Twenty-Two

Julissa's POV

"You let me him stay here?" I angrily spat at Kook

"Julissa if you would have seen the way he was crying yesterday, you wouldn't have turned him away, he's heartbroken just as much as you." I didn't know how to feel, I couldn't blame Chris for Jacob's fuck up but if he wouldn't have started the fight this would have never happened.

"I know you want to talk to him, and so hate to say this but this was obviously her time Julissa, it sucks that it had to be like that but she's in a better place." I hate when people say that, they use to say that about my parents.

"It was their time"
"They're in a better place"
"No more pain and suffering"

Maybe not for them now I'm the one who's in pain and suffering. Sitting on my bed I just looked at Kook, I didn't know what to say all I could do was start crying again, this pain was just as bad as loosing my parents.

3 hours later

I guess I had cried myself to sleep, waking up I saw a note on the dresser.

Julissa,
I had to leave to get things ready for my mothers moving, Chris is still downstairs please make things better I don't need you to be so lonely while I'm gone. He's hurting too remember at the end of the day you two need each other, I'll be back by Saturday before the funeral. Call me if you need anything
-your Kookie

I couldn't help but smile at the your cookie part, biting my lip I decided to go downstairs it was now or never. Heading down the steps I noticed Chris sitting with his head leaning back against the couch smoking a blunt.

It broke my heart to see him like this, making my way over to him "can I join you?" He looked at me and nodded slowly, sitting down he passed me the blunt.

"I've never done this." I admitted

"Just inhale slowly and breathe it out." Doing exactly what he said I hit the blunt, holding it for a few before letting it out.

"Damn pro." He joked a little I just looked at him and hit it again.

Chris and I smoked the blunt not really talking at this point I was high as fuck, which felt so good to feel my body finally relax a little.

"I'm sorry.."

"Chris let's not right now let's just enjoy this moment." He nodded as he placed his arm around my shoulder, cuddling up to him we just sat there in silence both trying not to cry.

Dave's POV

I laid here in bed just staring at the ceiling, I didn't know what to do, all I could do was think about Julissa and Chris.

"Hey." Turning to look at the door I saw Mariah standing there, I can't lie she has been a big support system these last two days, there was no way I could blame her for any of this because I was the one who kissed her, which caused all this drama between Julissa and I.

"What's up?"

"Just checking on you, I made dinner I didn't know if you wanted to eat or not." She looked down, I know she felt bad about what happened to Sasha, she told me no matter how much she didn't like Julissa she didn't deserve to loose her best friend like that, then she had admitted that she lost her best friend the same way, it made me feel good she could open up to me that way since we started this relationship off as just fuck buddies.

"I'll be down in a minute." She nodded before walking away.

"Dave if Julissa is what you want I'll back off, I don't wanna cause drama in your life anymore." I can tell this whole situation brought up past memories so she was hurting, now I'm starting to see she is the way she is due to her past which I still don't know all about.

"Honestly I think me and her need time away from each other, especially after all of this. I feel like I never gave you a fair shot. Life is too short and you're about to bring my daughter in this world, I think we owe it to ourselves to give us a chance." She looked at me shocked, nodding for her to come here she walked over to me and sat down next to me, holding her hand and placing my other hand on her stomach, maybe this was the way things were suppose to be.

Mariah's POV

Great my plan was working, I knew if I acted venerable and acted as if I was okay with giving him up I would break him down, I honestly did feel bad for Julissa, especially because I lost a lot of my people in my life due to violence, but I was not ready to loose Dave and I am going to make sure I do everything I can to keep him.

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