I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth waiting for Brendon to start talking.

—

"We need to talk." Brendon said coming into the room.

"About what?" I asked

"Sit down."

—

"Ryan we need to-"

"Bren, I know we need to talk. What?" I asked cutting him off. I was preparing myself for some sort of: "We need a break." Or: "this isn't working out." I was (a/n halp I just got g noted) preparing myself for heart break. Brendon shut his mouth and began pacing around with his hands behind his back.

"Ry, I know we have Clay and yeah he's so young. But I've been thinking about this and I think we should think about it. Maybe consider it in the future." Brendon stopped pacing as he finished.

"What is 'this'?" I asked putting air quotes around 'this'. I was trying not to be mad as Brendon Boyd Urie is breaking up with me.

"'This' is I think we should expand our family." Brendon said. My face lightened up and then it all came down. Tears, sobs, cry's and I love you's.

"Brendon?" I asked between sobs. Brendon came and sat down next to me. I grabbed his shirt and pulled him closer and started to cry into his chest. He began to cry too. "Brendon I would love to." I cried and Brendon ran his hands through my hair.

"We don't have to talk about it now if you don't want to." Brendon mumbled and I smiled as I felt his tears hit my hair.

"I'm mean we can if you want." I sniffed sitting up and crossing my legs.

"Clay said he wanted a sister, and I would love a little girl! But not as young as Clay. Because then Clay can have someone to look up to, ya know?" Brendon rambled and I smiled.

Man am I lucky. Look at this man, he's beautiful. And he's so sweet. Here I was thinking he was going to break up with me. I couldn't go a Day in my life without him. I love him so much, and man what could I do to show this.

Yeah we say 'I love you' all the time. But as much as I still mean it, I want something more meaningful. Yes he's still my sun, and I'm still his moon.

"Hey Brendon?" I asked making eye contact with him.

"Mhm?" Brendon hummed.

"You're my sun."

"And you're my moon."

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A/N
Good morning
(8:53pm)
Hey so @ school I choose a quote and I'll say it all day as much as it annoys my frens I think it's fun
So feel free to comment something
Also I just wanna say my school is starting outdoor ed (which is the winter outdoor ed and 7th graders go cross country skiing) and our winter concert for our school is coming up so I might miss some Friday updates on this bc I'm going to be super tired from that yeah just letting y'all know
And I mean I never do this but here's a song suggestion: Millions by Gerard Way

~enjoy killjoys~