The handwriting is all scribbled and looks like someone pressed down to hard

Ugh. I hate it. Admins do things as jokes but it actually hurts me personally irl.

Dammit I fucking hate it. There's been to many times where shit is just a joke for the rp and then it turns out they have it actually happen and change their accts a bit So it's true for three acct and whole friends group.

You know what I say? Fuck. Off.

I've gone through to much of this shit dammit. People are playing to much with my emotions. Oh it's a joke? I DONT SEE ANYONE LAUGHING DAMMIT

And before you comment "jeez do you have a problem!? " and get all mad at me

Go fuck yourself.

I dont wanna deal with this shit anymore dammit. Im sick and tired of people going around joking and screwing up my life. I've had it.

I hope you enjoyed my rant.

And dont be triggered by what im saying in my mind. Im only talking about specific people and I hope you know who you are.

And no,  im not talking about MY admin.

Bye. 

~a very ANGRY gilbert.

*The bye seemed different to all the other bye's in the diary. It seemed more harsh and almost like he didn't want to come back*