stated.

"You don't know that Louis, None of us do. What if my dream comes true? What if I can't save him? What if I'm too late?" I exclaimed.

"You won't be! Zayn you've never let anything happen to Niall. Your unbeatable whoever this guy is he won't win" Louis said, I shook my head. 

"I used to think that too. I used to think I was unbeatable and nobody could do anything to touch or hurt me, But I was wrong. I'm not superman Louis, I'm just like everybody else. If I get punched I'll fall, If I get kicked I'll double over in pain, If I cut I'll bleed, If I get shot or stabbed I'll die, I'm not superman, I never have been" I explained, Louis sighed. 

"Yeah you may be right on that, You may not be invincible and you may not be superman, But you've got something that's stronger then anything in this world. Your inlove Zayn. Love is the strongest thing in this world. Nothing can beat love" Louis stated. 

"How am I supposed to do it Louis? How am I supposed to live without him?" I chocked out, Louis pulled me into his arms. "I'd give anything, I'd give anything to tell him how I feel, To tell him I love him" I exclaimed, Louis said nothing, Because there was nothing he could say, There was nothing he could do. I only wanted one person that person was Niall.