Italics = Memories OR Thoughts OR Flashbacks

Those only go for the italics without " or '

If it's memories or flashbacks then it will have a ~ at the end of the memory or flashback

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After 15 years. Is it really him?

He ran faster than lightning to where he heard the voice. No way in hell was he letting himself lose him and not get any answers.

But after running to where he heard the voice and arriving there, he found no one. No one and nothing at all. He dropped on the floor, sighing as he noticed a scarf on the floor. A light blue one.

He froze, seeing and remembering that certain scarf.

I feel bad for shouting at him. I hope this gift is enough for me to apologize and to cheer him up.

I looked for Jimin and found him sobbing on his bed.

I'm sorry, Jimin.

I slowly started walking over to him. I think he noticed me. He became quiet. But I still heard his silent cries.

He's always been so sensitive, but so kind. I should have known better than to shout at him. But I can't control myself.

"J-Jiminie..? I'm... Sorry. I shouldn't have shouted at you so loud and harsh. I wasn't able to control myself. You know my mental state... I'm really sorry, Jiminie."I apologized.

He sat up looking at me with swollen eyes and lips from crying. I feel so bad. But even when he's crying, he still looks so cute like a little puppy.

Jimin kept sniffing yet he was wiping his tears. "n-no.. Don't apologize, H-Hyung.. I'm n-not m-m-mad at you. I'm mad at myself b-because... I shouldn't have touched your papers filled with lyrics... If I didn't I wouldn't have accidentally drop it in water.. I'm the one who's s-supposed to be sorry H-Hyung... I'm sorry, Hyungie.."

I wiped his tears and hugged him to comfort him. I don't do this to anyone but him. I don't like other people. "No. It's my fault for shouting at you, Jiminie. They were just three papers filled with lyrics. I overreacted. So I'm sorry and I.. Uh got you an apologize present. Open it. I think you may like it."

"R-Really..?"Jimin said excitedly as I nodded and gave him my gift.

"You love scarves and your favourite color is light blue, so I decided to get you a light blue colored scarf."I said, smiling as he hugged the scarf. "Do you... Uhhm.. Li--

I was cut off by him hugging me tightly. The first time he hugged me. I always stopped him from doing so.

"I love it, Yoongi Hyungie! But I want another gift! Your hugggg!!"He giggled excitingly as he hugged me tighter.

I sighed, smiling as I gave in and hugged him back. ~

Yoongi shed a tear as he hugged the scarf. It's the same exact scarf. The name Jiminie is still on the scarf.

Jimin is here. After 15 years, why now? Why couldn't you have come back for me those years? Why did you just come back now? But.. No. You didn't come back for me at all. You were just coincidentally here.

Yoongi kept the scarf and got up. He held the scarf tightly as he started walking back to leave the park and go home.

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"Wait up, Jungkook!!"He giggled as he kept running with Jungkook holding his wrist.

Jungkook scoffed. "No time for waiting, Jimin! I need to introduce you to all my friends! After so many years, you're finally back from the Philippines!! This Jungkook has missed you, y'know? I'm sure you and Taetae will get along too!"

Jimin just kept giggling.

Until he realized he just lose the most precious thing to him ever.

My scarf..!

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It was 12Am, Yoongi was still working on his new song he started writing just a few hours ago.

Beep Beep

A sudden text message from their maknae.

‘Hyung! What time will you come home from your jobs tomorrow?’

‘My job starts at 7Am. I have 4 jobs and each are 4 hours. But I have a break from 3Pm-4Pm.’

‘Meaning..?’

‘Math Jungkook. 1, 8Am. 2, 9Am. 3, 10Am. 4, 11Am. Then another job starting at 11Am. 1, 12Pm. 2, 1Pm. 3, 2Pm. 4, 3Pm. 3Pm-4Pm is break. When 4Pm reaches, work again. 1, 5Pm. 2, 6Pm. 3, 7Pm. 4, 8Pm. Another job starting at 8Pm. 1, 9Pm. 2, 10Pm. 3, 11Pm. 4, 12Am. So twelve fucking am Jungkook. What the hell do you want?’

‘Yeesh, calm down, Hyung. Anyways, I have a friend whom I've been friends with for years. He had to go to the Philippines though. Cause both the parents who adopted him are half Filipinos and half Koreans. My friend had to travel from Korea to Philippines and vice versa all the time. He came back here just earlier and I want to introduce him to you guys. So can you come to the park tomorrow on your break?’

‘So in short, you're introducing us the guy you've been cheating with on Taehyung?’

