Feelings?
Jungkook's POV
I was enjoying Tae's hug but it doesn't last. The reason it doesn't last is because Yoongi comes looking for me. Before I leave Tae I kiss Tae on the cheek. And it is only after the action is done that I realize what I have done. My eyes widen and his eyes widen too, but then he flashes me his adorable boxy smile. I blush and turn away running to where Yoongi is. I walk with him inside the building and the blush refuses to fade.
"Bunny?" I blush even more as I remember Tae calling me his bunny.
"Yes, Yoongi?" I answer quietly.
"Are you alright bunny?" He looks at me with concern.
"I don't know if I'm alright Yoongi!" I decide to let out my frustrations to him. Maybe Yoongi can help me after all he knows a lot despite liking to pretend that he doesn't. "One minute I was fine and then I had this sinking horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach. This started when Tae mentioned a friend that I didn't even know existed. He tells me everything but this is the first time he mentions her to me. And then I don't know in what way he likes her. Does he like her as a friend or more? Why do I even care? Why am I so bothered by the possibility that he might like her as more than a friend? One minute he's talking about how much he likes this girl and then the next he has me wrapped in his wonderful embrace. And because he said he hadn't noticed his friend was pretty when I said she was, the horrible sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach disappeared. I don't know what this is. Well, I have an idea but I don't know if I want it to be what I think it is. Yoongi?! What do I do?"
"Well, personally I would like to say that you like Tae might even love him. However, you are in the denial stage. You don't want to accept your feelings but I don't know why. Maybe having a talk with Jimin might help. She's had a boyfriend before, hasn't she? Maybe she knows more about stuff like this since she's had experience?"
"No, she doesn't. Sure she has had a boyfriend but she's never had feelings before for someone until recently. Well, actually she's not even sure of her feelings since she has never felt this way. She doesn't know if they're really there or not and to help her find out I have a plan. If I manage to get her to feel jealous she will know for sure that the feelings are there."
"Really?! So... Jimin has never really liked any of the guys she dated. She's only starting to feel that way now... So just out of curiosity... who is... the uh... lucky guy?"
"I can't tell you because she doesn't want anyone to know. Like I said she's not sure of her feelings and she doesn't want him to find out in case she just gets his hopes up if he finds out."
"You know I really do think that you like Tae. You have feelings for him. I'm your friend too but I doubt you feel the same for both of us. Am I right?"
I think about what Yoongi says. "Well, I never liked to hug Tae but now I do. When he hugs me lately my heart flutters and feels light. When you hug me I do feel happy too just not like with Tae. But Yoongi... what do I do now that I know I like Tae? He probably thinks that I hate him since I'm always pushing him away. Does he even like me that way? Besides I will have to help Jimin first before I try to fix my own problems."
"Personally I think Tae likes you too. I think he always has. Ever since I met you both he likes to hug you and only you. He likes to smile at you with his awkward boxy smile. The reason being you've told him it's adorable. Also, I've seen him glare at me when you get too close to me. Despite him knowing that we are friends he still has a tendency to get jealous when he sees us close."
"Now that I think of it every time I talk about you and I say something about how close we are, he tenses up."
"Well, now you know. Bunny, are you sure that you want to hold off on Tae?"
"Yes, I want to help Jimin first. In fact, Tae is helping but he only knows about the guy Jimin likes he doesn't know Jimin is the girl who likes the guy."
"Oh, so he won't know if I ask him?"
"No, and you cannot ask him. Eventually, I'll tell you, when the moment is right."
"Well, I just wanted to know because if Jimin does genuinely like this guy I don't want her to get hurt." I watch Yoongi and see his cheeks turn slightly pink.
Is it possible that Yoongi likes Jimin? Is that why he asks? He can give me excuse after excuse all he wants but I know him all too well. I think he likes Jimin. He has never really shown concern for Jimin but right now he is. I think there really is a possibility that Yoongi likes Jimin too. They really would make a beautiful couple.
"Well, that makes me want to tell you who it is but a promise is a promise. By the way, why are you showing concern for Jimin all of a sudden? You've never done that before?"
"Well, you see bunny... I actually do care about her. I just am not comfortable enough to show my concern for her like I do with you."
"Ah... I see. I still think there's a deeper motive there but I won't make you tell me. I know you'll eventually tell me when you feel ready to."
He nods and we walk into our next class. I see Jimin seated already. Today she has her light brown hair down in cascading waves. Her makeup is lightly applied and she's dressed casually. She is surrounded by guys but she doesn't pay them much mind. She appears to be deep in thought. She is twirling a lock of hair with her finger, a nervous tick of hers. In her other hand she has a pencil that she taps her chin with. On her desk a journal is open but it looks like nothing has been written just yet.
I turn to look at Yoongi only to see him watching Jimin attentively. I turn to look at Jimin again. Now I see Jimin's ex Kai approach her. His friend Taemin follows closely behind. Jimin broke up with Kai on good terms so she still talks with him whenever he approaches her. Kai shoos away all the guys surrounding Jimin's desk. Then he sits down in the chair in front of Jimin and Taemin sits in the seat beside Jimin. Jimin gives a polite small smile to Kai before speaking. I don't know what they are talking about but I can tell that Jimin doesn't feel too comfortable.
I turn my eyes back to Yoongi only to see that he's already headed to Jimin's side. I decide to stay here and watch everything unfold.
Jimin's POV
I wish I was more like Kookie... I've become good friends with her but we are so different. Kookie can chase away guys with her glares and her manner of speaking. Yet I can't no matter what I do guys flock to me. Guys think I am easy after seeing me with Kai. I don't hate Kai, in fact, I think he's amazing. It's just the assumptions that came from dating him that bothers me. I am still a virgin but everyone thinks I'm not.
I wish I could chase all these guys away but how can I? I need a boyfriend but where can I find one who won't date me because they think I'm easy. I am brought out of my thoughts when I see Kai shooing away all the guys. I smile at him and thank him but in all honesty, I wish he would stop. His actions just make rumors spread even more. We separated on good terms and I wish we could stay like that without a problem but I don't think it will be possible if he keeps this up.
Kai looks like he's about to speak when I see Yoongi approaching.
"Yoongi!" I greet him excitedly and smile my adorable eye smile that everyone loves. It's been a while since I last spoke with Yoongi. I feel my cheeks flush pink and my heart starts beating quicker. I see him falter, it seems like my outburst surprised him.
Out of the corner of my eye, I see Kai shoot Yoongi a glare. I grab my bag and stuff from my desk and meet Yoongi where he stopped. Yoongi looks at my arms that are full of things and he takes them away from me. I follow him to his seat and sit beside him.
"Yoongi, thank you for rescuing me from Kai. I don't mind him but I hate that he makes rumors circulate that aren't true."
He licks his lips before answering and once more my heart flutters. "Yeah I could tell you were uncomfortable so I decided to come save you."
I hug him and even though this is nothing out of the normal I feel so happy. When I pull away his cheeks are tinted pink. With him, by my side, I feel better.
A/N Again this chapter ended up being longer than I had planned... I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and I'll see you all in the next update! I love you all my beautiful readers!❤ Take care!😊
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