"That's not a refinery, that's a zombie factory," Murphy said

"Well no shit," I said rolling my eyes at Murphy.

"Franking zombies," 10k said from behind me

"They must want something really bad," Charlie said

"Don't we all," I said after spitting

"Y/n🤦🏼‍♀️. They want that sound. It's like bees to honey," Cassandra said

"Or like zombies to shit," Murphy said

"Or like Murphy to liquor. Hehehehe," I laughed

"You're a bitch. You know that," Murphy said being extremely rude

"Loud and proud," I smiled right back at him pissing him off even more.

"Did you know about this," Warren asked that guy who looks like a man whore.

"All the easy gas is all gone," The guy said

"You're an idiot," I said taking another drink from my liquor

"You don't have to be so mean sweetheart," the guy said winking at me

"Wait what?! Sweet tarts!! Where?!" I yelled jumping from my sitting position

"*sigh* sometimes I wonder about you Y/n," Doc said

"Hehe, never heard that one before," I laughed still drinking

"So what's the brilliant plan? Die? Get eaten? Go home early," Murphy asked being the smart ass he is

"What's that smell!" Addy asked

"Oh sorry that was me," I laughed

"No not that," Addy sighs

"That's zombies and gasoline. Both highly flammable. So not fire arms of any kind," Charlie said

Damnnnn why you gotta be like that Charlie?

"So I can't use this," I asked pulling a golden dessert eagle out of no where

"Where the hell did you get that from?!" Doc asked freaking out

"A magician never reveals their secrets," I said before basically passing out

"Well she's wasted," Doc said

"Nah. She's sober as of right now," Murphy said giving me the death glare.

Damn Murphy what the hell did I ever do to you? Besides cheating in poker, blackmailing you, ruin your relationship with your past girlfriends, and stealing your liquor.

I basically did nothing to you!

"Okay? Anyways, how do you want to handle this," Warren asked Charlie

"First we gotta shut off whatever is making that noise," Charlie instructed us

"I got just the plan," I said getting up

"I'm actually kinda scared to hear this but, what is it?," Charlie questioned with a worried look on his face

"I can distract them with my sexy looks," I posed

They just looked at me like I was drunk.

"Yeah. She's wasted," Mack said

"Whatever, Mr. Pretty boy," I said falling back again

"Anyways, first we gotta shut off whatever is making that noise," Charlie started

"Okay, must be a pipe of some kind. But where," Warren asked

"Follow those Zombies. They all seem to be heading up there," Mack suggested.

"We'll go check it out," Addy said

"Alright, we just need something to draw them away," Charlie said

"Sorry, I left my ol' guitar back at ol' blue skies," Doc said

"Damn Man," I said still laying down. But trying to get up

"I have something," Cassandra said while digging though her bag, "Zs like high pitch sounds. More musical and the better."

"Well you learn something everyday," Warren said

"Great you'll be our decoy," Charlie said announced

"I'll go with her," the washed up hoe said

"No! I don't need any help," Cassandra denied her help.

I don't blame her. He looks like a man hoe who's been washed up. Like my uncle Jeff.

"Yes you will. You need back up. Take him and when you get to the catwalk play the music," Charlie instructed

Cassandra rolled her eyes and ran off with that weird old washed up man hoe falling close behind her.

"Okay you two go stop that noise. Doc, you take Murphy and Y/n. Make sure that they don't do anything stupid," Charlie said

"Hey. Stupid is my middle name," I laughed

"I thought it was Y/M/N," Murphy said

"It is. Way to ruin the fun, bastard," I retorted

"Whatever," Murphy once again said rudely

"Okay guys, let's go," Charlie said getting in the truck

-time skippp-

"Damn I've never seen someone cheat at gold fish," Doc said while gathering at the cards they found somehow

"It's a gift," Murphy answered looking out the window

"Bullshit, I taught you that," I said in and out of it a little

"Oh shut up," Murphy said once again rudely

"You are annoying," I said

"I know, ever since you could talk you said that to me," Murphy answered still looking out the window

"So, you guys grew up beside of each other," Doc question

"Yeah. It was hell," I answered

"For you? It was hell for you. She was an annoying bitch. Everything I did, she ruin," Murphy yelled back

"Hehehe, his expression was funny," I laughed

"You little bitch," Murphy said while still looking out the window

"I know. Loud and proud," I answered while opening the car door.