‘HYUNG! JIMIN AND TAEHYUNG ARE BOTH MY FRIENDS!’

Yoongi froze.

‘Jimin? Is that the name of your friend..?’

'Yes, Hyung. And he's my FRIEND. Hoseok and Jin Hyung has affected you. Anyways, will you come or what?’

‘Yeah. Alright. I'll come. My next part-time job after my break is in the park anyway, so I don't think there's any problems.’

‘YAY!! I just told Jimin and he's excited! Everyone's coming now! Yayyy! Now, go to sleep, Hyung! The group and I don't want you to get too exhausted and stressed out. Byee!’

‘Mhm. Bye, Jungkook.’

Yoongi closed his phone, sighing as he stared at his computer. He couldn't decide whether to sleep now or not.

For the first time in forever, he decided to shut his computer down and sleep. He didn't know why, but he wanted to meet that Jimin, Jungkook was talking about.

Was it because he's think that, that Jimin is his old friend?

Was it because of what happened just hours ago in the park?

He didn't know. He just really wanted to get shit over with.

For now, he just wanted to sleep.

But he couldn't. All he could think of was when Jimin first came into his life.

The chorus needs more work. The lyrics don't fit enough. Yah, this is becoming a bit frustrating. Oh shit. I just realized I'm gonna have a checkup tomorrow. Fuck no. I hate checkups. They're so boring. This stupid disorder making my life more shit than it already is.

"Hello!"A voice behind me excitingly exclaimed. Everyone gasped. I turned around to see a short kid who's probably two years younger than me or something, smiling so... Cutely. Yah. His eye smile, damn it.

I remained silent and just looked at him. I didn't reply at all.

"I'm Jimin! I heard you're Yoongi and you're two years older than me! So you're Yoongi~Hyungie!!"He giggled happily.

Why is he not scared? And he's two years younger than me? Even some of the adults are scared of me.

I stayed silent.

"I heard bad things about Yoongi~Hyungie, so I didn't know if I should talk to Yoongi~Hyungie.. But then I watched Yoongi~Hyungie and Yoongi~Hyungie isn't bad at all..! He's just quiet and prefers to be alone..!"He smiled brightly.

What is with this kid? Does he even know what he's talking about? Why does he talk like that too? Ugh, who cares. He's annoying.

I just flipped the middle finger at him and didn't say anything st all.

I was expecting him to back away or be scared, but he just laughed.

What is with this kid?~

Yoongi didn't know why but he misses that cute smile dearly. Even though, they were best friends for only a year.. Yoongi cared way too much about Jimin even if it's been years.

It's been three months since that Jimin came and he's been always clingy to me. I never did respond to anything he said though. I still haven't. He never got to hug me, but he would always be so close and crap. It's so annoying.

But I'd be lying if I say that I don't enjoy his company. That I don't like him being around me. He's the only one who ever talked to me. Who ever liked me.

He was sick with a fever for three days just two weeks ago so he wasn't able to go around to do whatever he wanted. So he wasn't following me around nor did I even see him. It was only for three days and yet, I missed him.

I feel so fucking stupid to feel that way. He isn't a friend nor family. He's just like the others that I don't like.

He's supposed to be just like the others that I'm not supposed to like.

But he's not.

Ugh, this is annoying me. Even if he's not around, he's still annoying me.

"Amugeosdo saenggakhaji ma~"

"Neon amu maldo kkeonaejido ma~"

"Ayo~ Oh"

"Geunyang naege useojwo, yeah~"

Is that.. Jimin? And was that the first part of Butterfly?! The new song I'm working on?!

I quickly ran to the angelic voice I heard and saw Jimin alone, drawing. I ran to him as he looked up at me with a confused look.

"Were you just singing, Butterfly? I haven't even made a tune and shit for that yet."I exclaimed. He just stared.

He started giggling. "Yay!! You finally spoke to me! Your voice is surprising..! If I knew making up how to sing one of your songs was a way to get you to talk to me, I would've done that already."

I stayed silent, realizing that I just spoke to him when the whole entire time I was avoiding on ever talking to him. Fuuuuck. My own song just went against me.

".. Fine. You win. Now how did you know about my lyrics?!"I exclaimed, annoyed, as I crossed my arms.

He just chuckled and smiled, "I read your lyrics when you're gone. They're all really good. I want to make up how to sing them! But I can't cause.. I'm not really good."

Although, Jimin was always so giggly and happy and such. He had a very low self-esteem. I noticed that about him.

"Aish... You're so annoying, but in all honesty, the way you sung the first part for Butterfly is really good.."I sighed.

