So..... yeah
Another part where I talk about myself...

Thinking back to the first chapter of this Book, I asked people to ask questions. I never really got one but in my point of view, your Soul doesn't need to ask anything... Thanks to the 12 times I got tagged and the times I grew bored, I think you learned about the person behind 'Zeno-neechan', right??

I don't know.....
Let's begin, I guess?

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Habit no.1
So this isn't really a good habit but I got it since I was really young. I scratch small wounds I have on my body open... They are mostly from when one of the cats my family owns scratches me but still...
My Mom and Grandma always tell me not to do do that, that it only leaves scares but I don't really care. I mean I scratch them open even before I first went to school, so I think that them telling me that never really mattered to me.

Habit no.2
I don't talk much.
In my opinion I even think that I talk way to less. It has become a real problem for me considering that I am already in 9th grade. If I want to get better grades on my certificate(?) than I need to talk more with my teachers. But I just can't... Most of the time I just don't know what they want from me so I don't even raise my hand but I still don't raise my hand even if I know the answer.
I don't know why I do that, I guess I'm just afraid but I don't know from what...
If I don't do anything against that Habit, I think I might have to do a schoolyear a second time or I might not really get a job...

Habit no.3
I don't eat much. And to that I have a strong evidence(?) because my Mom told me that I never ate much. I don't know if that is even considered as an Habit but in my eyes it is.
Yesterday was for I think around 5 or 6 hours alone at home and my Mom told me to eat some leftovers from yesterday for lunch. Around lunch time I didn't eat the Soup from the day before but two brownies I baked Wednesday. I don't know why I did that but I really did it.

Habit no.4
I aslo drink not much. It's the same thing like with eating just that it's more important or at least in my opinion.
I already surrived days with only drinking one glass of fanta or something similar to it. And it wasn't like there was not enough Fanta but I just didn't really felt the need to drink something.
Thanks to that I can't really take any Pills(?) people take together with water. I don't know why... I can't take in too big gulbs of water and neither can I really swallow it... I'm hopeless

Habit no.5
It's not really a habit but I could never survive one day without listing to music. It has become to precious to me that I need music everyday.

Habit no.6
I can't learn before I write a test in school.
I don't know why but it is really rare that I learn before writing one. When I try to learn at home, I lose my constration really fast and just do something else or don't even try to learn anything in the first place.
Most of the times I just don't know how I should or what I should do to actually learn something. That goes mostly just to Math....

Habit no.7
So... around 2014 I started to watch My little Pony: Friendship is Magic (MLP: FIM). Normally a person would start watching a show in their language but well I am not normal.
Instead of watching it in german, I watched MLP in english. I'm actually happy that I watched in english or else I would have never been good in english or would be here on Wattpad. But back to the habit, thanks to watching that show I started to talk english, with myself. I never really had anyone to talk to after school(I mean friends) because I am not a person to go out and do something with people. And thanks to that I started to talk in my mind.
After around a year I noticed why I was so into MLP, it was because before I started with that show, that I left my old school, my old class. I still think that I tried to use MLP like something to bring back myself before I needed to go to a new school, meet strangers.
But I am getting of topic, anyway the habit is that I talk with myself in english.

Habit no.8
I start new things without ending the thing from before. Like with every other Habit, I don't know why. It has always been like that...

Habit no.9
I started to only tell my parents that I'm sick when I have e.g. a headache for two or three days and it was only getting worse. I don't know why but I think it started around when I was still in 4th grade. And please don't do it, please....
I tell you the reason why....
So on the 17th of September I started to get a throatache but I decided to wait a bit, thinking it would go away after some time(because I sometimes wake up with it before school but after maybe 20 min it's gone...). On Tuesday I came back to the habit but after school I thought 'why not tell anybody and wait until slmeone notices'. And that is what I did... On Thursday my friend told me that I should stay at home if I am not feeling well because I started to slightly cough since Wednesday. After school I couldn't really hide coughing while not being in my room and my Mom only told me 'You are not getting sick' and 'it didn't start today right?? You have it longer right ??'.
In the short time span between Friday and Sunday, it only got worse. I coughed a lot and loud, my throat hurt like hell, my head hurt and Sunday I had a small fever. On the next Morning, 24 th, I stayed at home because I just felt like not getting up for a while. On Tuesday I went to school again saying that I was feeling better than yesterday, which was true. At the end my homeroom teacher send me home around 11.30 because I didn't look like I was okay.
The next day I stayed at home again to fully recover from it...
For the last two days of the week I went to school again with a bit of coughing here and there but nothing more...
So please don't do stupid stuff like me and tell someone that you are not feeling well when you are getting sick.

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So yeah...
I'm not sure if these are counted as Habits or not but for me they are. And I am sure that I have more without even noticing.

Bye-bye💞