1997

Padfoot and Prongs,

The days have all blurred together, that all we know is the year. Well at least for me. After Sirus was gone, everything had gone absolutely insane. 

Dumbledore is dead.

I became a married man. 

I married the most beautiful woman I had ever laid eyes on. The most stubborn, beautiful woman I have ever met.

And now she carries my child. 

And I have never been so afraid of the life that chose me as a boy. Will my child bear the same disgrace I have? Or will the baby be saved? 

I don't know how to take care of a child. I can not take of a child. 

I'm a danger to everybody. 

I cant hurt them. 

I cant. 

Your brother, 

Remus Lupin.