He smiled brightly, "Really?" I nodded and he started giggling.

"Aish. You cute kid.. Fine I'll be friends with you. Sorry for being a jerk."I said, smiling a bit while he smiled so big and so cute. I took out my hand for him to shake, "Min Yoongi."

He took it while giggling and shook it. "Park Jimin."

He kept giggling. This kid likes to smile and giggle a lot.

His eyes suddenly widened. "Can I help you with Butterfly!? I really love the lyrics. It's so sad yet so cute! Pleaseeee?"

I sighed and nodded. "Fine. You have a really good voice. I like it."I genuinely smiled. I'm smiling because of this kid who's literally two years younger than me.

"Thank you, Yoongi~Hyungie!! You're so swag!"Jimin exclaimed loudly.

Swag..? I'm swag..? This kid I swear.~

After that, Yoongi started using the word Swag for himself. That's how he earned it.

Swag.. Haha. To me, he's the real person who has swag. He saved me. Wherever you are right now, Jimin.. Goodnight and thank you.

And with all the thinking and remembering, he finally fell asleep.

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“PAPAPAPAPAPAPAPAPA GOOD MORNING”

Yoongi woke up from the repeating alarm. It was 6Am. He slept for 5 and a half hours. He fell asleep at twelve thirty something Am.

Yoongi dismissed the alarm on his phone, yawning, wanting to keep sleeping, but not being able to because it's time for showering and he needed to keep his job to keep living.

Half asleep, half awake, he got up, forgetting to remove his clothes, grabbing his blanket thinking it was his towel, and went to the bathroom to shower. Forgetting to open the water heater, he opened the water shower(thing) and ice cold water rained on him, fully waking him up.

"HOLY SHIT! MOTHER OF--

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Jungkook woke up, yawning, rubbing his eyes as he looked at the two deep asleep Hyungs next to him, sleeping. Jungkook had a sleepover with Taehyung and Jimin. He fell asleep early so he didn't know what time his Hyungs slept.

Normally, he would complain over the fact that he accidentally fell asleep early. But this time he was fine. Both of his closest friends finally met each other and hung out.

Plus he needs Jimin's help with asking Taehyung out. Jimin is the oldest so he knows more things, right?

Actually, what time is it? I fell asleep way too early, it was around 6Am or something. So these two probably slept around 8-9Am. But what time is it now?

Jungkook got his phone and saw that it was 2:46 Pm. His eyes widened remembering that he, Jimin and Taehyung were supposed to be at the park by 3:00 Pm because he's introducing his lovely friend to everyone else.

The maknae cleared his throat. "PARK JIMIN! KIM TAEHYUNG!"The maknae yelled, waking the two sleepy heads up. Well, mostly Taehyung. Jimin was slowly waking up but still half asleep.

"THERE ARE 700 JUNGKOOKIES, YAY!"Taehyung screamed as he shot up awake.

Jimin yawned with half opened, half closed eyes. "Min Yoongi. Hug me..."Jimin muttered to himself.

The two young ones quickly turned their heads to Jimin who was still half asleep. "Min Yoongi..? Yoongi~Hyung?"Taekook said at the same time as they looked at each other.

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I'm glad to finish this part-time job earlier for today. The houses I went to had such shitty manners. I would be more than glad to shove multiple dicks down their throats. Wait, no, they'd probably enjoy that. I'll just shove all of Jungkook's white t-shirts down their throats.

Yoongi decided to go to the park and relax for awhile as he waited for the group to come. It was 2:51 Pm. He finished his shift early.

The park was close to where he was. He arrived there exactly 3:00 Pm sharp. Surely, the others still wouldn't be there so he has quite a lot of time to relax and sleep for a few minutes.

It was his first time going there earlier than 6:00 Pm. The park looked beautiful and peaceful with the sun out. He was able to relax even more. Especially that there wasn't many people out. Most would be at work or studying... Or somewhere else.

He sat down on a bench as he took out the scarf from his pocket. The scarf he gifted Jimin 16 years ago.

He was amazed by Jimin and his talents. He was only 6 years old back then when he made up how to sing the first part of Butterfly. It amazed Yoongi how talented Jimin was. To Yoongi, the 6-year-old Jimin could sing better than a 10 year old who had voice lessons. Yoongi was sure Jimin was born with a gifted talent and that he practiced a lot at a very young age.

Fuck. I can't stop thinking about Jiminie. He's gone, Yoongi. He's never coming back for you. He never did.

Thinking of Jimin, Yoongi fell asleep for awhile.

