So yeah, a lot of people always tell me that my Stories are great and the way I wrote them too.
But to be honest, I think I'm really, really terrible at this. From my view, I even see 'The Law' ruined. I completely ruined it with those last two or three chapters. There are other Stories, I think, I ruined. But I'm not quite in the mood to tell you.

Also, some of you may have noticed that I started to be obsessed with BTS. I really love those boys, all seven of them. And I would try my best to always support them. But they're message 'LOVE YOURSELF'... I can't do that. I'm sorry but a few days ago, I even thought about the times I was really okay with myself, but there never was one.

With my updating problem, I was warned by a Friend I got through What's App, but when I got that warning it was already too late...
Okay so I wanted to show you what he wrote but I can't find it... -_-
Anyway I'm going to try my best with the updating, even through I have to learn for some test in the upcomming weeks... So yeah...
I don't know what to say to this anymore, I already said so much.

I also wanted to say, that I always wanted to be like certain people or at least have someone around me like they have. Lately I'm really jealous of BTS. They are a really carring family. They know what to do when one is sad or something, they have they're cute and wierd moments, they know what they are doing and what they want to do, they are just perfect.
I'm not really good at showing my emotions when people are around, not even around friends or family. I'll never ever be cute, just awkward. And I never knew what excacly I was doing or what I want to do.

A friend of mine also said, maybe two weeks ago in class, that everything I think about is just depressing. The reson behind that, I'm not sure. But she isn't completely wrong. In class or on the way to school/home, I often think about how I could continue my books. Most of the times it ends really depressing, sad. But not all the time...
Wattpad really changed my character together with the Animes I watched, the music I still hear every day, the seperating from my two closest friends, the leaving of my elementary school. It all changed me.

I don't drink enough and I don't take any vitamins so my mother brought vitamin tablets. But at the beginning I took everyday one, like I should, after some time I forgot to take them. A few days ago, I took one again but that maybe after around a month and a half.

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I don't know why I even made this chapter...
Bye bye ~♡