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2014...

SinB get back to her room immediately with the diary inside her hands. With tears still left on her cheek, she opened the first page of the diary and saw the first date entry there.

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18 March 2014

Annyeong! New diary I guess? Since I've come to a new shool, shouldn't I have a new diary? This is my first day at this school. I think everyone was nice, but I have no courage to talk to them. I heard the rumours about me, but I don't care anymore. Hope my days at this new school will be better.

- Yerin

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The first entry was pretty fine, SinB thought while smiling sadly looking at those handwrittens. Then she turn to next page where she spot a slight change to Yerin's.

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22 March 2014

It's Monday. The bad news is that I think I became a bully material again. Someone just called me sl*t and h*e at school. I don't know who they are but I was hurt by it. I tried to calm myself by having some fresh air at the rooftop the end of school. The good news is, I met someone ^^! Her name was... I don't remember. Is that Eunmi? Eunbi? But thanks to her finally I have someone to talk to at this school. She seems like a nice girl, also... younger?

- Yerin

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SinB smiling slighyly when she saw her name was there. But then her smiles turn into sorrows when she learn the fact that Yerin was up there for a reason.

SinB turn to next page where she uncover more about the desperate and frustration inside Yerin's mind.

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25 March 2014

I... I cannot endure this anymore. It's hard to act tough outside when the fact that actually I was so fragile inside. It's killing me! This feelings killing me! Why should people judge a person before trying to talk to them? I'm tired of being lonely! I would like to have friends too! Why the world is so cruel to me?!!

- Yerin

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SinB cried again. She don't know how long that Yerin suffer from her loneliness but she really wish that all of this didn't happen.

Yerin was a nice girl. If you talk to her you will be certain that she really a nice and bubbly girl!

SinB turn to the next page, where it is also the last entry of Yerin's diary.

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5 April 2014

I wait at the rooftop yesterday... I'm waiting for SinB... I want to tell her everything about me. Everything about how I feel, how depress I am when there's no one to talk to, when you keep receive hates from others. I want to talk to SinB. But she wasn't here today. I guess she was busy...

I tried talk to mom about how lonely I am at school. But mom said that its all my fault for not talk to people first. She said it isn't a big problem to fuss about.

Why did I have a mother who don't want to understand how I am?

I really want to spill out my heavy hearts to someone. But who do I have? I have no friends, not caring family. I couldn't even feel any warmth from people around me. I feel like I was in a dark cave, alone.

Well I think... no one will ever care for me. It's my destiny... to be lonely... and cannot feel any warmth from a friend.

Sometimes I just wish, if I die one day... will someone would ever cry for me? I guess there will be no one... even SinB...

- Yerin

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SinB was left frozen on her bed after reading the last entry of Yerin's diary. She was puzzled. She couldn't understand . Why would Yerin say such things about her?

"So she's dead... because of... me....?", drops of tears coming down again.

Guilty conquering the whole souls belings to SinB. If she was there at the rooftop for Yerin the day before, will Yerin still alive today?

"I... I really care about you eonni... Why did you do that...", SinB cried.

"But it's also my fault for not hearing her and be there for her when she needs me..."

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Chapter 4 : I'm here for you

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The new, time travelled, 2014.

"Are you okay SinB? Why are you crying?", Yerin asked worriedly while patting SinB's head on her shoulder.

"Why did you ask me that question?", SinB asked. Yerin eyes was widen in confusion. What did SinB mean with her words just now?

"Ne?"

"I'm the one who should ask you that question. When you said you were okay with everything, did you really mean it....?", SinB asked.

"What did you mean by that?", Yerin seems flustered but somehow confuse with SinB's question.

SinB was desperate inside, but she know if she tells Yerin the truth that she is Hwang Eunbi from the future who knows everything about Yerin, Yerin might react worse or maybe even ignoring her.

"A-Aniya... Don't mind what I said just now", SinB said all of sudden while slowly releasing the hug

"Wae?", Yerin was so confused.

"I will go now to my class now...", SinB said.

"Ah... Okay", Yerin answered her her slow tone. Then slowly SinB walk away from the rooftop.

But then SinB stopped for a moment and turn her body facing Yerin again.

"Eonni!"

"Yes?"

"Wait for me at the front gate after school finish", SinB continued her words.

"Excuse me?", again Yerin was confused.

"Just wait for me, okay?", SinB smiled happily towards Yerin who still clueless with her strange acting.

"A-Alright~", Yerin smiled back and later SinB turn her body around, completely exiting the rooftop, leaving Yerin alone in her confuse mind state.

"What's wrong with SinB tho...? She made me flustered and nervous for a while", Yerin said to herself.

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School ends and as SinB instructed, today Yerin will not staying at the rooftop after school ended. Because she was waiting patiently for SinB at the front gate.

Moments later, from far away SinB could see Yerin was there waiting for her. She was happy that Yerin agree to do as she say.

Happily, SinB ran towards Yerin with her smile. Waving her hand towards the older girl and calling her name in excitement.

"Yerin eonni!!", SinB shouted.

Yerin lift her head up and turn it around to see a happy Hwang SinB running towards her. Yerin then hurriedly standing from her seat and smiling back towards SinB.

"You really waited for me~", SinB smiled.

"Ofcourse I will", Yerin smiled back.

All of sudden, SinB linked her arm with Yerin, clinging into the older girl, making Yerin startled and flattered at the same time. Then SinB pulled Yerin together with her to walk away from tge school gate.

"W-Wait! Where did you want to go?", Yerin asked.

"Just follow me~ I'm gonna make everyday in your life was full of happiness and excitement", SinB said and pulled Yerin again in a dash. All SinB can think right now while she can still live in this time era is that to make Yerin happy and be alive as long as she can.

"W-Wait...!! Yaaaaaa Hwang Eunbiiii!!!"

TBC