first love

HURT FOR ME
SYML

I see your face and blurry shades
And I reach out for your hand
All your ways, I can't explain
But I want to understand
For love
I only want you next to me
Sweet love
How long before you hurt for me, hurt for me?
Do you hurt for me?
Eyes are deep, my mind with hope of your return
Just enough to weigh me down
I can fake my heart and I love to watch it burn
But it knows
You ain't around

trying

FINALLY // BEAUTIFUL STRANGER
HALSEY

Beautiful stranger
Here you are in my arms and I know
That beautiful strangers
Only come along to do me wrong
And I hope, beautiful stranger
Here you are in my arms
But I think it's finally
Finally, finally, finally, finally safe
For me to fall

uwuwuwu

PAINKILLER
RUEL

'Cause you're my painkiller
When my brain gets bitter
You keep me close
When I've been miserable
And it takes forever
To let my brain get better
You keep me close
You keep me close

urban dictionary

THINKIN BOUT YOU
FRANK OCEAN

I've been thinkin' 'bout you
Do you think about me still? Do ya, do ya?
Or do you not think so far ahead?
'Cause I been thinkin' 'bout forever

nightmare

NO HALO
BROCKHAMPTON

Used to fight all my night terrors, now I smoke through the dreams
Depression put me into places where I'm stuck in the seams
They seal my mouth, and said the only way to breathe is to scream
Pop the stitches from society and fall to my knees
The machines weavin' our fate are gettin' harder to please

only friend

I'M LONELY
LUZ

Why don't we talk?
Oh, I'm lonely, I'm lonely
Oh, please can you hold me?

the club

CANNONBALL
DAMIEN RICE

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little bit of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer each day
That I can't say what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
And life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball

busan

SUGAR
BROCKHAMPTON

Spending all my nights alone, waiting for you to call me
You're the only one I want by my side when I fall asleep
Tell me what I'm waiting for
Tell me what I'm waiting for
I know it's hard, but we need each other
Know it's hard, but we need each other

2.5 friends

EVERYTHING I WANTED
BILLIE EILISH

I had a dream
I got everything I wanted
But when I wake up, I see
You with me
And you say, "As long as I'm here
No one can hurt you
Don't wanna lie here
But you can learn to
If I could change
The way that you see yourself
You wouldn't wonder why you hear
They don't deserve you"

five more minutes

CIRCLES
MAC MILLER

And I keep you safe, I can keep you safe, mm
Do not be afraid, do not be afraid
You're feeling sorry, I'm feeling fine
Don't you put any more stress on yourself, it's one day at a time
It's gettin' pretty late, gettin' pretty late
Yeah, and I find
It goes around like the hands that keep counting the time
Drawing circles

hoseok

SEA - ORCHESTRAL ARRANGEMENT
BTS

officially alone

FIX YOU
COLDPLAY

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
'Cause you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
What could it be worse?

bail

I LOST A FRIEND
FINNEAS

I lost a friend
Like keys in a sofa
Like a wallet in the backseat
Like ice in the summer heat
I lost a friend
Like sleep on a red-eye
Like money on a bad bet
Like time worrying about
Every bad thing that hasn't happened yet
I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
I'll be lying awake counting all the mistakes I've made

I'd apologize if I thought it might make a difference
Or make you listen
I'd apologise if it was black and white
But life is different
Just try to listen to me now

what you are, not who you are

THE SCIENTIST
COLDPLAY

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

pinkie promise

LOVE AGAIN
DANIEL CAESAR feat. BRANDY

If you can, take my hand
I promise we'll find love again, love again

silver linings

IN MY LIFE
THE BEATLES

There are places I'll remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone, and some remain
All these places had their moments
With lovers and friends, I still can recall
Some are dead, and some are living
In my life, I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new

wait

RIGHT
MAC MILLER

I know it hasn't been easy lately
But you don't want to leave me, baby
And you know I hate to keep you waiting
But when it's right, girl, it's right, yeah

let go

PASS YOU BY
ALAINA CASTILLO

Don't let this moment pass you by
One day your heart might lose it's mind
You're scared you don't deserve to smile
Don't let this moment pass you by

sleep

PRETTY LITTLE FEARS
6LACK feat. J. COLE

Now I just wanna know
Don't just sugar coat
Or say it all if you want
Now could you tell me like it is?
Pretty little fears
Music to my ears

I'm loving your light, vulnerable
Letting your guard down is honorable
'Specially when the past ain't been that friendly to you, but there's magic in that

i'm one, too

TWO
SLEEPING AT LAST

It's okay if you can't find the words
Let me take your coat
And this weight off of your shoulders
Like a force to be reckoned with
A mighty ocean or a gentle kiss
I will love you with every single thing I have
Like a tidal wave, I'll make a mess
Or calm waters, if that serves you best
I will love you without any strings attached

shards

WE FIND LOVE
DANIEL CAESAR

You don't love me anymore
Lets see how you like this song
You need someone you adore
Find a place where you might belong
Ever since the day that I met you
My world's been spinning out of control
I just need you to hold
We knew we'd come around
This thing called love comes crashing down now
Pieces all on the ground
What once was lost cannot be found out

taehyung

WISH YOU WERE GAY
BILLIE EILISH

I just wanna make you feel okay
But all you do is look the other way, mm
I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay

it's nothing

BETTERRR
ORION SUN

I'll build a house on a hill
Away from all of the pain
And you could write a book about love
And i could write a song about rain and how
It falls upon the grass and how
I hate when you are mad at me and i
Hate that i say sorry more than most

I wanna be your best friend
Stickin it out with you 'till the end
I wanna know all of your dreams, and
If you have any dreams that involve me

I know the past has left you scarred
But turn around and look at how far you've come
So far you've come, so far
I know you don't need me
And i'm okay with that
Just give me a chance
I could do better, yeah
I know we're different but
I could do better, yeah
I know we're different but
That makes us better

So just give me, just
Give me a chance

love

EASILY
BRUNO MAJOR

Don't you tell me that it wasn't meant to be
Call it quits
Call it destiny
Just because it won't come easily
Doesn't mean we shouldn't try

contacts

BEST PART OF ME
ED SHEERAN feat. YEBBA

But she loves me, she loves me
Why the hell she love me
When she could have anyone else?
Oh, you love me, you love me
Why the hell d'you love me?
'Cause I don't even love myself

Baby, the best part of me is you
Lately, everything's makin' sense, too
Oh, baby, I'm so in love with you

too perfect

DEATH AND TAXES
DANIEL CAESAR

Surely my sins have found me out
God rest my soul, but show me out
Surely my sins have found me out
Spit on my grave, but kiss my mouth
Surely we'll live to see the day
When all of our problems, they fade away
I see your heartbreak and I feel your pain
It's funny how heaven and hell are the same
Come walk with me, I don't play those games
I live in the real world, I've lost my faith

punishment

SUPERPOSITION
DANIEL CAESAR

If I should die before I wake
Oh, please, do not resuscitate
I know I didn't live my life in vain
The rest of my life's in a state of chaos
But I know I'll be okay

Exist in superposition
Life's all about contradiction
Yin and yang
Fluidity, and things

drained

WAVES - ACOUSTIC
DEAN LEWIS

A feeling I thought was set in stone
It slips through, my fingers
I'm trying hard to let go
It comes and goes in waves
It comes and goes in waves
And carries us away
I watched my wild youth
Disappear in front of my eyes
Moments of magic and wonder
It seems so hard to find
Is it ever coming back again?
Is it ever coming back again?
Take me back to the feeling when
Everything was left to find