Warning: This story contains a few gestures that you should never do in real life, like bullying and self harm. Please, never do this ever. Let me use this story to get through some of the minds of yugioh fans who have been bullied or self-harmed. Also, this is a request from SnowyRoselina.

'Let me go....................... let me go of my life,' I said quietly as I continued to cut myself. Blood flowed down to the ground as my tears that hitted the floor made the most noise.

'I want to die................. life is pointless,'

Slash

Another scar with blood coming out appears

Slash Slash

The sound of skin ripping continued to be heard from inside but not outside.

How did this happened? Well, let's start from the morning of this day.

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'(Y/N)-chan! Come on!' Tea ran in front of me as I tried not to get blown by the wind. 'How can you be so fast, Tea?'

'I'm just naturally like this!'

'Ya, right!' I screamed out and went inside the game shop. I lifted my head and met with a pair of purple eyes. The owner of those eyes smiled and said 'Hello (Y/N)! I see that Tea is already with you! Ready to go?!'

'Without Tristan or Joey?'

'Yep!' Yugi exclaimed and walked through the door. Tea gave me a smile and said 'Come on! Let's be late ok?!' 'O-ok!' I said and tried to catch up with the running Tea and Yugi.

*time skip to recess!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

'You deserve misery, girl. You deserve it way more than me,'

The delinquent girl said and punched me in the gut. I flew backwards and hit the wall behind me. One of the girls wearing a neon blue and green mask lifted my chin, inspecting it closely before smirking.

'I wonder why such an innocent and cute boy like Yugi would hang out with a dumpster girl like you? It must be pure luck or why else would he refuse to join us? ' The girl said and slammed my head into the wall.

'Listen, punk. Me and some other girls love Yugi way more than you could ever imagine. We will make him join us and make him become one of our lovers. So I suggest that you back off and stay out of this,' a blue haired girl said with a savaged voice.

I couldn't resist. Not if they hurt my friends like they did the other day. 'O-ok, j-just please. D-don't hurt him,' A girl wearing a light yellow mask laughed before saying 'Oh don't worry~ As said before, we will make him choose one of us to be his girlfriend~'

It was hard to let go of a love I had for years now but if love and friends were a stake at this cruel game. I rather let myself break my own heart than see my friends get hurt because of me. A girl with orange hair said 'Come on, girls. Class is about to begin and we have a reputation to keep up,'

'You're right, Nohuri. But first, let me created a little red scar that will not disappear for a verrrrrrrrrry long time. To seal our promise, and it sure isn't a kiss.~' The girl with the neon mask grabbed a knife and placed it on my legs. 'Bye bye, such beautiful skin,'

Slash

The skin of my legs were torn and I cried out in pain. One of the girls let out a tsk and said 'Come on. let's go out before we get caught,'

The girls when out of the gym and I was left sitting there, alone and hurt.

I stood up and tried to ease the pain and ignore the spinning world in my eyes. Slowly, slowly, ever so slowly, I walked to the nurse's office and and the nurse jumped up in surprised. 'What happened to you?!'

'I entered the cooking club and tripped on something and landed on a knife which hurted me. Can you just help me here?'

The nurse nodded and bandaged my wound. 'This is going to leave a scar but I don't think it will be that visible, be more careful next time, ok?' 'Ok,'

A lie. A simple lie that could fool people besides myself. I knew that everything won't be ok next. But for now, a simple lie and a fooling smile was the only thing I could give to ease my pain.

They say that a smile is like a mask. It can cover you but it will also suffocate you and make you see a blurry future that may or may not be real.

Well, it was true and the future I had was not blurry, it was clear and not a good sight.

At least, that was what I thought.

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Now, after seeing my flashback, you would probably think, 'Oh, don't be like this. Better days are to come!' Wrong. All wrong in my eyes.

'Slash, slash. Slash my pain away now................please?' I broke down crying, blood over my arms were seen and words that describe me. Fool, trickery, lies, masks, dying.

A simple knock came from outside and said '(Y/N).................... are you ok?'

I laughed. Not a funny laugh but a fake lying laugh, a laugh that says the opposite of what it was. 'I'm ok, Yugi! I just needed a bath!'

'A bath with blood on the floor?'

I looked down on the door and saw that purple eyes were at the door hole, looking with widened eyes at the blood on the floor. I gave a smile that said 'I'm ok' but I could feel a tiny bit off me trying to scream out that I wasn't.

'Yugi, it's ok! You can go and hang out with the others. Ok?'

Suddenly, the door was kicked down and there stood Yugi, eyes as wide as an owl as he saw me holding a knife on my hand with a smile, blood coming through the hand of course.

'(Y/N)...................... what happened?'

That was when something inside me broke.

Tears came pouring out my eyes as I dropped the bloody knife which Yugi caught and placed on the sink.

'Bullies.................. I see bullies everywhere. They all came......... all because they wanted you to join them and love them. It was unfair! I loved you but I never got my feelings returned back! I thought that an unrequited love and myself were much more worth to give then to give all of you,'

Yugi stayed quiet and suddenly hugged me.

'Don't keep this all to yourself! Me and the others would gladly do anything to keep everyone safe! Please, don't carry this burden on your own! Also, I love you!'

3 simple sentences that could stop my tears and comfort me. Tears stopped flowing as I hugged Yugi back with my weak arms. 'I'll tried to give half my burdens to some of you now. Thanks for letting me see a better future, Yugi my boyfriend,'

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Bold: A story about hurting yourself for others. I think I write stories like this better than others.

Marry: *nods* I will upload this as soon as I can to wattpad!

Bold: Say hi to everyone for me, ok!

Marry: Ok! This topic may be a little sensitive though.

Bold: Put a warning on top in case.

Marry: Ok! Bye Bold for now!

Bold: Bye!

Yugi: A story about hurting yourself for others eh? This may be a start of a new thing. Right Yami?

Yami: Yep. The previous story about me as a Yandere got a few good views.

Yugi: Now, should we say bye to the reader, temporary author-chan although I don't know who the real author is?

Marry: Yep!

Three: Bye everyone for now!

A/N: Never do self harm people! If you want to express something, express it to any who is close to you or me. I would gladly help you through this hard path even if it's only a little. Remember, cutting is NOT something that makes you special also so don't do it just for attention! Please, the world is a better place. Everyone faces hardships. Some people face it easier and some don't.

The comment section in this story is now for expressing your feelings openly to everyone on Wattpad. Please, don't carry this burden on your own.

Also, for Kagerou Project fans, I reflected this about Kano Shuuya about his lies and his mask. This is what I think about his lying self in a story in Yugioh. Kano, please don't carry this alone too.

#wishforabetterworld