"Where you going," Doc asked

"Imma go explore with my good old friend Mr. 1975 liquor," i laughed while walking away

"She's gonna get herself killed," Doc said

"The world will celebrate when she does," Murphy said

"Bastard," I yelled while showing him my middle figure.

Finally. Some alone time with my good old friend. I wonder how the others are doing. I haven't heard and explosion yet. It's so boring here!

I need another drink. I wonder if I can cheat Murphy out of some more of that good good.(omg I am so sorry I said that)

Damn what is Cassandra gonna do about her little crush on 10k. I swear she better confess soon. Whatever, I need to find a place to sit.

Take another sip from my ol' pal. I came across a building. Well damn, I gotta pee now. Hehehe.

After a little while up trying to walk up the stairs and not falling, I felt something on my back. Hmmm, not a Z, not my old gang, but that smells like someone I know.

Ah Damn not him. I took one last drink and turned around. And started without evening looking at the guy.

"Okay listen, I know I know, I cheated you out of your good good stuff(I'm sorry). But come on man, it's the damn apocalypse. So get your panties out of your ass and move on-," I started, "oh it's just you."

"Who are you talking about," 10k asked

"You would be surprise boy. Now let me just drink this in peace," I said walking to the ledge and sitting down

"You know, you drink to much of that and you die," 10k started

"Trust me, this is a baby compare to what I use to do,"I answered

"What happened," 10k asked kinda making me a little upset

"Excuse me," I said rudely

"Why do you like Murphy? He's so hard to get long with," 10k asked

"Well let me tell you a story. A long time ago, there was a little girl and her big best friend. The little girl wasn't born in the best home nor in the best house. Constantly she was abused, but there was always one person that never left her," I started then taking another drunk, "the person wasn't the best in any way. But he taught her how to live on the streets. She taught him a few tricks she learned while on the streets. Rised like an animal, behave like an animal. That's how you survive in this God for saken world."

Never thought I would tell anyone about that. Murphy is a dick, but he ain't all that bad.

"What happened to the little girl," 10k asked

"Just like any other girl would do, she learned the way of mankind and lived like one," I answered still not making eye contact with him.

"I wonder if she's still out there," 10k said

While shit, that caught me off guard.

"Trust me, a girl like her won't go down without a fight," I answered making sure my voice wouldn't crack.

"How's your shoulder," 10k asked sounding a little concern

"I've been through much worse, but it's fine," I answered shrugging my shoulders, "well imma go explore more. Plus I'm out of Liquor."

"Okay, don't do anything stupid," 10k said

"Stupid is my middle name kid," I yelled while walking off.

Damn Cassandra you're one lucky girl. Well will be one lucky girl.

Yes, Cassandra has been my friend since forever. She even knows that the little girl in my story was me. But she didn't find out until high school. And you guessed, Murphy was the person. He's an ass but he can be sweet when he cares about something or someone(foreshadowing hehehe).

Making my way out of the building, I started towards where the others was. I see Zs walking in my direction. They don't scare me, mankind is what scares me. Even before the apocalypse, humankind is the scariest thing that has ever lived. Anyways, I turned around and started in the opposite direction.

Damn, even during the apocalypse, life still sucks. Behind myself while Zs following behind, it got me thinking. What would the group think about me if I told them everything. Only Murphy and Cassandra knows.

Stupid Y/n you've just met them. Just tell them later on in the future. If you live that long.

"AHHHHHHHH," I yell in angry

I took out my knife and ran towards the Zs. Each Z I took out, I remembered what my dad said about me.

1
'Slut'
2
'Whore'
3
'Worthless piece of shit'
4
'Mistake'
5
'Useless'

With that last word that replayed, I didn't realized I took all of the Zs out. Head filled with negative I just let it out. Tears started down my face. I haven't cried since middle school. Face wet from infinite tears. I cried for ten minutes but it felt like hours to me.

Then it hit me, 10k did this to me. Nobody besides Murphy and Cassandra has cared about me. Not even my own blood family ever asked me how I was doing. I just opened up to a complete stranger. What the hell is 10k doing to me?

Hey everyone! I hope you like this chapter! Yes, the reader will be kinda missed up, but in a good way. And I'm rushing 10k's feelings because what the heck. I'm not waiting for like another thirty chapters, lol. Thanks for all the great feed back and stay safe in this time of covid. I will be updating this story every Saturday, Monday, and Thursdays. I have many chapters already written in advance so this is not cutting into my school work. I hope y'all stay safe. Bye!!!Love y'all!!!🤍😘💞