Y/N POV

i was on patrol in gotham looking for a lead on a private mission i didn't find anything big a few muggers, gang members. as i was doing my few last observations i looked down an alley way to see this women and some other guys being complete asses. i jumped off the roof of a buliding and knocked one out i looked at the women "run NOW" she did as i said and bolted.

one of the thugs looked at me "your really going to regret that doll face"he said pulling out his knife out along, with all his other friends they got in a circle around me. i smirk "yea you can tell yourself that"i say getting into my stance looking around at my surroundings. just as one was about to strike they all stopped and looked up when we heard a gun shot from the top of the buliding next to us.

when i look up my eyes widen through my mask it was red hood one of the thugs behind caught me off gaurd and stabbed me in my side i fell to the ground holding my hand over my wound. a shot was fired off the lid of a trash can i don't know how but all the thugs fell to the ground dead ,the gun fired through every single one of them. Red Hood jumped off the buliding and landed on his feet, i got up off my knees "what the hell i had-" i was cut off by his lips connecting to mine after he took his mask off throughing it else where "did you miss me Y/N" he says picking me up shoving me against a wall continuing to kiss me not letting me anwser.

i kiss him back and we pull away for air "jason your so damn lucky i like you even the smallest bit" he smirks and continue kissing me and makes his way to neck cause me to release a few moans. "Jas-Jason wai- wait" I struggle to say trying to contain my moans. "Come on you know you want this Y/N" he says as he continues to kiss and bite my neck.

Jason and I have been well "friends" for a while know and I say friends like that cause we don't do the things friends do. I love him so much buts he's always been this ball of hate and pain I wanted to fix that but I never knew how and I'm still struggling he always messes with my patrols he says it's cause he wants to piss me off which I know is a lie it's cause he likes me maybe even loves me. But he's to much of an ass to see that.

It's weird because no matter how hard he tries to deny his love he finds his own ways to show it. "Damn Y/N I want you so bad" he says still holding me against the wall he stoped the kissing me making me sad but I won't tell him that. I smirk "well how does it feel to want" he rolls his eyes and places me down.

"Whatever you know you love me" he says kissing my cheek. "Eh your okay" I chuckle and walk off climbing the balcony stairs in the ally. And fading away in the dark.

Jason's POV
damn her ass looks good in that uniform, truth be told I really do love that girl she wants more and I know she does I just don't know how to give it to her I'm scared to give her me and get rejected or to hurt her. She's started leaving things at my apartment o think she wants commitment and I can't give it. That's why no matter how much I love her I have to leave her she can never know the reason why either.

TIME SKIP 2 WEEKS LATER

I asked Barbara to help me make Y/N realize I'm not what she wants. Barbra came up to my apartment "okay so what do you want me to say to her or do you want me to tell you what to say" Barbra says as she walks into my apartment. I look at her funny "Barbra she can't know I want to do this it will hurt her no matter what way I do this it will hurt her but I need a way that will make her want to stay away from me forever so I need you to take off your clothes" Barbra's eyes widen "WHAT!" She says looking at me like I was the joker.

"Look Barbra I need you to pretend to have just had sex with me okay you don't really have to, take off your shirt and pants get in my bed and pretend to be asleep okay" she still looks at me like I'm crazy but does what I say anyway I follow her to my room she takes her clothes off gets into bed and I take off my shirt and pants "okay ready Barbra she's gonna be here soon" she nods at me "Look Jason it's not to late to turn back you really like this girl hell you even love her why risk it" she says to me worried about my choice "Yea and it's because I love her I can't be with her okay" i say to Barbra as I hear a noise, someone was opening the door.

I heard Y/N'S footsteps I watched her open the door and her entire mouth dropped when she say me and Barbra.

Y/N'S POV
I walk into jason's apartment to pick up my stuff I keep leaving here. I open the door to his bedroom my eyes widen when I see him and Barbra together my jaw drops. I feel a tear drop from my cheek "well I'm not surprised and to think I thought I could change you" I saw slamming the door behind me.

Jason's POV
god I don't know this feeling why do I feel like this it feels like a sharp pain in my chest "Barbara my chest hurts" she rolls her eyes as she gets up to put her clothes on "yea it's because a piece of your heart just broke Jason, I'm never doing anything like this for you again you loved that girl and I feel sorry for you because you just lost her" she says storming out my room. Oh My God she's right "what did I do" tears start to fall from my face "I'm so sorry Y/N I love you"

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