I feel like this sucks and I have a bunch of ideas for other things swirling around in my head right now so I'm going to place this on temporary hold I will come back and I will finish it but this not only isn't the right time for me but also I am going through a lot right now and I don't even know if I'm going to get to work on my other ideas while I try to piece my life back together... I just realized I put no punctuation in that. I guess that explains how my life is going right now... I'm terribly sorry to anyone who actually believes in me and this sorry excuse for writing...

See you later... for this is not goodbye... this is just I'm not here right now.......