+ thirty

i didn't see my dad for weeks at a time, and when he returned for a few days, he had noticed the many changes in me.

for one, yoongi and i seemed to be getting a long.

back then, i couldn't stand him. now i couldn't get enough of him. while he was home, i went out more under the excuse that i was going out with friends. in reality i was going out with yoongi behind his back, and behind everyone's back.

i became rebellious and rude with everyone. the only person who was the exception was yoongi. only he could make me happy.

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its so cold today, but i have to get ready for this thing my parents organized in marcos' honor. he wanted a mariachi band to play for the virgin of guadalupe on december 12th, which is her anniversary from when she appeared in mexico.

but he unfortunately passed away on december 12th. so my parents thought they would hold the party today in his honor. and i promised i would go.

so that's what i will be doing today.

i will post three more chapters for today, so stay tuned everyone!

-clary