For awhile, meaning only like 15 Minutes.

He was woken up by his phone ringing.

“I DON'T GIVE A SHII! I DON'T GIVE A FUU”

His ringtone was Jin trying to rap the song he composed.

He immediately took his phone and checked who's calling. It was Jungkook. He sighed deeply and answered.

"Hyung!!"Jungkook happily exclaimed.

"Jungkook!!"Yoongi sarcastically exclaimed, mocking the younger.

Jungkook sighed. "Anyways, Yoongi~Hyung! Where are you?"

"At the park, I've been here almost 20 minutes ago. I even fell asleep. You calling, ruined my peaceful sleep."Yoongi answered, grumbling.

"Oh, okay Hyung! Come to the ice cream place! Everyone is here!"

"Mhm. Okay. Bye Jungkook."Yoongi quickly ended the call and rolled his eyes.

He sighed over his ruined peaceful sleep. It was 3:18 Pm. Yoongi started walking to get to the ice cream place. He was excited yet nervous to meet Jungkook's new friend.

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Yoongi finally arrived to the ice cream place in the park. As he went inside, he saw the group sitting down at their usual spot.

He sighed, walking over to them and sitting down. "So where's this Jimin guy, Jungkook?"

"Oh, he's in the restroom! Just wait for him. I think you may know him? Earlier, Taetae and I heard him mutter ‘Min Yoongi. Hug me...’ to himself."Jungkook chuckled, making the older speechless and the others laugh.

Namjoon started teasing, "Ooh~ Looks like Yoongi has a secret boyfriend."

"I would agree and continue on and on just to tease Yoongi~Hyung, but it's sadly impossible. Jimin keeps travelling from Korea to Philippines and from Philippines to Korea."Jungkook pouted, making Yoongi roll his eyes over the stupidity of his dongsaengs. "Oh yeah, by the way, we already ordered our ice creams and your favorite too, Yoongi~Hyung!"Jungkook added.

Yoongi just nodded and kept scrolling through his phone to see shit posted on twitter.

"Is it true~"

Yoongi froze and his eyes widened.

"Is it true~" "You~ You~"

Jungkook happily exclaimed, "Jimin! You're back! Meet our always late lazyass friend, Min Yoongi. Jimin, Yoongi. Yoongi, Jimin."

Yoongi and Jimin froze. After 15 years, are they actually meeting again? Seems cheesy and cliché. But it's true.

Yoongi turned to his back and looked at Jimin.

"I promised I'll come back every week to visit you, Yoongi~Hyungie!"Jimin smiled.

Why do I feel so broken over this?

I nodded, "Alright, Jiminie! You promise?"

"Mhm! I promise." ~

Yoongi started tearing up. But he quickly stopped himself so that he won't cry.

"Y-Yoongi~Hyungie..?"Jimin gulped.

"I KNEW THEY KNEW EACH OTHER!"Taehyung loudly exclaimed.

Jin gave Taehyung a kind look telling him to shut his mouth for now.

Yoongi kept his calm. "Hey Jiminie. Long time no see. It's been 15 years. How have you been?" Even though it was hard for Yoongi, he faked a smile.

The worker came and brought them their order and left without a single word.

Jimin slowly walked over to his seat. The only empty seat. The seat next to Yoongi.

Hoseok noticed the fake smile Yoongi had. He knew Yoongi was hurting. After all, he knew everything about Yoongi's past. The others only knew about Yoongi's disorder and such.

"If you don't mind, may I ask how you two know each other?"Jin asked.

Yoongi sighed. "You guys know I'm just adopted. He was the only friend I had in the orphanage I was in. We were only bes-- Friends for a year. He was adopted when he turned 7. I was 9. It's been 15 years. You're turning 22 soon, correct?"

Jimin slowly nodded.

"Jiminie, let's leave the past behind. Smile! I miss your smile!"Yoongi smiled brightly showing his gummy smile.

Yoongi's always been a great secret-keeper and an amazing actor his whole entire life. It was easy for him.

But this.

This was the only thing that was so hard for him.

It was hard pretending he isn't mad at Jimin about breaking his promise.

It was hard pretending he isn't sad that Jimin never came back for him.

It was hard pretending he's okay around Jimin.

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After talking for thirty minutes, Yoongi had to leave. He had to go to his part-time job. Which was as a waiter in a restaurant at the same park they were in.

"What time will be you be done with your job, Yoongi~Hyungie?"Jimin asked, smiling slightly.

Yoongi sighed, "12Am. Then I'll work on some lyrics. Why?"

