SinB hugged the figure infront of her tightly while crying heavily after knowing that someone she lost before was right here, inside her embrace.

"E-Eonni.... How...."

"How....?", SinB cried.

Yerin replied the younger girl hugged and after a few seconds, she break it off. Holding both SinB's shoulder and look into her eyes deeply. Yerin finally showed her little sad smile.

"It's really is you~", Yerin smiled again.

SinB suddenly pulled one of Yerin's hand, bringing the older girl inside her apartment. Yerin was stumbled by the sudden force but manahe to follow SinB until the living room.

Both sitting on the sofa side by side and later, SinB look into Yerin's eyes deeply, asking for an explanation, and Yerin totally understand the request.

"It... was hard... living without you SinB-yah..."

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Chapter 7 : How I lived

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2014.

The morning after the future SinB disappeared.

Yerin woke up from her sleep cuz she can feel the lights coming from the outside storming inside the room. That's when Yerin realized, the figure beside her was nowhere to be seen inside the room.

"SinB....?"

She stand up from SinB's queen bed, looking around the house as she tried to find the younger girl, but she found no one.

But then, suddenly Yerin remembered what SinB said to her last night.

That that night might be her last night living inside this body. The last night the time-travelled SinB together with her.

"A-Aniya...."

Yerin wasn't sure yet. She was looking for answer. Finally she found a written note on top of SinB's study table. Yerin read silently what's written on it.

Eonni, I don't remember how come you can be in my house, sleeping together with me. It's a bit strange for me but nevermind. Maybe I had a severe headache last night? But have a good rest. You seems tired. I'm going to school first. Bye.

- SinB

"A-Aniya....", that's when Yerin immediately pulled another written note inside her Jean's pocket. The written note SinB gave her last night where it says to meet her in the future at some certain adress.

22 December 2031

145, Hogeum Apartment Complex, Samsung-dong, Seoul.

Come anytime as soon as I wake up from my sleep.

I'm gonna miss you.

- HEB

The truth hit Yerin hard. She kneeled down for a while. Not crying but she was dumbfounded. She was sure enough that both notes was written from a totallu different person. The initial was different. Even the hadwriting was different.

"Aniya....."

"Andwae....."

That's when Yerin learn the truth.

SinB was gone.

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2031.

"Everyday... I tried hard to keep living. There's moments when I thought I want to proceed my plan to suicide. I feel so lonely without you by mu side. Meeting you at school after that night was awkward. You really like a totally different person...", Yerin sigh lightly, slightly showing her smile towards SinB who tried to control her emotions.

"I... try to keep survive... just to meet you SinB-yah. I just want to make sure that there's really someone waiting for me. So I told myself... to keep strong 'till this day come...", Yerin continued.

"Did... that past SinB told her feelings to you...", SinB asked.

"She..."

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"She did", Yerin smiles.

"But I said to her that I was sorry, I couldn't accept her feelings at that moment. Deep in my heart, I'm waiting for this day to come...", she continued.

"You... Y-You really did survive for me...?", SinB asked and Yerin nodded.

"Y-You... survive cuz you want to meet me... right?", SinB asked again and Yerin nodded.

"Gosh... It feels weird tho. I was talking about you infront of yourself. It seems like it was two different person~", Yerin giggled in embarrassment, while trying to wipe the tears on sinB's cheek using her thumbs.

"So... after school did you keep in contact with the past me?", SinB asked and suprisingly Yerin answered with a "No".

"We did exchange phone numbers after school. We keep in touch for a while but then we lost contact and never see each other anymore. I dont know what the past SinB doing and work as. We both busy with our life~", Yerin smiled again.

"So I guess SinB today and SinB yesterday was totally a different person~ right?", Yerin said.

SinB was so emotional that she couldn't endure it even a second. She lift her head up, looking upwards to only god knows. She closed her eyes in happiness as a tears falling down thru her cheek. Then she said in her heart...

"God... Thank you. I know it's really impossible for anyone to be in my situation.... I know if I explain this to anyone they will not understand a single thing.... But really... Thank you...."

"Yaaa~ Stop crying. I'm here already~", again Yerin wiping the tears on SinB's cheek using her thumb.

SinB opened her eyes and looks at Yerin in intense. Yerin chuckled for a moment as she look into that passionate eyes belongs to Hwang SinB.

"Wae?", Yerin asked.

"I want to know the truth. Did you... by any chance... have feelings for me...?", SinB asked in her curiosity.

"Obviously not with the past SinB. She didn't know much about me", Yerin grin. SinB put her head down, somehow a bit sad that Yerin never--

"But with you, you know everything about me. You know how truly I feel that time. How truly depressed I am and how truly longing I am for someone's presence in my life~", Yerin said. Later SinB then lift up her head slowly.

"You know what? A few days passed after you disappeared and later I finally realized, I need you in my life, more than a friend..."

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"I realized..."

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"I loved you... SinB-yah", Yerin smiled while looking at the emo SinB with her beautiful eye smile. SinB eyes was a bit widen but later changed to her longing eyes. Longing of Yerin's presence in her life.

"I waited 17 years for this moment to come..."

Slowly SinB slipped one of her hand to Yerin's cheek, slightly caressing while looking at Yerin's eyes in happiness.

"17 years of suffering, guilt and pain..."

She moved her hand to the back of Yerin's head, slowly pulled their face together closer and closer.

"Finally... I could meet you..."

Slowly their lips pressed together, both eyes were teary but it was a happiness tears. They savouring each other's love and presence, their longing to meet each other and to be together finally come to the end.

"Finally... I can save you...."

Yerin wrapped her arms around SinB's neck to deepen the kiss. A drop of tear flowing down thru her cheek and slowly both of 'em was lying down on the cozy sofa as their lips still in contact.

"Finally I can make you mine..."

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TBC

I think I will update one more chapt to end this nonsense hohohoooo~