(A/n) play the song when I say if you want to

(Y/n pov.)

You and Tex had talked for a while and then she had had to go. You are not going to be discharged until the morning and so you are laying there in the med bay awake thinking. I think I just made friends with the top agent here...well...friends is the wrong way to put it. We see eye to eye on some things and using the word jelous in the loosest way possible she is kinda jelous I guess...but hey I'm a dancer what can I say... You find yourself laughing out loud. "I may be meowing ugly but I can do the splits..." you say to yourself. "I can do the splits but I can't sleep..." you silently laugh at yourself as you sit up in the bed and look at the door. "Probably locked".... "am I talking to myself?"..." I guess I am..." you say as you get up and check the door. "Locked....shouldn't kick it down tho....they'd be mad at me...." You go back and lay down and try to sleep . After a while you look at the clock 3:00 "meow this" you say as you stand up and then sit on the floor and start streaching then you get up and do a cartwheel into a backhand spring and almost hit the wall. You tap on the wall.

(start music)

"la da da da da, la da da da da, la da da da, la da da da, we are search lights we can see in the dark...." you start dancing "we are rockets pointed up at the stars..." you begin to smile. "What about us! What about all the times you said you had the answers?! What about us! What about all the broken happy ever afters?!"..."What about love what about trust What About Us!"... "I don't want control I want to let Gooooooooo!" You throw your arms open and look up at the ceiling as if calling to someone "WHAT AAAABOUT US?!!" You are panting between words now as your dancing beautifully hitting each move and each note perfectly. "What about us? What about us? What about us? what about us...." You land a leap go into a fan roll on the floor and end reaching out towards the door. You wipe the sweat of your forehead and laugh at yourself and sit back down on your bed. "Sometimes I wish I could have feelings like that you know?" You laughed at a lady while you handed her another drink and she looked at you and shook her head. "Girl...you never want to have feelings like this...trust me love is dangerous...crazy it's makes you do things that you regret later just to impress some stupid person who'll get over you wayyyyyy faster then you'll get over them...love is torture...sweet torture...never fall in love" you sighed as she then went back to gushing about the guy she liked. A couple weeks later you were handing her drinks as she tried to forger about him...about love about life...about everything... "waa did I teel ya girly" she slurred as you told her she couldn't have anymore drinks. "Yoo don't want to catch feelings...." a few months later it was another guy and then the next year she drunk herself to death right in front of you... You shake your head to rid yourself of her lifeless body being carried out and flinch at the memory of your parents anger at you "killing a customer". Ow... you put your hand on your shoulder in the memory. "No...I don't care about that...no love...no friends...no feelings...no feelings....feelings.........

(A/n) welp that got dark...sorry! The next one will be happy I promise! (Then some sad some happy and a mix of the 2...hehehehehe I'm evil)
Oh ya also if your reading I'm planning on doing a romance thing but I don't know if I want to do it with someone who dies or whatever if you would like to comment who your favorite rvb dude is you may just get your chance at love....