The handwriting is still messy,  as if their hand wouldn't stop shaking (again) and there are a few tear stains near the end

Dear diary,

I cant get into a journal entry you fat fuck-

Ohmygod I cant stop lying.

Nobody gets it. They look against me and tell me to calm down

I AM CALM.

IM SICK DAMMIT. I DUNNO WHAT IT IS BIT SYMPTOMS ARE:

TREMBLING HANDS,  PALE SKIN,  RED RUSH AROUND EYES AND CONSTANT FAINTING.

I..... I can't eat........ It hurts to eat.... Im becoming Thin.....

I can barely breath... My lungs are filling with liquid instead of air.... I'll just be walking down there street they randomly start choking....

Im coughing up blood.....

So slowly..... Im losing function into things and

Im so tired..... Like... So so tired....

.............. Im.......

Im....

Im dying.

No-

I just need water. Yeah.  Water.

~Gilbert