Chapter 29
"Well, well, well. Look what I have here. A live stream." Taehyung laughed. "Welcome back to my channel. Its been a week or so since I announced that I was going to Australia for 2 weeks. And I came back to Korea early so here I am!" Taehyung smiled cheerfully.
"Today won't be like normal videos. And today, since I'm moving to a new school that is private once the holidays are over. I'm going to announce my real identity. I know. Pretty shocking, right?" Taehyung laughed.
"I've decided to go deeper into my life and talk about the events that happened the past few days and so on. I'll take about my last and all that. So I hope I don't cry." Taehyung chuckled nervously.
"So... My real name is... Dramatic drumroll please. I'm just kidding. Anyways, I real name is... Kim... Taehyung. Kim Taehyung. That's my real name." Taehyung smiled. "Someone out there might know me in real life and you're probably thinking that I'm joking."
"Well... I'm not..." Taehyung forced a smile. "The certain people out there know what you've done and I'm not going to point anything out because I don't want to make things worser than it already was." Taehyung continued.
"I hope you learn from your mistakes and not do it again. It might hurt someone else in the mere future and inwoukd not want that happening. Before you do anything to judghe someone, see if you're any better." Taehyung said.
"And anyone out there who's going through a rough time. I won't say its ok because obviously, its not. But just know that there's always someone who had it worse. And if you think that you're the one had it the worse in the world. Just know that there's someone out there who goes through the same thing."
"You have no rights to judge someone, saying that they're imperfect when you yourself is not as well. If you call someone fat. Know that everyone on earth has fats. If you call them ugly. Did you bother knowing their personality before saying that?"
"When you call someone names. Do you think they deserved it or not. When you laugh at someone tripping over a banana slip. Have you not trip in your life before?" Taehyung said. "Being beautiful on the outside doesn't really matter. You have to be beautiful on the inside too."
"A real person isn't perfect. A perfect person isn't real. And that's the truth. No one can be perfect, the only thing they can do is fight their flaw and try to forget them and focus on something positive even thought its hard," Taehyung said.
"I, myself, gets lost sometimes too. But I'm really grateful to my friends that were always there for me when I need them. When you tell a friend that you need some space, they'll say ok. When you tell a real friend you need some space, they'll say you don't and that you need someone to talk to."
"Don't pretend everything is alright when in reality, its not. Don't pretend to be strong when you're not. Be yourself. When something is not right, just cry, don't cover it up. When you feel like you might fall, tell someone to catch you." Taehyung said, tears in his eyes.
"Enough if all that serious talking about life," Taehyung laughed, "I'm going to be talking about my poast now. And I hope I won't cry talking about it." He smiled.
"I grew up in a small apartment block with my parents whom loves me dearly. We celebrate a lot of things together. When I was three, something magical happened. I met someone special by coincidence in a park near the apartment."
"That someone special had a really adorable bunny smile. And a lively voice too." Taehyung smiled when the comments went rushing up with Jungkook's name and nickname.
"Looks like you already know who. So I don't have to mention anything. But before I could get that someone special's name... He went home." Taehyung pouted. Jungkook, who was watching the live stream in his bed laughed at the pouting Taehyung.
"Well... We didn't meet each other for a long time until I saw him on internet." Taehyung said. "And I didn't recognize him for the longest time until a few days back. And that was pretty dumb of me." Taehyung chuckled.
"So I went through school with highs and lows. Studied hard and tried to get good results. Majored in music when it was time fore high school and continued that route until early college. My parents... Real parents... Left me when I was 14... And well, I moved in with my grandmother since then."
"I missed them dearly and felt Luke one part of my life was gone... My parents were gone... From the world." Taehyung tried laughing to cover up the hurt from his heart. His heart was aching and tears started to well in his eyes.
"And... W-when..." Taehyung tried saying when his voice betrayed him and cracked. The comments were flooding in by now, telling Taehyung to not cry. Jungkook who was originally in his bed was now on the way to Taehyung's house, his phone still playing the live stream.
"When I was 15... My grandmother... She... U-uhm... She left me t-too." Taehyung said, wiping the tears that fell from his eyes. "Losing my family in that two years... I felt... C-ompletely lost." Taehyung stuttered.
"I lost the light in my life... I saw no goals ahead of me... And I was broken... But I had Baekhyun there for me... He sheltered me and became my second mom." Taehyung smiled slightly at that. "He helped me and got me through the hardest time."
"I'm really grateful to him." Taehyung smiled. "When I was 18, I had my first love... I will not mention his name since he deserves a peaceful life." Taehyung chuckled. "Me and him... We... He..." Taehyung thought of how to continue his story.
"Me and him, we were really close. And we had our first kiss during Valentines Day. It was pretty sweet and our relationship went quite smoothly... Until... One day, he..." Taehyung took a deep breath.
"I saw him kissing someone else and was basically broken once again. He chased after me and we fought. I was raging that day and tears were blinding my vision. So I dashed across the road and... I lost my memories in a car crush." Taehyung said.
The viewers were shock to hear the news. "That's was four years ago..." Taehyung muttered, barely audible. "A-and... A few days ago... B-back in Australia, I... I saw him again," Taehyung said, tears threatening to fall again.
"I didn't know him at first and he was nagry about that. We fought again and it ended with me banging my head on the corner of a table." Taehyung said sadly, "I went into a coma after that and regained my memories."
"I remembered everything... All the horrible... Horrible memories of mine..." Taehyung said, and his tears finally couldn't hold themselves in anymore and he cried. He tried wiping his eyes but the tears won't stop.
The door to his bedroom bursted open and Jungkook rushed in. Upon reaching Taehyung who was at the desk, he secured Taehyung in his arms where Taehyung cried harder.
Jungkook, whom covered the camera when he entered, tried calling him down by whispering comforting words in his ears. Taehyung was calming down slowly but surely.
After a good 5 minutes of crying in Jungkook's arms, he finally raised his head and wiped his face with a tissue that was within his reach. Taehyung laughed nervously and looked away from Jungkook, suddenly aware that he was staring.
Taehyung was about to look back at Jungkook when he took a glanced at the comments. It all told him to not cry and asked who was the one blocking the camera and why there was a door slam.
"Kookie... You can remove your hand from the camera now..." Taehyung whispered and smiled softly. Jungkook looked at his hand which was covering the camera and muttered a 'Oh.' before retreating his hand.
"Sorry about that... Its just... I had a hard life I guess. But I'm happy were I am now. With all of you out there supporting me and my friends... And Kookie." Taehyung grinned in the end before pulling Jungkook to make him visible for the viewers.
Jungkook yelped and almost fell but steadied himself. Everyone was screaming Taekook/Vkook in the comments. One of the question asked if they were boyfriends and Jungkook smirked upon reading it.
Taehyung looked at him questioningly. "Why are you smirking?" He asked. "Oh... I don't know? Someone asked if we were boyfriends." Jungkook shrugged and acted innocent. Taehyung's eyes widened.
A/N
And when I say I'm going to update tomorrow. I didn't mean tomorrow, tomorrow. I'm sorry I'm later than I promised. I still hope you enjoyed this chapter.
Question for this chapter. Which one do you think sounds better, Taekook and Vkook?
Peace out! ✌
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