So it's come to this. I guess I have no other option. Finn hates me, everyone hates me. No one would care if I am gone. My parents would not care. Finn, my friends, they will be fine. Well goodbye world.
~2 days before~
~Finn Prov~
Everything with Rachel is going really well. We have been together for 1 month and counting. I am currently getting ready to leave school, finally, but Quinn stops me. "Hey Finn" "Hey Quinn I say trying to walk past her. But she steps in front of me. "What do you want Quinn I have to go see Rachel." "That's what I want to talk to you about...that troll face Rachel.." "Is there a point to your story, I say annoyed. "Yes, you need to brake up with Rachel." "Ya and why would I do that" I say rolling my eyes. "Because if you don't I will make her life a living hell." "Like what would you do?" I ask slightly scared now. "We'll first I will tell everyone that she is paying you to sleep with her, and I will post some.. Interesting comments on Facebook." My heart feels like it is slowly breaking inside. I can't do this to Rachel. But I have too. "Okay. I guess I will do it I you are really that heartless." "Yep" she says with a evil smile."how will I know that you will do break up with her though?" I say an even more horrible thing. "Because I will do it in front of everyone.
~the next day~
~Rachel's Prov~
"Hey Finny!"I say excited because its a new day. I lean in to kiss him but he pulls away with a frown. "What's wrong?" "Rachel we need to talk." "Okay." I get ready to walk away in a more private spot but Finn just stands there motionless. His face is getting really pale. "Finn what's wrong our scaring me now." I say worried now. Could he be? No. Uh oh. "Rachel... I am so sorry." He is starting to cry now. "this.. Relation ship is not going to work." He is in full on tears. But I don't do anything. I just stand there. I can't move. "I knew that you would do this." I say quietly. "What?" He says slightly confused"I KNEW THAT YOU WOULD DO THIS!" This time I am screaming and everyone is staring. I don't care, my heart is being broken. I run away crying, just letting it all out. I run out of the school. I get into my car. I can't do this. I drive home ready to end this all.
~timelaps~
I slowly make my way into my room. I open up my laptop. I log into Facebook, and I relize that was my worst choice ever. My page is getting 5 more comments every second. "Aww Barry got her heart broken :'(" "lol did you see that pathetic loser get dumped today" "Finn will be mine ;)" "mabey she paid him?" "Who would want to date her anyway?" All of these comments coming to me at once. I click post a new vidio. I start recording and sit back on my bed. "My name is Rachel Berry." I am still crying. "I am sorry. For everything that I did. I don't know why so many people hate me. I.. Am just so tired.. Of living like this, in fact of living at all, breathing. I just can't. Goodbye" I stand up push the stop button. I walk into the bathroom and grab a pack of pills.I guess I have no other option. Finn hates me, everyone hates me. No one would care if I am gone. My parents would not care. Finn, my friends, they will be fine. Well goodbye world.
~Finn Prov~
~time laps~
I can't belive I did that. I am laying in my bed trying to pice together what happend. At least she won't get picked on. Than I get a phone call from Puck. "Hey man" I say into the phone. "Hi Finn" "what's up" I say. There is a long pause. "Finn, Kurt found Rachel on the ground in her bathroom...She tried to kill herself Finn.
I am sorry it took me so long. It took me a long time to think about and write this chapter I hope that you enjoyed.
🔶Sara🔶