"Um. Nothing. Please, rest!"Jimin smiled brightly at Yoongi. The smile was fake.

It wasn't only Hoseok that knew this was all hard for Yoongi.

Jimin did as well.

Jimin remembers very well that Yoongi doesn't smile a lot. He's either faking it or he's being genuine. But Jimin knew he was faking everything.

If Yoongi smiled a lot without his gummy smile and only smiling with his gummy smile once or two, he was faking it.

"Bye. Don't come to the restaurant you fuckers. I'm not serving for you."Yoongi said, leaving the ice cream place with no hesitation.

Jimin looked over to Jungkook, "Kookie, can you tell me the address of Yoongi~Hyungie?"Jimin hesitantly asked.

"Hey! Only I can call Kookie, Kookie!"Taetae whined, pouting.

Jimin smiled, "Sorry, Taehyungie! Anyways, Jungkook, can you?" (I almost typed in "Jungkook~Hyung" .-. Sometimes I forget that Jimin is actually older than Jungkook •-•)

Jungkook, knowing Yoongi will give him a torturing, painful, brutal death, hesitated on telling. "Uhm.. Yoongi.. Hyung's... Address..? It's uh.."

"Texted it to you! Don't worry, Yoongi won't kill me. I'm his cute dongsaeng!"Taetae exclaimed, happily and innocently.

Everyone's, besides Jimin and Taehyung, eyes widened. "Taetae, we are not helping you when Yoongi is shoving your own d--

Namjoon was cut off by the Maknae smacking him. "HYUNG! DON'T SCARE TAETAE!" (Taetae is more innocent than Jungkook the fetus •-• fite me)

Jin smacked Jungkook. "YAH! DON'T SMACK YOUR HYUNG!"

Taehyung sat there confused as his Hyungs and his Jungkook argued.

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It was 7:47 Pm. Yoongi was almost done. He walked over to a full table filled with some girls and guys around his age.

He bowed down respectfully, faking a smile. "Good evening. What would you like to--

"Bipolar Min Yoongi!"One of the guys said, cutting Yoongi off.

Yoongi's eyes widened. "Ex..cuse me..?" Yoongi was just trying to keep his calm over the jerk.

"What? Did you forget your own victim? Didn't think you would forget about someone you almost killed that fast and easy." The jerk said.

Yoongi became silent. He knew who the cocky jerk was. He remembers correctly.

He just chuckled. "Wow. Didn't think you'd be so traumatized that you became an asshole."

The asshole was easy to lose his temper and stood up. Everyone started looking at them as the asshat punched Yoongi.

Yoongi chuckled, easily blocking the punch with his hand. "Don't fucking mess with me, Jungsu. You remember what happened, don't you? You don't want something worse than that to happen to you, do you?"Yoongi said with his deep and monotoned voice.

Asshole Jungsu stayed silent and speechless, gulping about the thought.

Yoongi then left the restaurant, not caring that he was still wearing his uniform and he wasn't done with this part-time job yet.

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12:03 Am. Yoongi sighed in relief that the whole entire day is over. He can go back to work on his precious lyrics and sleep.

He has 3 jobs the next day. 5 hours each. Starting from 8Am.

12:24 Am. He finally arrived back home. On the way home, It started raining. He was soaked. The rain probably wasn't going to stop until tomorrow morning. It wasn't a problem for him. He liked the sound of rain. It helped him relax and focus more.

I need to shower. I may get a cold tomorrow if I don't and I'm not dealing with that bullshit.

Yoongi stripped off all his clothes, grabbing his towel and going in the bathroom, forgetting to open the water heater. Surprisingly, even without opening the heater, the water was warm and relaxing.

In the middle of showering, someone knocked on his door repeatedly.

Who the fuck could be here at this time? Who would even go here at this time? In fact, why would they go here at this time?

Yoongi quickly washed off all the shampoo and soap all over him.

After finishing he lazily opened the door with only a towel covering his lower body. After opening, he was shocked to see who it was.

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J-Hope you guys enjoyed that. I guess this was a bit longer than last chapter. Last chapter was quite short in my opinion. I made myself coffee and I forgot we ran out of Suga so I used honey. Didn't taste good enough and the only thing left to drink besides water was cold milk. I don't like milk. I basically just drank my own thirst as I kept writing. Why did I not drink water? Dunno, I was stupid. I barely drink water. Why do I make weird and stupid author notes. Anyways, please vote and comment. Give me a feedback of how I can make this story better, pleaseu? Okie, thanku and goodbaiiiii~