Astrid's POV 

It was Monday morning and our alarm went off. I opened an eye and turned it off and saw it was 6:30am. I groaned and pulled the covers over my head. I felt Hiccup move and pull me close to him. 

"We need to get up." He said. 

"No.." I said in a groan. I heard him sigh. 

"Astrid..." 

"What? I don't want to go to school. I'm gonna get laughed at all day." 

"No you won't." 

"Yes I will." I said sitting up. "Hiccup, someone video taped them pouring the punch on me at the dance on Friday. They posted it on our school's website." I told him. 

"They did what?!" Hiccup asked sounding mad. I looked at him. 

"Can we just stay home today." I said with a sigh. 

"Okay." He said. He kissed my head. I laid back down with him. 

"Why do they get joy out of making fun of me?" I asked. Hiccup sighed. 

"I don't know Astrid. They're just being stupid." He said. "But I love you." He told me. I smiled at him. 

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Hiccup and I spent the day just lazy. We watched movies and ate junk food. We ordered pizza for supper. Toothless and Stormfly were playing together with their toys. We took them for a walk. 

Later that evening, we were in Hiccup's bed and watching another movie. Hiccup got on top of me and started kissing me. He kissed my jawline and my neck. I felt his hands go up my shirt and undo my bra. He lifted my shirt off and removed my bra and started kissing my chest. I started to breathe a bit heavily and felt him tug at my pants. I lifted his shirt off and soon we were fully exposed to each other. 

A lot more happened that night. 

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It had been about a month and had missed my period. I was terrified. But I hadn't experienced any other symptoms. Hiccup was gone for a little while so I took a walk to the drug store that was near by and bought a pregnancy test. I paid for it and left. I got back to the house, locked myself in the bathroom and took it. I waited a couple minutes and than looked at it.

Positive.

I stared at it and put a hand over my mouth and shut my eyes feeling some tears fall. I heard the door of the house open and shut and I heard Hiccup's voice calling for me. I quickly put the test in the box and buried it under some other garbage in the garbage can. I looked at myself and got myself to stop crying and fixed myself so it looked like I hadn't been and also washed my hands and such. I headed downstairs and saw Hiccup in the kitchen with some grocery bags. 

"Want some help?" I asked walking inside. He looked at me and smiled. I walked over to the counter and he kissed me. 

"Sure." He said. 

I helped him with putting everything away and than went upstairs and called the doctor to make an appointment. 

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A few days later at the doctors I was sitting in the room waiting for her when she came in. 

"So, what seems to be the problem." She asked. 

"I think I'm pregnant." I told her. 

"You think, or you are?" She asked. 

"Well, I missed my period and I took a pregnancy test at home, and it was positive. But I wanted to be absolutely sure." I told her. 

"Okay." She said nodding with a smile. "I'm gonna need a urine sample, and have to take some blood as well." She told me. I nodded. 

It had been a couple of hours and she finally came back with the results. 

"Alright, Astrid. You're not pregnant. All the tests we took state negative for pregnancy." She said. 

"Than why did the test I took say positive." I asked. 

"It happens. It's not uncommon to have a false positive." She told me. 

"Thank you." I told her. 

I got my stuff and left. I got into my car and let out a sigh of relief. I got back to the house and went inside. 

"Where were you?" I heard Hiccup's voice come from the living room. I looked at him. 

"Shouldn't you be at school?" I asked him. He came up to me and I could tell he was mad. 

"I should be asking you the same question." He said. 

"I just had a doctor's appointment." I told him. 

"For what? You usually want me to come with you." He said to me. 

"It was something personal." I told him walking to the kitchen. 

"Astrid." He said following me. "You tell me everything. Why were you there?" He asked. 

I grabbed an apple from the bowl on the counter and bit into it not answering his question. I could see on his face he was getting a bit annoyed. 

"Astrid." He said again, more angrily. 

I just ignored him and left and went upstairs. 

The rest of the day Hiccup kept bugging me to tell him. He was getting more annoyed and angry. It was getting late. I went upstairs and got my pajamas and went to the guest room and laid in bed. I heard Hiccup slam his bedroom door. 

