Taehyung felt like he was home in the small dorm. He didn't want to leave his brothers but it was his only choice without breaking down.

As Taehyung was writing his letter, his tear fell to the single piece of paper. He frowned and looked toward Jimin's sleeping body then to Hoseok's. Taehyung faced the paper again and stopped writing.

"Can I just stay?" Taehyung whispered to himself as more tears came out of his eyes.

Taehyung set the letter down next to him and put his shoes on. He put on his thick Gucci jacket on and taped his letter to the door. He swung his small bag over his shoulder and left the threesome room.

When Taehyung reached the main room, he saw Namjoon. Namjoon was sitting on the couch, his fingers running through his soft hair. His left hand had some sort of paper with printed letters on it.

"Hyung, I'm leaving," Taehyung spoke and Namjoon shot up his head. His eyes were scrunched and he had a frown as if his sleep was interrupted. He set the paper down and rubbed his face with his hands.

"Tae, come here," Namjoon moved over to give Taehyung some space to sit.

Taehyung did as he was told. Taehyung threw his bag on the floor and sat down. He faced the floor at first.

"Do you actually want to leave that bad?" Namjoon asked Taehyung.

"It's not like I really want to go... but I also don't want to break down when I say goodbye," Taehyung's voice shivered at the end of his sentence.

"So you'll leave without saying goodbye?"

A moment of silence.

"I left a letter," Taehyung's voice broke down and he started crying.

"A letter isn't the same," Namjoon continued, "as in person," Namjoon made a point.

Taehyung wiped away his tears and hugged Namjoon aggressively.

"Hyung! Don't make me feel bad," Taehyung said a little loud. He put on a fake smile as his tears ran down his face. His eyes bloodshot. It was like someone was crying and they start laughing to stop the pain.

"It's alright Tae," Namjoon backed off from the hug.

"I'm not trying to pressure you," Namjoon continued, "you need to live your life, Tae," Namjoon smiled at the younger boy.

"Thank you, Hyung," Taehyung smiled back and stood up. He grabbed his bag and headed towards the door.

"Goodbye, Hyung," Taehyung looked back and smiled widely. He soon closed the door and he was outside where the cold air hit him.

"Bangtan is really fading away. It wasn't just a dream."