The sound of chirping birds echoes in my ears, enjoying the beautiful melodies of birds chatting to each other's, wishing everyone probably a good morning,  light up my mood immediately.

A smile appears on my face but my eyes are still close. I just don't want to wake up yet, I don't want to leave this comfy and warm bed with this intoxicating smell of coconut. Speaking of coconut, it's my favorite scent but only on her. Only on you, Sakura.

Knowing she is laying beside me, the woman I adore so much, the woman I always search for, since I saw her in that tiny music room, thanks to Jimins bet, the woman which makes me effortlessly happy is snuggling onto my chest, burying her face on the side of my neck and peck a soft kiss on it. And fell asleep again.

You are too cute

You're lying next to me. And I'm still half asleep, wondering what I did to deserve this moment, to deserve you. And while you're here, breathing easily, all I can think about is what I can do today to be better for you than I was yesterday.

A loud sound distracts me suddenly, something heavy fell on the floor and I come to realize, that we aren't in our hotel room anymore. We are at Sakuras parents' house and I'm laying with her in her room.

Fuck.

Isn't this disrespectful laying with her in one bed? Am I too old fashioned to think like that? No way, I mean I saw her like God she created, and he did a hella good job, but that's not the topic here.

Nervous I stand up from the warm and comfy bed, waking Sakura softly up by touching her shoulder and call her name, "Sakura, princess wake up."

She lets out a heavy breath, turns to her side, she stretches all her muscles and bones to wake them up and her mouth escapes a moaning sound which I really love but it's the wrong timing for that. Startled from her sound I immediately put my hand on her little mouth to shut her.

"Mhm, TaeTae what are you doing?"

"Shhh, don't make such erotic sounds, your parents are out there."

"And? Why does that bother you? Last time you wanted all the neighbors to know your name and-.."

"That's completely different. This is your PARENTS. They don't want to hear how I pleasure their daughter!!"

She chuckles and pulls me by my shirt, causing me to face her. The warmth of her breath and the slight touch of our lips together, makes me gulp my saliva. Sakura gives me a few soft short kisses and whispers, "What if I try to be quiet?"

This woman tries to kill me right?
She is provoking me.
If we weren't here at her parents' house I would, God knows what, do to her.

"Sakura-"

"I love that. I love how you call my name. Did you know that's the first time you called me by my name?"

I never noticed that but she is right I mostly call her Princess but not by her beautiful name, Sakura, which means cherry blossom in Japanese.

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After breakfast with her parents, which went smoothly and easily, I'm sitting outside on the beautiful terrace next to Sakura's father.

I would lie if I say I'm not nervous cause I'm trying to not shit myself, right now, in my pants. Her father is kind but he has an aura of authority and I think he is strict. Every time I try to avoid his stares, scared he could find something out just by staring into my eyes.

"Taehyung, I'll be honest with you."
There he is the strict father. His voice is demanding and without any emotions, reminding me of my father. A pair of dark black eyes staring directly into mine, I don't have a chance and look back at him.

"At first, I wasn't pleased, hearing my daughter has a boyfriend now and my eyes will watch you. I don't want to see my Sakura hurt, no father wants to see that. But know, I love my daughter and will protect her as long as I'm allowed to do." He exhales a long breath and holds his hand tight together, slowly places it under his chin. His stare gets softer, as he continues.

"But Taehyung, I saw her smile I saw how she acts around you and I just want to say thank you for making her happy, again. It's been a while since she lights up like this. She went to a lot since she lost her eyesight. And I beg you, to make her happy, to care for her and to love her as long she is here. I want her to experience real love before she pa-"

"OTOU-SAN, don't bother Taehyung with your fake strictness."

Out of the blue, Sakura's voice screamed out loud, behind the thick blue curtains her small figure appears, and like magic, only she can, my lips form a bright smile.

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Days went by and I have to appreciate her parents. They love their daughter so much, her home is filled with love and happiness. Everyone cares for the other ones, just like that I'd always imagined a family has to be.

Sakura showed me all her favorite places and where she has a lot of memories. Her school, the temple where she always prayed for something big, like passing her class tests or other stuff girls would pray for.

It's our last day here in Kyoto, we will fly back to Seoul tomorrow. She said she wants to show me a place where she has a lot of memories. I'm curious which place she wants to show me.
The navigation leads me the way I have to drive to and when it says I arrived at my destination, I wonder as we exit the car, welcome by a slight rain, why she brought me here.

A hospital.

"This is the hospital that I spent my time the most since I was 13 years old. When I noticed my eyes weren't like it should be, I came here after visiting numerous doctors. But even here they couldn't find a way to help me get my eyesight back. That's why I went to Seoul. Firstly, to check that special doctor if he could help me and secondly, to do what I love, music."

Her body and face are directed to the entrance of the hospital. I try to read her body language and it shows me she has memories here but sad ones. I can't imagine losing my eyesight more and more day by day. I would feel helpless.

I take out the umbrella which I took with me earlier, knowing it will be rainy today, and opens it, holding it between us. The rain pours down on the umbrella, everything is wet and the calming sound of the rain droplets falling onto the ground and our umbrella echoes on the whole place.

Knowing I can't take the pain and the bad memories away make me sad but that's in the past, what I can do is to make sure she'll be happy in the future.

I pull the women, I adore so much, tight to my body, I feel her warmth on me and watch her beautiful face looking up to me. Even if she can't see me, she sees me, her eyes can see all of me, my soul.

"I'll try to give you a happy future, I cant promise you won't be sad or upset but I will try my best to find my way to you, no matter what." cupping her face in my hands and connect our foreheads together. Sakura touches my hands with hers and caresses' the back of my hands with her thumbs.

"Let's not think about what could happen in the future. Let's enjoy the now and here. Our present. Today." She slowly whispers to me. I don't know why that sounded so sad to me but deep inside me, her words seemed more meaningful than I thought they were.

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This night is like magic. I tried to avoid her every night. Tried so hard to keep my horny ass, cool. But tonight I couldn't hold it anymore.

Watching her try to not let any sounds out, is kinda turning me even more on.

This time it's different from all the times we had sex. This time I make love to her. I didn't say it yet but I want to show her with my all, with my body and the kisses I give her. I want her to know my feelings without saying it.

I love you.

Everything is different, now that I know that I love her. It's all deeper and intense. Every thrust, every kiss, and every touch we share is like electricity hit through my body. If, making love, feels like this, then I never want sex again. I want to make love to the woman I love. To the one, I give my heart for the very first time.

Sakura.

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Beep beep beep
My phone rings the alarm to wake us up. And like every day someone is laying on my chest and breathing peacefully. My love.

"Sakura, love, we have to get ready."
I try to wake her up but no reaction. She must be in good sleep.

"Love, we will miss our flight. Come on wake up." I shake her a little stronger but again no response. Is she playing me?

"Sakura come on it's not time to play, we reed to get up." I hold her shoulders to help her sit up but nothing. No actions.

At that time I was paralyzed when I noticed she isn't waking up. Her body fell every time I tried to lift her  I can remember that day like it was yesterday. I screamed for her parents. They immediately run to her. Her mother kneeled to her while her father called the ambulance.

I was like a statue, I couldn't react.
And all I knew was the sound of an ambulance speeding to their place. A few people came in and checked on her.

Everything happened fast but I saw all in slow-motion took her to the hospital.

And the thing which still lingers in my mind the most is, her father hugging me and tapping softly my back.

"Pray for her Taehyung."

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We getting slowly to the end, I think I want to end it in 5 chapters but let's see.

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