7 weeks it had been since i was placed on bedrest. 7 weeks it had been since i went through possibly the scariest moments of my life.

since then i had gone through some pretty annoying times, i wasn't allowed to move around a lot which caused me eternal boredom, which i discovered could only be cured by only 2 people. Mason Mount and Jade Wilson. these two were the little lights in my life, they were ones who made me comfortable, made me feel okay and rinsed away my pains. with them i also discovered the true meaning of falling in love and real friendships that last a lifetime

its only true love when you enjoy every milisecond of time with them, its only true love when time flies like a car passing by, its only true love when you laugh even at whats not funny, its only true love when you feel depressed when they're not around, and your mind only longs for their return. only real love can do all good and zero harm

and when you've felt all that, you've really fallen in love, you can't settle for any less, other than this its not love. only temporary lust that eventually fades away

and don't fool yourself if your not in love, don't make yourself whipped for a person who you know is going to end you in heartbreak, somebody who can only do you harm and no good

and as the wise Alec Benjamin once said

"The devil doesn't bargain"

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being put into hospital didn't make it any better for me really, i only felt more lonely when others weren't around, but it seemed like it wasn't going to be long until our little daughter is going to be coming out

and that feels even more true now that i have these fake contractions every now and again

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Today i had Mase's champions league game against Milan up, and me and Jade as well as mum who has managed to convince me to come were all watching

in the 28th minute, Mase scored a ridiculous header into the away end and the stadium erupted into cheers

then not long after he bags a lovely assist to Chilwell, he was obviously going for a man of the match here

and then about 10 minutes before half time i start getting some stupid pains in my back

"Mum, im starting to get the dumb contractions againnn" i say tired as they were showing up basically every day now

"do you need me to get a nurse?"

"nah, if they get worse ill tell you"

"okay dear"

and barely 2 minutes later, a sharp pain invades my backside almost stabbing me, it felt worse than any pain ive ever felt

"MUM GET THE FUCKING NURSE"

"OH OKAY"

and then as soon as mum leaves the room, i feel a large gush of water coming out of me and look to see that i was now sitting in a puddle of water

"jade..."

"yes lottie"

"i think my water just broke"

"HUH? WHAT"

"yeah..."

then a nurse comes in with mum and they both realise what just happened and the nurse rushes to get the epidural

"i think we need to get mase out"

"how?"

"Chilly's injured, its half time, your going to have to call him quick Jade"

"okay"

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Mase's POV

as we were being praised by our coach, Ben bursts into the dressing room

"MASON GET TO THE HOSPITAL NOW"

everybody stares at him and at me

"what"

"Mase Charlottes having your child, literaly now"

"what?" i repeat in utter confusion

"you better shower quick and get to the car"

i shower as quickly as i fucking can and for some reason i can't find the spare shirt i brought to change into after the match, so i slip on the shirt i just played in and sprint to the car

i run to my car, and drive as fast as i possibly can to arrive at the hospital just in time, her mum and my mum were already there, as they were informed as soon as i was

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not long after im holding my daughter in my arms, but i have to hand her away to be washed and weighed

"we've got a little daughter love" i tell lottie

"i still can't believe how tiny she is" Lottie says trying to recall the minute she had with her

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and its overrrrr

what a ride it has been

i hope you have enjoyed and i will be starting a new book soon related to football bcuz i have an idea so i hope i will see you again soon 

<3