The imagine of Sakura, playing the violin, stuck in my head, from the first time I saw her.

It's like she spoke a spell on me. If I hear classical music with a violin playing, my mind wanders to her. When the wind is blowing through a girls hair, her face appears in my imagination.

That is rare for me, I never thought of a girl the way I think about her. Normally it was like what would I do want to her, how can she pleasure me? Nonsense thoughts.

I don't know, is it maybe different because she's blind?
But I am curious if I really could make her fall in love with me.

She's too kind, lovely and innocent. Butterflies are beautiful and breathtaking, with all the colours and shapes in its wings, you want to watch it till it flies away. But the desire to touch it is also there and what happens if you touch a butterfly?

Right, it could damage her wings or worse it could die.

Sakura is a butterfly to me.

I've been with her for almost 2 months, every day, from Monday to Friday, in that tiny music room. We are comfortable with each other.

At first, it was a shock for me, knowing she is blind.
She said, she sees the world as shadows. All dark without any bright color, all black, and grey. She can see silhouettes but all blurred.

It's Saturday night, I'm with my friends, chilling and hanging out, in our regular nightclub. I didn't want to come, just wanted, it to be the three of us, staying at home, watching movies, and playing video games together.

I think Jimin and Jungkook want to hook up with some random girls. It looks like they found a few girls, they'll have fun with, tonight.

Jimin turns his head to whisper something into my ear.
"Come on, Tae, the girls sitting in front of you, they want you. Take them."

Not really in the mood, I just stand up, saying my goodbyes to Jimin and Jungkook, and leave the club.

My stomach leads me to the next convenience store, as I see the lights I run faster to protect me from the cold.

Searching through the shelves, which Ramen I want to eat, I found something more interesting, moreover, someone, Sakura.

She is searching for something to eat and other stuff, putting it all carefully in her bag, I follow her through the store. I don't even know why I'm doing this but I have the urgency to do so.

She pays for everything, it seems like the woman who is working here knows Sakura. They have a little chat and after that Sakura leaves.

I immediately follow her, after paying for my stuff. But as I run out of the store she wasn't there anymore. A little disappointed I walk my way ahead.

"Kim Taehyung, why are you following me in the middle of the night?" Suddenly her voice startling me. She stands in a corner right next to me.

"What .. Sakura you startled me.
Hold on, how did you know it's me? "

"I know your steps Kim Taehyung, I noticed you by the sound and the rhythm you make when walking. Everybody has a different style to walk and I can hear them out. I told you, I'm blind...."

"Yeah yeah your not deaf, I know. You said it many times." Sheepishly I interrupt her, noticing how cute she reacts. If she's embarrassed, she smiles shyly and hides it behind her fist which she places on her lips. So adorable.

I decided to walk her home, she says her apartment is nearby. It's so easy talking to her and it's very fun. There aren't issues I can't talk to her, even when I asked about her blindness, she gave me instantly an answer.

Sakura has eyesight issues since she was 14 years old, she said, and slowly it turned out this way. It couldn't be cured.

We arrive at her apartment building, she's searching for her keys in her bag, which she finds in no moment. She opens the door, goes inside, and stands in front of the door, hindering it from closing automatically.
"Come in. I know you're hungry. Let's eat Ramen together."

My eyes go wide, thinking about what she just said to me. Because of the meaning behind, eating Ramen at this hour. In Korea, it's an invitation to have sex. I don't think she knows that saying.
" Sure why not, thank you."

Her apartment is tiny and very clean. It's all minimalistic, you can tell she's living alone. All furniture is in white and light grey, no TV, her kitchen is in them and of the living room, also very tiny but it's enough.

She tells me to sit on the chair by the kitchen counter while she prepares our Ramen.
She adds an egg and spring onions. If someone sees her, not knowing about her blindness, you would think she doesn't have a handicap.
Perfectly cutting the onions, without cutting her fingers. This amazes me. She serves me the Ramen with a cup of rice.

It tastes so good, I never ate Ramen like this.

While she's eating I take a little glimpse from the corner of my eyes.
I never noticed her dimples, by every chew she makes, her dimples are visible.

" Don't watch me while eating, that's embarrassing. " her head turns to me and narrows her eyebrows together.

"Are you blind? You notice every move I make." I let out a slight laugh, finding it amusing.

"I wish I'm not. So I would know how you look like." The disappointment is written all over her face, playing with the food while letting out a heavy sight.

" Do you want to feel how I look like?" Taking her hands into mine, leading her hands, to my face.

She stands up from her chair, standing between my legs and slowly touching my face. Starting from my head, feeling her, touching my hair which she slightly brushes.
Down to my neck and slowly caressing my ears and earlobe. That sends me shivers to my whole body, it's one of my sensitive parts.

Of course, she notices it by smirking her lips. Her fingers are now exploring my eyes and eyebrows. I close my eyes as she's doing that very carefully.

Brushing lightly my cheeks and wander to my nose. Caressing slowly my nose bridge until she reaches my lips.
I open my eyes at that feeling, her brushing lightly, with her thumb, above my upper lip, feeling every curve, my lips have.

She moisturizing her lips with her tongue as she continues to wander to my bottom lips.

I watch her every move not letting a tiny bit out, I even forbid me, to blink with my eyes for a second, scared to miss an action or facial expressions of her.

She brushes with her left thumb over my bottom lips again and again. Her right-hand rest on my neck.

I notice her mouth opens slightly, her breathing gets uneven.

Parting my lips, as she does, her body stiffened, by my doing instantly.
We don't move for a moment, only her thumb, caressing my bottom lips.

" Kim Taehyung, is it ok for me to kiss you?"
This question is asked so confidently, that surprises me, hearing her asking me this question.

"Yes, it's fine for me."

She comes closer with her face on mine. I can feel her breathing, warm air blow slightly against my lips. Our noses are tip on tip, her lips slightly touch mine but not directly yet.

Sakura stays still for a moment, her eyes are closed, while mine are watching her eyes. Anticipate her to kiss me, but she's still waiting.

This situation makes me nervous, I want her to kiss me, I want to feel her lips on mine, what would she tastes like, are her lips soft as they seem like?
Should I make a move?

Her lips are suddenly on mine. She doesn't move her lips. I close my eyes, to intense the feeling of her lips on mine.

This must be the first time kissing someone or she doesn't do it often, either one. Not wanting to wait I start to move my mouth slowly, just copy me, I breathe whisper in her mouth. She does as I said. Our lips working in sync.

The desire to taste her is rising in me, open your mouth a bit, with that said, I was allowed to enter my tongue and I'm greeted with hers.

Copies my moves we begin slowly to dance with our tongues, it's not wild, it's very soft and gentle. I enjoy it. Tasting her, exploring every corner of her mouth, our tongues are perfectly dancing together. A moan leaves her mouth. That was hot. I want more.

"TaeTae, we should stop!"

To be continued...

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