Chapter Eleven
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Niall's Pov:
Bang! "Zayn no!"
"He's dead Niall, He's dead and it's all your fault, It's all your fault, All your fault" I shot up in bed my heart pounding from inside my chest, I desperately tried regaining my breathing. What have I done? I can't believe I was so weak and let my needs get in the way of what really counts. I shouldn't have done that, I shouldn't have allowed Zayn to kiss me and I most definitely shouldn't have allowed us to end up in bed together. Why am I letting this happen? I can't be anything more then professional with my clients if I do that then my feelings get in the way of my job, I need to be able to keep my guard up but if I allow emotional feelings to take over it will blind me from the danger that's all around us. Last night anything could have happened, Somebody could have broken into the house and I didn't know because I was in bed with Zayn, This is all a big fucked up mess, I sighed before turning my head to watch Zayn sleeping, As much as I hate to say it he's absolutely beautiful when he's sleeping, I quickly shook that thought out of my head before climbing out the bed, I then began to grab my discarded clothes, I can't get involved with my client I just can't! I have to make it clear that last night was a mistake, A mistake that can never happen again.
Zayn's Pov:
For the first time in a long time my dreams were peaceful, I dreamt of Niall and I walking down the beach hand in hand, The ocean water was crashing around us and we walked through the sand, Niall's thumb was stroking my palm every now and then, A smile was spread across my face as we stopped walking to gaze in eachothers eyes, I watched closely as Niall gently kissed my lips, Like I said my dreams were peaceful. I awoke that morning with a smile plastered on my face, I then turned around to find the other side of the bed empty, A sigh left my lips as I sat up straight, I noticed a note on the side table so I picked it up.
'The showers safe for you to use, Louis will be outside the door waiting for you, Niall' My smile turned into a massive grin as I read over his name, Memories of last night came flying back to me, Moans leaving both our lips as we moved together, Niall's name falling from my lips as he gently held onto me, I bit my lower lip before climbing out the bed, I then made my way to the bathroom before looking in the mirror, All up my torso was love bites, One was centered on my shoulder blade which would luckily be covered up by my shirt, I smiled before turning on the shower and climbing in.
After my shower I made my way out the bedroom to find Louis sat down, He smiled at me before standing up, We began walking down towards the kitchen, To my surprise Niall wasn't in there, I hid my disappointment as I poured myself a cup of coffee, I offered one to Louis which he politely declined.
"Where's Niall?" I asked.
"He did the routine checks this morning, I think he's outside in the garage checking the car for today, You have your interview this afternoon" Louis reminded me.
"Damn! I forgot all about that!" I exclaimed before taking a sip of my coffee, Louis chuckled.
"We leave in around half hour, I erm noticed you wasn't in your room last night when I checked the cameras" Louis said.
"Yeah I was in with Niall last night" I replied proudly, Louis raised his eyebrow.
"What's going on with you two?" He questioned.
"Don't know what your talking about, You'll have to ask him" I stated with a smirk, I then continued to drink my coffee as Niall made his way into the room.
"Nialler everything ok?" Louis asked.
"Yeah the cars secure, We want to leave now so we can get Zayn inside without people seeing him, Keep Zayn beside you the whole time while I guide you both in" Niall stated, I gave Niall a confused look.
"Niall can we talk?" I asked, Niall shook his head.
"We have to leave, I'll meet you both at the car" He said before exiting the room, What the hell?
Niall hasn't spoken to me the whole car ride, He hasn't even been looking at me, Any questions I've asked either Louis or Paul have replied to, Even when I began asking questions about the mission I got no reply from Niall. The second we entered the studio where the interview would take place Niall took off with Louis to check the place, He didn't return until I was called on to sit the interview, I walked on and waved to my fans before hugging the woman who would be interviewing me, We then sat down.
"Zayn welcome to the show" She started off.
"Thank you for having me" I replied with a smile, I watched closely as Niall stood behind the camera.
"Zayn tell us about the new music, Is there a new album or single being released anytime soon?" She asked.
"There's no set in date plan but I am writing at the moment and I'll be going into the studio within the next few weeks to lay down some tracks, It's going to be a whole new sound for me, The songs will be really deep and meaningful" I replied the audience cheered.
"I think were all very excited to hear the new music and I have to ask is there someone special on the scene who's inspiring this new sound? Maybe like a new boyfriend?" The interviewer asked with a raised eyebrow, I chuckled before shaking my head.
"No comment on that, I'm trying to keep my private life as quiet as I can, As all my fans know I'm the sort of person that likes my privacy" I said, The interviewer nodded, She continued to ask question after question, Small hints were thrown in about Niall but I kept my cool doing exactly what I was told to do, Neither confirm or deny it. As the interview ended I slowly made my way back into my dressing room, I had only just sat down before Louis, Paul and Niall walked into the room.
"You did brilliant Zayn" Paul stated, I nodded my head.
"Can you guys give Niall and I a minute?" I questioned, Paul and Louis nodded before leaving the room, I quickly turned my attention to Niall. "Niall what the hell is going on why have you been ignoring me?!" I stated.
"I haven't, I'm just doing my job" Niall replied calmly.
"Your job? Your fucking job! You've been fucking ignoring me! We had sex last night Niall!" I exclaimed.
"It shouldn't have happened" Niall said, I could feel my anger rising.
"Don't fucking say that! Don't you dare sit there and say it wasn't meant to happen, It was a mistake or it was a moment of weakness because we both know that's total bullshit, You want me and I want you, For god sake Niall stop fighting this!" I yelled as tears began to fill my eyes, Niall lowered his head.
"Your my client Zayn, I can't get involved with you even if I wanted to-"
"See you do want to!" I exclaimed, Niall shook his head.
"Zayn, This, You and me it can't happen, No matter what either of us feel it can't happen, I can't have my judgment clouded, I'm here to protect you, I can't do that if I'm romantically attached to you, This can't happen and it won't happen Zayn, I'm sorry" Niall stated, I shook my head quickly wiping my tears. "This can never happe-" I cut Niall off as my lips crashed into his, I kissed him desperately as emotions poured out my body, I felt Niall's lips move with mine causing a smile to spread across my face, I then quickly pulled away.
"You can't block this out Niall, No matter what you do everyday your feelings will grow and so will mine, You can't fight this forever you and I both know that, I'm not giving in because I know you can still protect me even with your feelings because you've been doing it! Don't fight this Niall because it's one fight you can't win" I exclaimed before pulling away from him and leaving the room, I don't know why Niall's so dead set against us being something more then clients, When were together and he's letting go it feels so right, But after that he just closes up again, I just wish I knew why, Why won't Niall just listen to his heart?
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