Hi y'all so I would dedicate this to @-AestheticsllyAri bUT I DONT KNOW HOW *le cries* (also not sure what your pronouns are so i'll just use they/them to be safe-ish)

They commented with the right word/definition I had in my head but could not properly express because I'm a dipshit and they even left like a little dialogue to explain it further and it was the perfect fit to my mind-babble bullshit i posted last chapter.

I believe (in a different universe maybe, maybe not) that Mila is a placiosexual:

PLACIOSEXUAL
adj.

when one feels little to no desire to receive sexual acts but expresses interest/desire in performing them on someone else

So basically that is what I am talking about. ^^ Research further if you'd like but this is retry much what I meant. I've stumbled upon this term before but i couldn't quite put my finger on it while writing/explaining last chapter.

EDIT: FUCK YEAH I FIGURED OUT HOW TO DEDICATE