I quickly ran into the room throwing my shirt off once I got in there. I kicked my pants off and saw the man I love sleeping on our bed.

I smiled as I huffed out of breath from running up the stairs.

I climbed into bed and traced my hand over Ryans bear thigh. I smiled before rolling on my back and hugging a pillow.

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I woke up to the bright sun light pouring into my room.

What time is it?

I thought rolling over to see the clock.

11:11

"Oh-" I quickly threw the covers off of me as I ran to the bathroom. I had a show at 12 and needed to be there by 11:30.

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"Brendon!" I smiled straightening my tie as Parker came up hugging me. Her breasts going into my face as she was much taller than me and normally wore heels. I met her the first day here and she showed me around. She's super nice and has helped me through moving away from my family. "Glad you made it What's up?" Parker asked her loud voice echoing in the empty room.

"Nothing much." I said shrugging.

Parker was very beautiful, she had long wavy black hair with some "emo" fringe. She had green eyes and a very pointy nose. Her jaw line was very noticeable. She was in every good shape in fact the first day I met her she was wearing a crop top and I could see a six pack. She was tall, taller than Ryan. Her skin was tan-ish and her cheeks always seemed to be pink. That could just be blush though. Today she was wearing a tight red dress that showed off her figure very nicely.

"You excited, if this show goes well Mr.Y'ella is gonna transverse you to London for a show!" I felt my heart drop.

"L-London??" I asked and Parker nodded.

"Yeah, he said some people would be willing to give you a few shows there." Parker said walking away having her heels click as she walked.

"Wait!" I called after her. "Where you going?" I asked and she whipped around.

"I'm on my period. I have to change my tampon, I'll be right back." I nodded and she walked off. I sat down on the couch looking at the blank walls of the apartment.

What about Ryan?

What about Clay?

What about my family?

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A/N
Hey everyone
So wattpads been weird lately deleting my chapters and stuff
So if you get two posts for this being updated it's just me updating the same chapter again
But I get so mad bc I loose all your humans comments:(
But I will not let that stop me from posting ok
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