Thoughts on Mila's Sexuality [Edit: Note @ Bottom]

     Okay hello everyone! I feel like i am lecturing. (Ugh.)
     Anyways, as i wrote the smut for Mila and Sara there were two major dilemmas. One was what exactly would the two women do and how do i possibly write it? (it was my first girlxgirl smut ever.) Number two was, what exactly is Mila's sexuality? Throughout the anime, with the little air time the two of them got, i only could grasp Sara's. She likes boys, and boys are her preference, but i believe she also enjoys the company of women. However Mila didn't seem to interested in people at all sexually.
     My first thought was that she clearly was asexual, but then my mind wandered from it being just that. The way she acted in a scene over someone is what changed this thought, but it was a small detail that has irreparably changed my outlook on her and escaped my mind at the same time. (ironic how i forget such important things)
She's not asexual, but she likes to make her lovers feel pleasure. She doesn't always get aroused but she likes it?? I don't know what the fuck to call that but it reminds me of me to an extent but i do get aroused (Akaashi Keiji and Seunggil got me 🤧💦).

I am confusion. What the fuck

EDIT: I am STILL CONFUSION. After rereading this, I realize it makes no sense. In this headcanon for mila she is a panromantic asexual that does occasionally get in the mood but hardly ever does. However, when she does want to partake, she doesn't necessarily have to be the one receiving to get off. When i wrote the one shot for MiSa (what exactly is their ship name someone help) I had this in mind. That's why after Sara is finished, Mila is perfectly content. I don't know if that's even asexual tbh, perhaps there's a better term im unaware of. A term for, "I like to make my baby cum but i don't actually want to"?? lol i'm trash yeah thank you goodbye

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