Jamia and I just finished up one of her baby appointments when we were heading home.

"You know, is this weird?" I asked. "This whole crazy situation we've got going on?"

"You mean the whole throuple shit?" She asked.

"Well, it's not a throuple because you're not part of it," I said and she looked at me. "Sorry, sorry, you are a beautiful and empowered mama."

"Yeah, it's weird and not how I imagined my life but I have twins coming," she said. "And I have a fun friend to live with. Your mom is nice, too."

"What do you think of Gerard?" I asked.

"Yeah, he's great, makes you happy," she said.

"But?" I asked.

"I don't know, it's just that between him and taking over the business now I don't know if you're really going to have that much time to help take care of the kids," she said. "I've always wanted kids but I don't want to do it alone, I'm scared."

"I am, Mia, these are my kids and I will be there for them their entire life," I said.

She smiled, looking out the window.

"When's your dad getting out of the hospital?" She asked.

"In a couple days," I said. "I'm glad, the business is really stressful and it would be nice for someone else to take charge again."

We got back to the house and I wished I could see Gerard but he was in classes all day and then working tonight. There wasn't much to do for the business at the moment so I went to hang out with Jamia instead.

"It's weird thinking about how I have kids in your stomach right now," I said.

Jamia laughed. "Yeah, it is pretty weird. I mean, we're so young. And you're gay and dating a boy but we're married. We have gotten ourselves into the weirdest situation possible."

"How are we going to raise them?" I asked. "I mean, do we raise them and let them know we're not actually together but we're still mommy and daddy or do we pretend to be together for them too?"

"I say let them know the real situation," she said. "What about Gerard? How does he feel about the kids? Would he be, like, step-dad to them in a way?"

"No, I don't think so," I said. "He's not big on the business and tries to stay away from my personal life. I think he thinks the whole kids thing is kinda weird."

"Well, if you two want to actually get really serious then he does need to learn more about the business and accept it," she said. "You two can't have a serious relationship if he doesn't want any part of the business. It will just be a huge barrier and you two won't be able to get close unless he accepts it."

"Yeah, you're right," I said. "I think things are getting pretty serious, I think he wants a serious relationship as well."

Gerard wasn't able to come by until around one in the morning. I smiled, leading him up to my bedroom where I could give him a kiss behind closed doors.

"I missed you," I said.

"I missed you too, Baby," he said, sitting on the couch.

I sat on his lap and he smiled.

"What do you think about my twins?" I asked.

"What do you mean?" He asked and I just shrugged. "Well, I don't know, they're your kids."

"Do you think you would ever, like, care for them and love them?" I asked.

"Well, they're babies, they haven't done anything to me," he said.

I sighed. "I want to be serious. A real, serious relationship."

"Me too," he said.

"But that also means acknowledging and maybe even accepting the business and my kids," I said.

"If we grow serious to the point of marriage then yes, I would love and care for your babies," he said. "But I can't accept your business, we've been over this."

"It's just going to create this huge bump in our relationship," I said.

Gerard sighed. "It's criminal work."

"Yeah, and you work as a sex worker and a stripper for the business owned by me," I said. "I'm not asking you to participate because I don't want you to do that. I guess I just want you to be able to acknowledge it and accept it. This is part of who I am, I am part of the business."

Gerard bit his lip. "Bunny, It's hard for me to just straight up be okay with it."

"I know," I said.

I looked down, holding his hand.

"How was the appointment?" Gerard asked.

"It was good, the twins are both looking healthy," I said. "We should be able to find out the sex in a few weeks so me and Jamia are both really excited about that. Jamia wants to have one of those gender reveal parties so that'll be held in a few weeks. I was wondering if you would want to come?"

"Would we have to pretend to be just friends while you pretend to be happily married?" He asked.

I sighed, nodding my head.

"I'll go," he said and I looked up at him with a small smile. "The twins are important to you and that means they're important to me too. I want to be there for you."

"Thank you," I said, giving him a soft kiss.

"When is your dad coming back to take over the work?" He asked.

"Soon," I said. "God, I can't wait. Maybe we can travel somewhere for a little bit for the weekend. I won't be working the business at the time and I won't have as much free time after the babies are born so I was thinking that it would be perfect for us to get away for some alone time.We could go somewhere romantic, just the two of us. We could go friday after your last class and I'll make sure they don't give you any shifts that weekend and then we'll be back by monday morning."

"That sounds really nice, but I don't know if I could afford to do that," he said.

"Don't worry, I will handle all of it," I said. "We'll just head to the coast, a little drive away and get a hotel there."

"Okay, I can be down with that," he said. "But I still feel bad, how can I repay you for doing all of that for me?"

"There is one thing you can do," I said. "All this working and being the boss has kind of just gotten me completely stressed out. It's our weekend together but it's your weekend. I'm tired of being in control. I want you to be in control all weekend. You control all weekend, you can do whatever you want to me, bring any toys you want. You make every decision for me."

Gerard bit his lip as he smirked.

"I can do that, Bunny," he said. "You sure you know what you're getting yourself into? You're gonna be my little bitch all weekend."

I whimpered, nodding my head. I grabbed my laptop and started looking at hotels. I found a nice one and booked their presidential suite.

"There we go, we're all set," I said.

Gerard smiled. "Where's your collar, Bunny?"

I squeaked and hurried over to my nightstand to put on my collar. Gerard smiled as he walked over and pushed me back onto the bed.

"We're not going to do anything tonight," he said and I pouted. "I'm just tired from working. I'm just going to grab a shower and then we can cuddle and sleep together. Does that sound okay?"

"Yeah, it does," I said.

Gerard went into the bathroom and I stripped down to my boxers. I laid in bed, watching tv while I waited. When Gerard came out, he had a towel wrapped loosely around his waist. He put on a pair of my boxers and laid down next to me.

"Do you wanna see the pictures of the twins we got today?" I asked and he nodded.

I grabbed them and showed him the ultrasound photos we had gotten.

"Oh wow, they've gotten a lot bigger really fast," he said.

"I know, it's crazy how fast they're growing," I said.

"It still feels a little surreal that you're already married with kids on the way, I feel like we're still just so young for all of that stuff," he said. "I don't think I would be ready for kids if I were in your shoes. I'm still in school and until I met you I was a sex worker and I still work as a stripper."

"Do you miss sex work at all?" I asked.

He shrugged. "It wasn't bad, I had a good clientele. The gifts were nice. My favorites were the ones I met online that I wouldn't even meet in person, they would pay me by the hour for video calls where I just degrade them and then they pay me and buy me things off of my amazon wishlist."

"You know, if you still wanted to do sex work then I'm okay with that," I said.

Gerard smiled. "It's okay, Bunny. I don't like doing sex work while I'm in a relationship. All my focus goes to you."

I smiled, giving him a hug.

"I love being your little bunny," I mumbled.

Gerard ran his fingers through my hair as I started to doze off into sleep. He shut the tv off and held me in his arms as I slowly passed out.