This is not a chapter, I hate to do this but I've just lost heart in my story. I don't even know where to start with the next chapter and it feels like more of a chore than anything. Everyone is going to say don't be sorry and take as long as you need again but I honestly feel horrible. My mental state is a lot better now but I just feel like I've lost that passion I had for writing.

I have no idea if or when I'll post another chapter but I just feel like I've let each and every one of you down.

I promised chapters and then fell short more times than I can count. I'd just like to apologize because I feel like I took on something that was too much to handle with everything going on right now. I don't want this to be a pity party or for you guys to feel bad for me cause that is not my intent. I just feel awful I'm not going to be able to keep up with this book. It wasn't good, to begin with, and I feel like I can do a lot better maybe with a different setting. I think I'm putting my story on the back burner right now.

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