Heya guys here's the next chapter of the story. Really hope you like it. Leave me your feedback. There's only two or three more chapters to go before the story will be ending. 

Zayn's Pov:

"Zayn what're you doing man? I went to see Niall he told me what happened the other day. Why'd you just walk out?" Louis stated the second I opened the door to my home. 

"I don't wanna talk about this right now Louis" I mumbled as I walked down the hall and into my bedroom, Louis slammed my frontdoor and followed after me.

"Well tough shit because were going to! Why'd you just leave the hospital and why didn't you go back?!" Louis asked. "Zayn you went through hell to get him back and then you just walk away!" Louis yelled.

"You think I wanted to walk away from him? Leave him in that place. Maura hates me Louis! She still blames me because she knows it's my fault! This wouldn't have happened to him if it wasn't for me" I exclaimed.

"And he also wouldn't be in the hospital getting better if it wasn't for you. Zayn, Maura dosen't hate you. She's angry and upset and her emotions got the better of her. Niall's her baby she just wants the best thing for him" Louis said, I nodded.

"I know. That's why I have to stay away Louis. I have to stay away because I'm not the best thing for him, I never have been" I whispered, Louis shook his head.

"How can you say that? Zayn your world fell apart without him. Nobody would do as much for him as you would. Nobody can love him more then you do" He stated.

"That's why I have to do this. I love him with everything I have, Everything I am, But I can't risk anything like this happening to him again. Niall deserves the whole world, And he deserves someone who can give that to him. I'm not that person and as much as it kills me, I'm gonna stand back and watch him meet someone who can give him all the things he deserves because that's how much I love him" I exclaimed, Louis sighed.

"Zayn, It's not your decision to make, It's not Maura's, It's Niall's choice. It's all about what he wants. He wants you Zayn, The whole time I was at the hospital he was begging me to get you down there. He wants to see you and I know you wanna see him to" I lowered my head. "At the hospital you said you didn't kill Evan because it wasn't worth a life without Niall. You've got your chance to be with him forever, Don't throw that away because you think you aren't good enough. You've got a choice to make Zayn. I know you'll make the right one" Louis said before walking out the room.

Louis words ran through my head over and over. He was right when he said I had a choice to make, But I couldn't make that choice. Niall means more to me then I can explain. It sounds cliche but he is the other half of me, Without him I'm nothing. Not having him beside me is like one half of me just isin't there anymore. Nothing feels whole. I just want the best for him. I want him to be happy. He's my little Niall, He's always been my little Niall. The sound of someone knocking on my frontdoor bought me back to reality. I sighed before standing up and making my way to the door, I opened it and my eyes widened.

"Niall? What're you? How did you get here?" I chocked out.

"The hospital discharged me this afternoon, Louis drove me here. I had to see you Zayn" Niall threw his arms around my neck and clung to me tightly, I closed the frontdoor with my foot as my arms instantly wrapped around him. "You said you were gonna come back, But you didn't. Why didn't you come back Zayn?" Niall asked.

"Because I couldn't" I whispered. "I wanted to, I thought I was doing the right thing" I said, Niall pulled away from the hug. 

"The right thing? Leaving me's the right thing according to you?" Niall questioned, I shook my head.

"No. Your mum blames me for what happened to you, And she has every right to. None of that would have happened if you never knew me. Your mum said your life would've been better and she was right" I exclaimed, Niall shook his head.

"No, No she wasn't!" Tears filled Niall's eyes. I can't stand to see him cry. "Zayn for god sake! I'm not a little kid anymore. I can make my own decisions and it's up to me what I want! What I need I can decide!" Niall pushed past me and made his way into my bedroom, I followed after him slowly, Niall sat down on my bed and signalled for me to sit beside him, I did so straight away, Niall took hold of my hand. "She played me the voicemail you left on her phone. In that message you told my mum you were inlove with me and you had been since you first saw me, And in the ambulance you said you loved me again, You said it again in the hospital right before I asked you to kiss me"

"And I meant it everytime" I whispered, Niall ran his thumb over my knuckle. "I'm no good for you Niall. I can't stand the thought of you getting hurt again because of me" I chocked out.

"Then stop running away from me. I've never felt more safe then I do when I'm with you. This is my life and it's my choice. I wanna be with you Zayn and I know you wanna be with me" I linked our fingers together. "All this has showed me that lifes to short to wait around wasting time. I want us to be together, And if my mum loves me like she says she does she'll support it" Niall rested his forehead against mine. "I make my own decisions and I wanna be with you Zayn" Niall stated before pressing a timid kiss to my lips. 

"I wanna be with you too" I replied, Niall smiled as he ran his fingers through my hair, I then leaned forward and kissed his lips once again, Niall kissed me back straight away and wrapped his arms firmly around my neck. I laid my body down on the mattress, Pulling Niall down with me. We kissed for a few more moments before pulling away, I smiled lovingly at him. 

"I love you Niall. Being without you was a pain I can't describe. Your part of me Niall, Without you there is no me" I ran my fingers through his hair. "Without you I don't know what to do with myself. When I thought I'd lost you, I, I-"

"Zayn you don't have to" Niall exclaimed.

"I have to" I took a deep breath. "When I thought I'd lost you that was it for me. I couldn't do anything. I couldn't eat, Sleep, Drink, I couldn't do anything but imagine you being here in my arms" Niall held me tighter. "I kept having dreams where I'd find you but I'd be too late. I never want to come that close to losing you ever again" I kissed Niall's lips. "To me, It's only ever been you Niall. Don't ever, Don't ever leave me ok? Not ever" I chocked out, I'd normally hate feeling this vulnerable around people, But with Niall I just didn't care.

"I'm not going anywhere. You never leave the people you love, No matter what you go through together. When you love someone you'd do anything for them. I love you Zayn" Niall stated as he kissed my lips passionately, The kiss lingered for a few moments before we pulled away. When we did Niall laid his head on my chest and I pulled him even closer to me. Niall's back where he belongs, He's back with me, And nobody was taking him away from me again.