It had been a few hours and I  couldn't sleep at all. I had been thinking of telling Hiccup and decided I should at least apologize. I got up and went to his room. I saw him turn over in his bed and sit up. 

"Can't sleep?" He asked. I shook my head. I crawled into the bed and sat next to him. 

"I'm sorry." I told him. "I just, I don't want you to know why I was there. But everything is okay. So you have nothing to worry about." I told him. 

"I'm sorry too." He said. "I should've respected your privacy of not wanting to tell me, but instead I got mad at you." He hugged me and I hugged back. "I love you Astrid." 

"I love you too." I said. He pulled back and kissed me. I smiled at him and crawled under the blankets next to him. He held me close and we fell asleep. 

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The next day, it was about 9:30pm, and  I was sitting in bed on my laptop and Hiccup came in from just having a shower. 

"What are you doing m'lady?" He asked. 

"Looking at colleges and Universities." I told him.

"Where do you wanna go?" He asked.

"I don't know. I don't even know what I want to do, I've never given it much thought." I told him.

"Really?" He said. I nodded.

"How about you?" I asked.

"I'm thinking of applying to NYU for design." He told me.

"But...that's on the other side of the country." I said. He looked at me and saw my expression. 

"Astrid. I'm just thinking about it. There's some colleges here too that I'm looking at. You should see if there's any programs you would like." He said. 

I sighed. "I'll be right back." I said getting up from the bed. I went downstairs to the kitchen and got a glass of water. I felt myself shaking. 

'College. What do I wanna do?' I thought to myself. Stormfly and Toothless came in and started getting excited to see me and barking. It took me off guard and scared me. I was shaking and freaking out. I dropped my glass, causing it to break. I started to cry and freak out. 

I heard footsteps and saw Hiccup enter the kitchen. I looked at him terrified. 

"Astrid, it's okay." I heard him say. 

I kept shaking and freaking out and starting to want to get out but Stormfly and Toothless were in the way. I tried to get around them and they started barking at me. Which made me freak out even more. Hiccup got them out of the kitchen. I went to leave the kitchen and Hiccup grabbed me. I scream at the touch and pulled away from him. I kept freaking out and shaking. I was standing against the wall and Hiccup kept trying to talk to me and calm me down. I had no idea what had taken over my body and I just kept freaking out. 

I felt Hiccup grab my arm. 

"Don't touch me!" I screamed at him. I continued shaking and freaking out. 

Hiccup continued to try and help me and I felt like he was hurting me and I started to fight him. I started punching him and got a few good ones in. I saw him holding his stomach after one punch and he looked at me. He pinned my arms against the wall and I screamed at him to let me go and started fighting him more, kicking him. His grip was too strong on my arms. I stared at him in the eyes and could see something in his that I couldn't explain. I started to calm down and I slid down to the floor crying. I held my knees to my chest and cried. I felt Hiccup wrap his arms around me and whisper soothing and encouraging words to me. 

"I'm...I'm sorry." I said between sobs. "I'm so sorry." I said. 

"Astrid. It's okay. You can't help it." He said to me. 

I kept crying and Hiccup took my arms from my knees and lifted my face and I looked at him. He leaned over and kissed me. 

"It's okay." He said pulling me closer to him. 

I started to settle down more and my breathing evened  to normal breathes again. I didn't want to let go of Hiccup. He was my safe place. He meant everything to me. I couldn't let him go. Not now. 

I felt him move to his knees and pick me up. We went upstairs to our room and he laid me down in bed. He took the laptop off the bed and got my pajamas and helped me change. I barely had any strength left after my anxiety attack that I had just had. Hiccup helped me with my pajamas and than put the blankets over me. He already had his on and went to the other side and crawled into the bed. 

Hiccup came close to me and wrapped his arms around me holding me as close as we could get to each other. He started rubbing my back and humming. I had my face hidden in his shirt against his chest trying to fall asleep. 

We eventually fell asleep after a little while. 

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