The page is yet again, stained with tears

Dear diary, 

People are starting to say im acting sad lately. I normally brush it off with a smile hit when West asked,  I smiled then he immediately knew something was wrong because I did an American smile.

(It's true though,  those smile are poison)

Dammit why wont people leave me alone?! Look,  im not depressed if that's what they think! Hahahaha. Im. Fine.

People are starting to say my ego had lowered a bit.

I mean it was to big for its own good- I mean what ego? Pfft im awesome.

Im the most happiest person you will ever meet!

Im fine!

The rest is a bit bold,  as if he pressed down to hard on the pencil

Dammit. Nothing's wrong

Im fine. Im fine. Im fine. Im fine. Im fine. Im fine. Im fine. Im fine. Im fine im. Fine.

IM. FINE.

How could someone like me be depressed? Or sad? I have the best life he with West. Im awesome!

Im awesome...?

Right?

~a very emotionally confused gil